CrazySister

i relate to lana cuz all i wanna do is make spooky surreal orchestral grunge music/images about my experiences in this strange world and get high by the beach 
 
¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

i feel like this 97.7% of the time but i think its partly cause i'm reclusive and unrelatable to others. i'm starting to realize that maybe hate really is too strong of a word and that others just don't know how to feel 'right' with u. or maybe i'm projecting but whatever the basic feeling is still the same 
 
         
 
^^^ literally that ^^^ 

God knows I tried gives me a weird feeling that I can't really explain.
One of my all-time favorites.

It's a little hard to hear Happy for me because it's an emotion that I have too much struggle. But I think it's very beautiful and seems warm too, although I don't feel comfortable listening (but we're all differents after all tho). Maybe depends of the state I'm at in my life too, but I don't know if I will ever feel completly comfortable with this song. I work contrary sometimes so, sad songs makes me happy and happy songs makes me sad (especially the acoustic-ish ). Maybe I have afraid of happiness too, idk. I kinda relates to that thing that we have afraid of the unknown, although this feeling it's NOT unknown, even if my issue says the contrary sometimes. But yeah, that's how I feel  .
 
PS: I have a better relationship with So-li-taire   . This song truly makes me more warm and comfortable when my parents says that I should have friends and a normal teenage life. You know when you were a little kid and sometimes your mommy just embraced you, sang you to sleep and blessed you? It's a similar feeling .

Do I mess up if say I think it could be about the same person actually?   . I mean, in Cruel World she says: "I did what I had to do" and sang with a very emotional voice. When she says: "I'm so happy now that you're gone" could be more like she saying to herself that she is fine, she's better now that she ended the relationship because the guy was really bad for her. Now about The Blackest Day...Well, she sang: "I don't really wanna break up". So... 

I have a theory that the song 'In The Sun' is about Bob Leone:                   This is a work in progress 
 
So basically Bob was Lana's and Gaga's manager and bob basically ditched Lana for Gaga so in the lyrics 
 
"You told me that we could have it all, Now you're posting pictures on your wall,  
Of you and her together, what the hell?"       So Bob telling Lana shes gonna be big but him not doing anything to help her and paying more attention to Gaga.   "You took all my money and you went off on the run."       Bob leaves Lana for gaga (her paying him for doing nothing)   After that Lana starts hating on Gaga with "So Legit"        cause shes jealous? 

HTBAHB acapella leaked 
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igBmcFbue3U

OMGGGG!!! I'm so happy that she's coming back!!!              

Habits (Stay High) 

Never forget the funeral of Sad Girl.   I was laughing so hard when @xcx posted this. 

Are you going to make another funeral edit?   

You're gonna have to get high by the grave when HBTB is dead 

Get ready, Born To Froot: The Tropical Edition is coming. 
 
No, but seriously, I'm really excited about this! Can't wait to hear the first new song. 

- I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED your love!   - Sang Religion.

DEPRESSION CANCELLED IM DYING OF HAPPINESS YAS KWEEN SLAY ME!!!!!!!!!!!

STUDIO last time she said she was in the studio inbetween album cycles we got FROOT like 6 months later.
we might actually get something next year...

Marina has posted a photo on instagram captioned "Writing/Studio."
                                                        !!!!

 
http://instagram.com/p/BLRExHzAHaq/

Habits (Stay High) 

I've been sick for like almost a week now and I haven't been editing because I just don't have the strength to do so. On the other hand however, I do have some old edits. (I don't have the texture I used for Old Money anymore so please don't ask for it.. I also can no longer find the tutorial for it so yeah that sucks)
 
 
 

Some more retouches :
 
(THIS IS THE SAME PHOTO BUT THEY ARE EDITED DIFFERENTLY)
 
 
 
Ok here are different ones now
 
 
 
 
Annnd finally here is a BTS
 
 

Lana Del Ray:
 
 
Born to Die:
 
 
Paradise:
 
 
Ultraviolence:
 
 
Honeymoon:
 
 
Vinyl Singles:
 
 
CD Singles:
 
 
Promo CDs:
 
 
Magazines + lyrics book:
 
 
List of items if anybody cares:
 
 
I also have some random clipings from newspapers / magazines and a huge Polish Honeymoon poster.

Born To Die: The Paradise Edition box set Born To Die: The Paradise Edition CD The Remixes CD The Videos DVD Blue Velvet picture disc Born To Die: The Paradise Edition CD Video Games: The Remix EP CD Summertime Sadness CD Dark Paradise CD Blue Jeans CD Born To Die picture disc Ride picture disc  

Born To Die (deluxe edition) vinyl Paradise vinyl + slipcase Born To Die: The Remix EP vinyl  
 
Ultraviolence box set Ultraviolence LP Ultraviolence CD (deluxe edition) Ultraviolence CD (standard edition, including the Radio Mix of West Coast) Flipside bonus CD West Coast promo CD  
 
Honeymoon box setHoneymoon CD Honeymoon LP High By The Beach promo CD Honeymoon CD  
Beauty Behind The Madness CD The Great Gatsby soundtrack CD (deluxe edition)  

Lana + Marilyn sweater from Shelfies  
 
 
...there's still so much stuff I need/want.

added a poster to my collection
 

The Blackest Day!!!
 
OMG!! The song that I want to win will win!!!