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i don’t even give a fuck about the listening party or anybody’s reviews or lack thereof but you people have got to stop saying this in response to any and all criticism it’s condescending and contributes nothing lol i’d way rather read discussions and commentary over 6000 pages of yas queen

angels are too soft nowadays  if this was 2018 we would’ve had 6 songs recorded on an iphone 6 by now

I just read her Twitter thread and it made me very sad. 
 
It was strangely validating because I've been expressing this for months on end. And so many fans in response were dismissing me and saying like: "it's not that deep" "you're just being a hater" etc. 
 
Where's that one person from a page or two ago who's been insisting this whole time (on here and on Reddit) that she's at the best place in her life, making the best music and never been happier? Who was egging her on during her obvious manic drug episodes?
 
It sucks to say, but I don't believe coming back was the right choice for Ayesha. I wish her the best and as an honest fan hope she can find true happiness + the help she needs. 

Well they've both namedropped each other

the way its not even really sexual or offensive its just like when a child learns a word they shouldnt say and just repeats it over and over for the thrill of it

sending her good energy and hoping she heals soon

My post you were quoting wasn't even negative or expressing dislike towards her?? out of all my comments you could've chosen… 
 
IDK how many times this has to be said, but just bc we're not ""true stans"" like you who worship her and blindly praise everything she does while thinking she's a fragile angel, does not make her exempt from criticism. And this goes for every artist; Ayesha isn't any different. 
 
#AtTheEndOfTheDay I don't even listen to Kim Petras and I didn't enjoy Slut Pop, but Ayesha is just making herself look like a childish and insecure druggie with these Twitter episodes (because that's what she is, again admittedly— mixing alcohol with Xanax is not a good idea, stop enabling her). 
 
Maybe I don't kiss the ground Ayesha walks on and threaten to doxx 12-year-olds for her like you do on Reddit, but I actually am worried about her. The real "truest fans" who aren't sucking up to her and are actually paying attention to what she's been saying would realise that she's more miserable than any of us currently are.
 
Even if we got a perfect project out of this (which LBR, we won't be getting a project at all), coming back wasn't a good idea for her mental state. She's literally going off the rails and openly talking about how unhappy she is, no matter how much you try to glamourise it.
 
But I must say it’s interesting you're a cisgender man who thinks she's ~so real~ and ~justified~ for using Blaire White-esque rhetoric and projecting her own internalised self-hatred onto other transgender women while spending days fighting with teen stans on Twitter…anything you'd like to share with us, Mr. Feederism ?

Remember when she made sexual songs with class and they sounded good and were even a proper length? Where did this girl go
 

listening to hillside boys after being audio-attacked by the threat that is whale cock 

EXACTLYYYYYY like it doesn't even make sense! Other Kim releases are fun too, so it doesn't have ANYTHING to do with fun ffs

yeah i'll just listen to slow it down instead

so H4U (2024) is scrapped already?

Kinda shocked at her acknowledging Cola La Flare LOL is she gonna start saying the N-word again 

My post you were quoting wasn't even negative or expressing dislike towards her?? out of all my comments you could've chosen… 
 
IDK how many times this has to be said, but just bc we're not ""true stans"" like you who worship her and blindly praise everything she does while thinking she's a fragile angel, does not make her exempt from criticism. And this goes for every artist; Ayesha isn't any different. 
 
#AtTheEndOfTheDay I don't even listen to Kim Petras and I didn't enjoy Slut Pop, but Ayesha is just making herself look like a childish and insecure druggie with these Twitter episodes (because that's what she is, again admittedly— mixing alcohol with Xanax is not a good idea, stop enabling her). 
 
Maybe I don't kiss the ground Ayesha walks on and threaten to doxx 12-year-olds for her like you do on Reddit, but I actually am worried about her. The real "truest fans" who aren't sucking up to her and are actually paying attention to what she's been saying would realise that she's more miserable than any of us currently are.
 
Even if we got a perfect project out of this (which LBR, we won't be getting a project at all), coming back wasn't a good idea for her mental state. She's literally going off the rails and openly talking about how unhappy she is, no matter how much you try to glamourise it.
 
But I must say it’s interesting you're a cisgender man who thinks she's ~so real~ and ~justified~ for using Blaire White-esque rhetoric and projecting her own internalised self-hatred onto other transgender women while spending days fighting with teen stans on Twitter…anything you'd like to share with us, Mr. Feederism ?

Slut Pop 1 was kind of terrible, I still haven't listened to the new one but hopefully it's better

Sounds like she snorted the rest of coke that she had after republic declined her 

It's giving jealousy for me because Kim's label just said no to her
also she using masculine pronouns to referencing to kim petras? it's over 

My post you were quoting wasn't even negative or expressing dislike towards her?? out of all my comments you could've chosen… 
 
IDK how many times this has to be said, but just bc we're not ""true stans"" like you who worship her and blindly praise everything she does while thinking she's a fragile angel, does not make her exempt from criticism. And this goes for every artist; Ayesha isn't any different. 
 
#AtTheEndOfTheDay I don't even listen to Kim Petras and I didn't enjoy Slut Pop, but Ayesha is just making herself look like a childish and insecure druggie with these Twitter episodes (because that's what she is, again admittedly— mixing alcohol with Xanax is not a good idea, stop enabling her). 
 
