JamiDelRey

I remember hearing Vroom Vroom when she premiered it on Radio 1 back in October 2015 and being left with a feeling I had never felt before. It was the first time I had music that truly sounded like nothing I ever heard in my life. It literally stopped me in my tracks and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I had already liked Charli well enough (I was a big Sucker girlie) but SOPHIE brought out her magic and that was evident front he every beginning. And the rest is history.

I feel so bad for Charli, she’s been silent all day. I’m sure she’s is hurting a lot. We have been such selfish gays. Imagine waking up to find out your best friend and collaborator passed. Plus all the work they did together basically leaked online other than a few songs Eclipse mentioned. 

her impact on music, on culture, and on lgbt life/acceptance already ran so deep but she wasn't even getting started... it's not fair
rest in power SOPHIE. thank you for everything <3

hey everybody. hope you are all staying safe and doing well.
sophie was a major part of my 2018. i was never a big fan of her specifically, but i recognized her importance to music and "oil of every pearl's un-insides" was one of my favorite albums of that year. in 2018, i struggled with serious depression and anxiety. at the end of the day, her music was my source of happiness. even though i stopped listening to her stuff after that year, she still had a very important place in my heart.
when i heard the news today, i was in complete shock. right now, i am listening to her album for the first time in two years. i can barely describe what i am feeling. thank you so much for your inspiring art, sophie. you reached for the moon, and now you are the most beautiful star in the night sky. i will never forget what you and your music represented to me in my darkest days. rest in power, my queen <3

the only right way of a posthumous release of Sophie is a charity project dedicated to trans/queer foundations imo

i can't believe we won't experience her music the way she wanted us to experience it anymore... from now on it's just another leaks and maybe some posthumous releases and then it just *stops* there... even if we get to hear any of her unreleased albums it just won't be controlled by her and it's truly heartbreaking because we all know what a perfectionist she was.

its just so heartbreaking that we'll never get another chance to deep dive into her mind like we did with product and oil. a huge force in pop music was lost and it truly hurts to think about a future without her. she was so meticulous about her craft and we were all so lucky to get to experience it 

Rest in peace angel...

I'll never ever forget her, I just feel like my heart is shattered into billions of pieces. I can't explain how her music resonates with me because I don't even understand why does every sound she has created made something beautiful flow inside me. No other artist has this effect on me. I will never forget hearing her work for the first time, hearing and anticipating her stuff with Charli, being proud when she got nominated for a Grammy, crying because I couldn't make it to her show (and now I will never will), running hundreds of miles while listening to her music, ripping horrible quality live sets from soundcloud, how Infatuation and Is It Cold In the Water? helped me when I was depressed etc. She truly is my favorite artist of all time and this is horrible, no one understood soundwaves like her. My heart is bleeding when I think of all the LGBTQ youth she has inspired, I hope the fact that her music is eternal can uplift the community even further! SOPHIE is eternal, I refuse to believe this. The fact that she has met death while wanting to get lost in the moonlight is just heartbreaking. She has changed us forever and for that we should always remember her. She is now one with the moon. That's what I want to believe.

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

Here's a tiny piece from an assignment I had to write today for my English course on a writing that's affected us recently: 
 
"SOPHIE, a music producer I’ve known for years now, had passed away early in the morning. I began reading the dozens of writings from her close friends to fans to music critics, each of them intertwined with distraught and empowerment of her being. I felt liberated from the sadness I had held onto and instead started to empower her memory as well and honor the work she’s left behind. People’s words they left for her helped me realize that this is not a situation to feel sorry for her, this is a situation to share her mind with others and thank her for being as powerful as she was."

Her passing has weighed heavy on my mindset today, combined with other things, it's kind of made me feel a desire that I hadn't recognized before. I hope she's on the ethereal plane we all hope to get to one day. 

I really can’t believe this.. it’s so heartbreaking & surreal. She’s truly the most unique producer + artist I’ve seen since Björk. The way she breathed new life into pop music is so special and I’ll never forget her or stop listening to her music... I’m so heartbroken that she’s gone. I couldn’t cry last night before bed because I was trying to convince myself it wasn’t true / she’d be okay. Now I’m fighting off tears at work. This is truly such a devastating loss for the LGBT+ community and the music industry...  
 
rest in peace + power, queen of the full moon ♥️?

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

Made a little portrait as a tribute to her. She will forever live in my heart.

http://instagram.com/p/CKri8Nbj9R_/

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

The bells from I Wanna Be With U keeps resonating in my head ever since i heard about her passing, such a sweet and endearing but also euphoric production. It's the music equivalent of ascending to heaven, SOPHIE was a musical genius. I don't think i need to mention that her energy, especially with Charli, was unmatched. What a loss for the art world. I really hope Charli is doing ok, such heartbreaking news could damage her mental health forever. 

been spinning my vinyl of this over and over and over and over and over today honestly..... feels unreal and hits too hard 
feels indescribable being the first celebrity death I've ever really cried about this shit just hurts I can only imagine how devastated the entire PC Music family and all of her friends/family must be and pray for all of their grieving / healing through such a shit time. 
 

it feels so weird to me i actually kinda processed that she's gone BUT i feel devastated everytime i see someone refferencing to her in the *past* tense... she IS the icon she IS the industry she IS the pioneer she IS the inspiration i just refuse to refference to her in the past tense, because of her art she and her legacy will live forever, there's no past tense for SOPHIE, she's here and now forever