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AntiToxicPill liked a post in a topic by Candy Necklace in Lasso - Pre-Pre-Release Thread November 9

scrap Lasso and release the LFL b-sides, it's meant to be

AntiToxicPill liked a post in a topic by sympathyisaknife in Donald Trump & JD Vance Win 2024 US Presidential Election November 7

soundtrack for the next 4 years. nothing but unnerving ambient music.

AntiToxicPill liked a post in a topic by americangothic in Lana Del Rey's Tour Diary filmed by Chuck for Vogue October 30

not the fanmade 'Without You' instrumental

Embach liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in The Weeknd September 19

Who else covered it ?

AntiToxicPill liked a post in a topic by TrashMagiq in Lasso - Pre-Pre-Release Thread August 29

lock the thread & ban everyone

fishtails liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! July 3

I can't stop replaying this.
Very well done.

heroindealer liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! July 3

I can't stop replaying this.
Very well done.

Lanas Candy Necklace liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! July 3

I can't stop replaying this.
Very well done.

Dangerous Girl liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in The Other Side June 21

How much do we have to beg ?

fishtails liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! June 21

Wow. Just wow. A perfect song.

heroindealer liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! June 21

Wow. Just wow. A perfect song.

honeymoon is alive liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! June 21

Wow. Just wow. A perfect song.

Pico Ocean Boulevard liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! June 21

Wow. Just wow. A perfect song.

GeminiLanaFan liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in Lana Del Rey and Quavo “Tough” - OUT NOW! June 21

Wow. Just wow. A perfect song.

AntiToxicPill liked a post in a topic by plastiscguy in Lasso - Pre-Pre-Release Thread June 18

That'd be ideal tbh lol

mlittle11 liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in The Other Side June 14

How much do we have to beg ?

Embach liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in The Other Side June 14

How much do we have to beg ?

GeminiLanaFan liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in The Other Side June 14

How much do we have to beg ?

AntiToxicPill liked a post in a topic by The Missing Shade of Blue in 10th Anniversary of Ultraviolence - June 13th June 13

This album found me in a very dark time in my life. In May 2014 I entered this kind of fugue state. Everyone’s faces began to blur into obscurity, voices dissolved into indistinguishable static, every step I walked felt like a weightless drift, and the days blurred into a seamless continuum. It felt like my insides had been hollowed out, and the thought of taking my own life became a relentless reverberation in my mind. I was only 18 years old and in my first year of uni, and I had to be brought back home.

I still remember the freezing winter evening when UV leaked on Tumblr. I was babysitting and had just tucked the kids into bed, leaving me alone in the living room with nothing but the warmth of a crackling fire. How special it was to be able to sit in that kind of serene stillness while listening to this album for the first time.

My mental health nonetheless worsened and I was admitted into an inpatient mental health facility. UV was my salvation in there. At the risk of sounding parasocial, it felt as if the album was crafted just for me, particularly Black Beauty. "Darling, you can't let everything seem so dark blue." I'll never forget sitting in the art room for hours on end, creating mosaics and listening to the songs over and over. But things did get better.

And here I am, 10 years later. I’m engaged, pursuing my postgrad in psychology, and on a meticulously crafted cocktail of meds lmao. And I truly am so happy now. The magnificence of the sun and the ocean blue finally make sense to me.

Happy 10th birthday Ultraviolence, thank you so much for being there for me.

Pontiac Blues liked a post in a topic by AntiToxicPill in 10th Anniversary of Ultraviolence - June 13th June 3