Maybe I don't kiss the ground Ayesha walks on and threaten to doxx 12-year-olds for her like you do on Reddit, but I actually am worried about her. The real "truest fans" who aren't sucking up to her and are actually paying attention to what she's been saying would realise that she's more miserable than any of us currently are.
 
Even if we got a perfect project out of this (which LBR, we won't be getting a project at all), coming back wasn't a good idea for her mental state. She's literally going off the rails and openly talking about how unhappy she is, no matter how much you try to glamourise it.
 
But I must say it’s interesting you're a cisgender man who thinks she's ~so real~ and ~justified~ for using Blaire White-esque rhetoric and projecting her own internalised self-hatred onto other transgender women while spending days fighting with teen stans on Twitter…anything you'd like to share with us, Mr. Feederism ?

My post you were quoting wasn't even negative or expressing dislike towards her?? out of all my comments you could've chosen… 
 
IDK how many times this has to be said, but just bc we're not ""true stans"" like you who worship her and blindly praise everything she does while thinking she's a fragile angel, does not make her exempt from criticism. And this goes for every artist; Ayesha isn't any different. 
 
#AtTheEndOfTheDay I don't even listen to Kim Petras and I didn't enjoy Slut Pop, but Ayesha is just making herself look like a childish and insecure druggie with these Twitter episodes (because that's what she is, again admittedly— mixing alcohol with Xanax is not a good idea, stop enabling her). 
 
Maybe I don't kiss the ground Ayesha walks on and threaten to doxx 12-year-olds for her like you do on Reddit, but I actually am worried about her. The real "truest fans" who aren't sucking up to her and are actually paying attention to what she's been saying would realise that she's more miserable than any of us currently are.
 
Even if we got a perfect project out of this (which LBR, we won't be getting a project at all), coming back wasn't a good idea for her mental state. She's literally going off the rails and openly talking about how unhappy she is, no matter how much you try to glamourise it.
 
But I must say it’s interesting you're a cisgender man who thinks she's ~so real~ and ~justified~ for using Blaire White-esque rhetoric and projecting her own internalised self-hatred onto other transgender women while spending days fighting with teen stans on Twitter…anything you'd like to share with us, Mr. Feederism ?

Slut Pop 1 was kind of terrible, I still haven't listened to the new one but hopefully it's better

CHIII ENDED

My post you were quoting wasn't even negative or expressing dislike towards her?? out of all my comments you could've chosen… 
 
IDK how many times this has to be said, but just bc we're not ""true stans"" like you who worship her and blindly praise everything she does while thinking she's a fragile angel, does not make her exempt from criticism. And this goes for every artist; Ayesha isn't any different. 
 
#AtTheEndOfTheDay I don't even listen to Kim Petras and I didn't enjoy Slut Pop, but Ayesha is just making herself look like a childish and insecure druggie with these Twitter episodes (because that's what she is, again admittedly— mixing alcohol with Xanax is not a good idea, stop enabling her). 
 
Maybe I don't kiss the ground Ayesha walks on and threaten to doxx 12-year-olds for her like you do on Reddit, but I actually am worried about her. The real "truest fans" who aren't sucking up to her and are actually paying attention to what she's been saying would realise that she's more miserable than any of us currently are.
 
Even if we got a perfect project out of this (which LBR, we won't be getting a project at all), coming back wasn't a good idea for her mental state. She's literally going off the rails and openly talking about how unhappy she is, no matter how much you try to glamourise it.
 
But I must say it’s interesting you're a cisgender man who thinks she's ~so real~ and ~justified~ for using Blaire White-esque rhetoric and projecting her own internalised self-hatred onto other transgender women while spending days fighting with teen stans on Twitter…anything you'd like to share with us, Mr. Feederism ?

My post you were quoting wasn't even negative or expressing dislike towards her?? out of all my comments you could've chosen… 
 
IDK how many times this has to be said, but just bc we're not ""true stans"" like you who worship her and blindly praise everything she does while thinking she's a fragile angel, does not make her exempt from criticism. And this goes for every artist; Ayesha isn't any different. 
 
#AtTheEndOfTheDay I don't even listen to Kim Petras and I didn't enjoy Slut Pop, but Ayesha is just making herself look like a childish and insecure druggie with these Twitter episodes (because that's what she is, again admittedly— mixing alcohol with Xanax is not a good idea, stop enabling her). 
 
Maybe I don't kiss the ground Ayesha walks on and threaten to doxx 12-year-olds for her like you do on Reddit, but I actually am worried about her. The real "truest fans" who aren't sucking up to her and are actually paying attention to what she's been saying would realise that she's more miserable than any of us currently are.
 
Even if we got a perfect project out of this (which LBR, we won't be getting a project at all), coming back wasn't a good idea for her mental state. She's literally going off the rails and openly talking about how unhappy she is, no matter how much you try to glamourise it.
 
But I must say it’s interesting you're a cisgender man who thinks she's ~so real~ and ~justified~ for using Blaire White-esque rhetoric and projecting her own internalised self-hatred onto other transgender women while spending days fighting with teen stans on Twitter…anything you'd like to share with us, Mr. Feederism ?

Idgaf about anything else, the only thing I have to say is how incredibly disappointed I am with Ayesha misgendering Kim. I hate to say it but Ayesha is probably mad jealous of Kim's early transition and she shouldn't cause they both had equally incredibly good results. I honestly don't know what tf to say. I never expected such a disappointment from Ayesha.

IT’S GETTING REAL CHI RN

Well they've both namedropped each other