Make me your Dream Life

isolation motivation : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sNi9nIXxVo

I think I'd wanna go biking riding to it. or just sit in a field of flowers on top of a hill or something. like cool breeze it and have a picnic listening to it. yeah

Free Woman screams press play if ur gay-

That feels so surreal. I miss eating out.. like there are bigger things, but it's just something I miss. It's great that things are slowly getting back to normal(?) over there. be safe man

I think TNBAR sorta serves as like a second chance type of song .. real quick, analysis incoming. the song's set in the past tense. follows the desperate cries of California n plays off it well. so it seems like she's glazing over problems she wishes she hadn't seen in the relationship and tries bargaining w Topanga nights and how they were so good together. but it seems she was more invested in it than he was, and she got let down. song promotes growth, from the demo that we had before.. but it's also duplicitous bc she clearly knows that she can't go back no matter how much she tries to. Even if she wanted to, it'd be a step back, and the past isn't even there anymore as it usually isn't, and she knows that. her dreams were swallowed in a stale void. and as smooth as the chorus is, u can feel the reluctance in the verses.. the slow guitar. the descending notes. how everything was. to me, what it feels like is that she's 13beaching and going back in her head, but at least she found a gem of self-assurance in what she wants for herself in the future. or at least that's what she can walk away w for herself after the dizzying ordeal.. it connects real well to California bc it almost seems like a "feels like we only go backwards.mp3" moment by tame impala. venice, bc it gives her better clarity towards the vision of what she wants in the future. that hasn't changed. norman, in the theme of him being into himself. tl,dr. it's a great take on what it feels like to sort of be in denial. swimming in the past in varying grades of reality, and back to the album trailer. was that island of refuge as blossoming as it was? difficult to ascertain, but she ends the record w hope, and I can't help but feel an overall sense of relief for her in that sense.

Idk like the vibes are off and I feel for her.. I know that I'd prefer some soft rock, disco all that, but maybe at least for now, that hallmark interlude post I made seems more and more probable.. maybe like, a track more in the vein of Bartender too? it all feels so disconnected and by how violet's still stuck it's probably very much heavier transitioning from her norman state of mind to a better one. tl;dr highly probable for some kind of waterworks of a track or some..

ah this might defeat the question but I guess I like both equally. I need the two to balance each other out what kind of lemonade do u like?

Mhm. Do u own a waffle maker?

mm I think it's silver 'stead of the milky white ones ikr rite rite? how, whyy .. . and mm yeah chromalude tho. I kinda dig it hahahahahahaha

Anyone have any intel on this vinyl's cover? https://www.urbanoutfitters.com/shop/lady-gaga-chromatica-limited-lp?category=SEARCHRESULTS&color=007&searchparams=q%3Dlady%2520gaga&type=REGULAR&size=ONE%20SIZE&quantity=1 edit: literally one of her best covers out there, and the vinyls comin thru a plastic case whyyy

That's real great to hear in a way.. what were the numbers in ur area n etc. ? / They just extended things til July.

No way... what's it like? How r the businesses and public places? Social distancing and all that?

Was actually thinking about this too. I kinda just thought how a prism doesnt really have color itself, but when its beamed up, colors come out. so maybe it can be like a metaphor of her feeling empty, and having to go thru a failed marriage and having to rediscover who she was? Ghost's a pretty sad song. Love Me, not to sass, but she had to love herself, bc who she loved didn't love her back. This moment, day to day stuff to survive being able to plan gradually towards a future. Double Rainbow she sorta calls herself trash from her last relationship's perspective, which is actually horrible to hear someone sort of admit.. it's got the same reluctance/yearning as Lana's Love song.. BTGOG's her version of HiaD It kinda makes me think that even if she was goin thru a shit time, that she had to convince herself to be happier or else she would've been stuck there. like how Lana edited Beautiful People, Problems from the original demo that's what I take from it at least..

lemme raise u this. bc if they were oranges, they'd have belly buttons, but they don't. the shades are actually lemon nips. i'm not even kidding. alsso, the buttons would be darker and look impressed on the fruit. but they're not. the crescents at their ends were painted to make the fruits skin raised, bc. they're nips. they're lemon nips.

Ohmygod u know what. From a certain angle, they do look like lemons..

I guess more of like personal observation from where it is here. It's been a while since I've been updated, classes have been missile-ing my sched but things are getting better. I think the last time we were updated, the quarantine/isolation date was pushed to may 15th? which is in a few days now.. They're starting to open the beaches again. and I think more people are allowed to work for their companies/small businesses again? they're opening a major park/public area tmrw.. there are like 33k cases around the counties I'm grateful I can go outside so freely, social distancing. hike/run around the neighborhood. I miss the gym so so SO much. not affected, but I'd like to start working again. I'm a pretty reserved person (surprise!), but I still miss being able to go outside and be w distant proximity with crowds. Something about watching em from a distance makes me feel like society's moving and life's starting again and that makes me happy somehow .. I hate not being able to converse and interact w people properly. survival mode is waay different from living, and it feels like our humanity's been stripped from us and I hate it.. It's usually sadness or indifference in people's eyes. I bonded w this one woman who made eye contact w me this one time, gesturing like, wtf are these people crowding the aisle for. the casual reaction was warming hahahaha People I've seen when getting supplies haven't really been social distancing properly, and it feels like the wave hasn't really hit? yet. at the back of my mind, it feels so terribly surreal, but in actuality, time's still passed and the globe's still spinning, but it feels like we're just defeating ourselves more than anything bc progress still needs to occur/happen .. of course there's still humor to the overall situation. Zooming, and like, a willingness to facetime and voice call, when texts were more preferred before Everyday tasks all seem like major events, and u can't help but wonder lol is this what life is like now? hahahahahahahaha family arguments are more pronounced, but it's just cute bc most of the time, u can see the 2 parties get over themselves. eventually lol the occasional, it just b that way sometimes getting checked out when ur out/checking someone out, but not being able to act bc u don't wanna risk it :skull: how things literally, literally anything turn into jokes bc u start wondering if it's just absurd when u scale it back to life, and then THAT's made a joke be safe peeps. this's been. something how are things in ur guys' areas?

I kinda wish the straps/garter were white/irridescent or something to make em feel a lot more, balanced.. and the contrast and detail diff would make it look more versatile n "official" looking.. I honestly wonder if she'll start selling condoms ciggies n lighters or something .. I wouldn't b opposed to it I guess

mm and that just gets me thinking what was done by then and how everything was planned..

mm ok cool thanks! I was thinking of getting the cassettes but part of me just really wants a vinyl w the original cover so i'm waiting it out.. I know the physicals are just cherries on top, but its great that it wont b too far off the digital releasee. I personally don't need the cd, but thought it'd be nice to support her that way and the signature drew me to it.. the official cover'd look soo good on vinyl it's gotta happen

it's all good man, will do hahahahahahaha !!

I honestly hope so too. I know she uses shots like that more for singles, but I hope it comes thru.. The Terrence Loves You cover was BEAUTIFUL

i mean not just cus it's a drink, but it sounds refreshing im gonna have to look that up! Loooooool but ok, the orange component already sounds good with it yeah

they areeeeee! and mm I think so too. I think it might b because of the photo "texture"(?) of it, and the overall at the beach vibes. it feels like a classic kind of aesthetic it's great. sorta reminds me of an updated may jailer throwback