Alison by Slowdive

billboard is broke :((

not the extremely misunderstood and stigmatised bipolar disorder and bpd always in the crossfire </3

i wish i had impulse control but i guess once a girl w no integrity, always

WHAAATTTs happening!!

ohh i always thought it was tiara without evening questioning it lol but now i DEFINITELY hear tile aisle, it's actually so clear when i blast it

exaaactly! i vaguely remember a while ago writing that i was manifesting some sort of deep dive into a euphoric moment - baby wants a dance, baby gets her way to me the jimmy part is a crushing dreamlike collapse into a representation of her experiences at the ramada (metaphoric, parodic, or not). ugghhh the jimmy part of the song just makes it so whole <3 and it's honestly such necessary relief after the heavy third verse. i also don't know enough abt music to fully understand or even identify a backbeat lol but i feel like the production in jimmy is intentionally meta

manifesting that she comes to australia to spare my boyfriend who would do anything 4 me having to get us to oklahoma

all i know is cult leader and its hectic 2010s beat drop for opening song

i love a&w so much and i think it deserves all the hype like why not!! but 1 choice does make me go ummmmmmm and that's jack the distortion on jimmy only love me when he wanna get high (feel like it's a weird trend atm?) - auto tuning tjf for breezy candle in the wind 2000s energy was mwaaahh amazing, i don't want the opposite, even if it makes sense for the song

diet mountain dew vs moi je joue

besides a&w a few times, im in my instrumentals only era again

American & Whorey 4ever but rn I also see the title as alert & warning given the emergency that is victim blaming + all the myths still surrounding violence against women

Ahdhhfkdhdhdjhd i just listened

lana's father deep-sea fishing in the unified field of consciousness:

sirens: out with a bang followed closely by try tonight 💔 aka: oh say can you see + mermaid motel born to die: off to the races paradise: ride monologue ❤️ and bel air - grenadine, sunshine, always breaking this heart of mine ultraviolence: ultraviolence + is this happiness honeymoon: god knows i tried lust for life: heroin by far, but i also love beautiful people beautiful problems, which always makes me think of green is the colour by pink floyd, esp the bp demos nfr: hope, which rn i feel like might be the closest thing we have to patent leather do over and behind the iron gates violet lol: bc i just wanna say i love the land of 1000 fires so much it hurts chemtrails: white dress even for the first verse alone + yosemite blue banisters: text book + wildflower wildfire

not too many rn besides wildflower wildfire </3 and boarding school, i think they might be the only songs of lana's i truly find myself in so it's just a bit toooooo real 4 my nervous system to handle. like i just wanna be whisked away to cipriani's basement or st tropez and not think abt myself

..............makes SENSE! for american whore to be released on february 3rd as a birthday gift to @PatentLeatherDoOver and me