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  1. I don't think Lana will ever write better songs than On Our Way, Never Let Me Go, Noir, Black Beauty and especially Cruel World.
  2. It's been confirmed that Debbie Reynolds has passed away too Prayers / well-wishes for Billie during this time - losing your mother and grandmother a day apart...
  3. I just need to let out some things because I'm going out to do Hanukkah stuff in a few hours and keeping this bottled up is probably the worst thing to do and I'm just an emotional wreck right now... I never met her but she impacted me in a huge way and it's weird coming to terms with the fact that your idols aren't the gods you make them out to be and they aren't going to live forever and that death is bullsht and it's a cycle you have to live through each time one of them passes and... idk, this fcking hurts. There's been a few other deaths in the past that have hurt, but nothing nearly as much as this. I cried when I found out she was in the hospital, felt a bit of relief when we were told she was doing okay and now... like... what do I do now? How do I ever watch Star Wars in the same way? How do I feel the same joy over Leia as I used to? It's going to be so much different now and it's weird knowing that. And I know a year from now when I see Episode 8 there's going to be something at the end about Carrie and I'm going to have a breakdown and probably a panic attack and whatever they do with Leia's character isn't going to feel right and the ending to my favorite series will always piss me off because of it and there' just a lot of stuff I don't know how to deal with And then there's a lot of guilt over how selfish I'm being because I'm worried about a fcking movie instead of realizing that that's the least important thing right now. Her mother and daughter just lost someone and it's terrible and they're going through a whole grieving process due to fame that I can't even begin to understand. You know, it's going to be hard seeing her image and watching her movies, but I'm never going to know what it's like to wake up and see my mother or daughter on the news or have fans come up to me and constantly bring back the fact that they're gone. And keep thinking about Yoda being an ashole for saying "Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not." like.. screw Jedi logic right now. Death is inevitable but it fuking sucks and mourning is just as natural as death.
  4. Nothing this year has hurt worse than this and really, no celebrity death has ever hit me harder than this. I think anyone that knows me knows that Star Wars has played an important role in my life - more than just from an entertainment perspective. Leia's strength and courage has always meant so much to me.Watching her take down Jabba was one of the first times I became consciously aware of female empowerment and the strength we as women can possess. Carrie's unfiltered and open discussions about mental health and drug addiction has meant so much to me and inspired me to come to terms with my own issues. Knowing that people like Carrie and Courtney Love survived made it possible for me to. Her unapologetic criticism of Hollywood, discussions about feminism and her desire to make Leia's legacy more than just a bikini has always been something I've looked up to and respected about her. She was (it hurt so fcking much to type was) a brilliant writer, an inclusive activist, my hero, my first love, my idol... I'll always lover her. I'll always miss her. I'll forever be grateful for existing in the same time as General Organa. I can't even begin to imagine how Billie and Debbie are right now.
  5. I could see Never Let Me Go on AKA, though, I don't think it fits into the recording dates?
  6. such a sweet thing of you to do <3
  7. trayertrash

    Song vs. Song

    Terrance Loves You vs Fake Diamond
  8. @ me next time I don't support her if the story was fake, I generally don't pay attention to anything she says but find it hilarious she knew an unreleased song but this story just seems like too much Also, I really despise Kathy Griffin, she's made a career out of pig-backing on the hatred of celebrity culture while also desperately doing anything she can to be apart of it. She relies too much on the same overdone jokes about "her gays" because she has no better material than relying on 1987 stereotypes of a community that generally doesn't give a about her and pitifully mocks a culture that wants nothing to do with her out of jealously. She's untalented, unoriginal and I find it pathetic that out of all the comedians who saw their heyday in 1996 she's the one I'm wasting my life discussing now. That is how you drag someone without sexism
  9. 1.. Homicidal Girl? Obviously Kathy didn't know Lana is a psychopath sweet serial killer. 2. You can disagree and hate Kathy without attacking her age and body - like with everything shiiity about her you can attack other things. Stop the the misogynistic ageism y'all. It's old. (that pun tho) 3. I'll pray you for Kathy - you and that disgusting mouth of yours. Satan bless.
  10. WAIT. A. FUUCKING. MINUTE. ARE YOU TELLING ME I COULD GET PAID BY YOUTUBE TO EAT????????? BYEEEEEE IMMA BE A MILLIONAIRE
  11. I thought Sirens was Lana's magnum opus then Us Against The World BUT THEN NOIR LEAKED THE NEXT DAY AND I'VE BEEN OBSESSED EVER SINCE I hated Florida Kilos the first year UV came out but it's grown on me I hated all of Honeymoon the first few listens, but the first half has grown on me I guess... but I think I on'y tolerate it since I needed to listen to something new I was sooooo excited when I heard Roses leaked but after one listen I didn't replay. I thought So Legit was so shiitty and mean but, even as a Gaga fan, I semi love it
  12. That was in regards to white people supporting Trump's racism, xenophobia and all around bigoted platform. White people were more comfortable voting for the unqualified racist.
  13. In all honesty, have you looked into militias? Where I live they're typically full of racists who wouldn't accept for your race/ethnicity. They did't deem my husband "white enough" after we started dating because I'm semi-ethnically Jewish. Maybe it's different where you live, but the militias I know of have never been too accepting of anyone that doesn't fit into the image of America they want.
  14. We live in a country where an admittedly sexually abusive homophobic incestuous Cheeto dusted racist with no political experience at all defeated a woman who has spent the majority of her life working in politics because of what?? Misogyny, bigotry, white privilege and a lack of research. How many times does Hilary have to be investigated before people drop the whole email thing? She wasn't found guilty. The FBI was allegedly paid by Trump and now we find out Russia helped Trump win... but you know.. there were emails sent by people other than Hilary that someone reflect bad on her?
  15. trayertrash

    Noir

    STAN FOR HER MAGNUM OPUS
  16. Yes but if Gaga did anything remotely similar to things she's done in the past they'd all complain about her originality. Everyone judges Gaga with a microscope while the rest of the pop world gets a passing glaces. For someone who hates Gaga you sure do keep up with her and talk about her a lot. It's borderline stalkerish. Seek help boo.
  17. Damn, Gaga released as video just as basic as other pop artists do and some of y'all hate her for it? She doesn't have to make every video some massive thing. She went all out in the ARTPOP era and y'all complained she was trying too hard. She goes for something less dramatic and she's not doing enough. Like.. we get it... The Fame/Monster era were great, she put out some good sht, but stop expecting her to recreate her past. It's not going to happen.
  18. Personally, I think death row and dying man are metaphors for something else, probably a drug addiction since she mentions them so often. I'm still waiting for someone to find a list of everyone who's been on death row the past decade and make some sort of Lana connection
  19. I started crying earlier because Lady Gaga exists. Do y'all understand how important that is? We get to experience her music and learn about her life and inspirations and we get to be fans of someone so amazing and talented I can't get over how great she is
  20. trayertrash

    Evanescence

    I would give the very breath from my chest To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain But I can't leave without you I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt But I can't live without you I wish this was the album version
  21. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RocLShg2z4
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