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okay! since my first listen i hadn't really gone back to the album much, except for TJF, WD and occasionally DBJAG. my first listen was with my bestie outside in nature with a bottle of wine and some strawberries - it was nice and being in nature and the sunshine def added to the overall album experience. right now i've just listened to the album fully through twice, albeit not in the best settings - literally just cleaning my room with the sun coming thru my window lmao - but i just really felt like i needed another listen since all the discussion here is kinda lost on me since i almost had no thoughts on the album before, yknow? so my thoughts as of this moment are this: this is definitely an album you need to be outside to really enjoy. im glad summer is coming up so that can be more of a possibility! the album feels really short? like really really short? they weren't kidding when they said this album was stripped back, lmao im obsessed w the autotune on TJF - Lana and Bladee collab happening when???? DBJAG reminds me of a cross between red hot chilli peppers and the beatles i actually really like For Free! BUS is great - gives me similar vibes to GKIT, really haunting and melancholy i dunno.... for me, the album is okay. but its just kind of.... a "nothing" album, in a way? it doesn't make me feel or think much, aside from a couple of songs. im sure i'll like it much more when i get to listen again out in nature, but for now im just kinda...... idk. its weird. i feel like i have nothing to say about it in a way?? its so strange??? im happy we have it, but i guess im ready to move on. idk

I've barely listened to COCC since my first listen

this is so fucking funny isudhfijkhdfoiesfd

I keep feeling like im not in the right headspace to listen again! im taking a walk downtown tomorrow, maybe that'll be a good time to listen again! i honestly dont even remember what Not All Who Wander / Yosemite / Dance Till We Die sound like

is it bad that I haven't listened since my first listen.... (except for TJF and White Dress)

this means nothing to me personally over here in England but im so thrilled we got the direct scoop

I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY NIIIIGHT BUT I JUST CANT ST-

white dress not only makes me feel like I could do anything, but like I *SHOULD* do anything

am I crying listening to this? maybe

okay im HERE, IM ALIVE, I FINALLY LISTENED!!! the tears came at Wild At Heart (despite the obvious reusing of HTD LOL), For Free made my bestie cry, White Dress was crazy, my dad and I both loved DBJAG..... I have many thoughts but its almost 2am and I have work tomorrow and hfnishdfusindfinij

im sure the crazy prices definitely added to my willpower a little!

i managed not to cave and buy anything! i took the money i was gonna spend on this and spent it on a tarot reading from one of my fav readers instead

okay so after being at work all day i've decided that my first listen will be tomorrow with my best friend out in nature with my speaker and a bottle of wine i think that'll be a much nicer experience than just streaming it in bed after i finish my shift at midnight!

im still waiting for a couple of other things to arrive but here's what came for me today! its in a spoiler bc im not rly sure how to make things smaller lmao so happy, but kinda like everyone else im not particularly thrilled with the marker colour for the autograph

the wait is stressing me out so bad im sneaking out for a smoke break !!

NOPE i got all my stuff in the post today, was super excited, then was like.... anyway time to go to work!! ?

the way i’m at work rn and still have to wait till i get home to listen omg this is killing me

ok so its not on streaming over here in the uk (its just gone midnight) i lost

its quite amazing how many of my twitter mutuals had zero idea lana was even dropping an album tomorrow - the promotion really has been so minimal this time around and i guess bc its not cool on social media to be a lana fan anymore a lot of people that are fans aren't voicing their hype

you guys realistically think lana is gonna get 1 billion or 1 trillion sales in her first week.....??? you're aiming WAY too low. we're going for a QUADRILLION

im banking on it!! i wanna do all my crying TONIGHTTTT not tomorrow before work

how surreal seeing kitty on lanaboards omg! i adore her. some of her songs give me MAJOR nostalgia!

so it won't be available on streaming services at midnight in the UK??

I hope so! I mean we know for sure there's at least one breakup anthem in the form of Breaking Up Slowly so maybe that'll give me a good crying session

im soooo nervous to listen bc im in such a bad place emotionally / suffering heartbreak should i listen anyway??