diluted dreams

Nah she was supposed to feature in hifn too iirc she was on zoom week 3 or 4. (Just for an artwork nothing much but still)

It has 87 pages including
- Lyrics for all songs
- Official and angel artworks
- Descriptions for how forever, claws, i finally understand and hifn as an album came about
- Features from Aquaria, Gia Gunn, Sophie Anderson, Shamir, beabadoobee, Rebecca Black and Jaboukie Young-White
 
https://imgur.com/a/g3sGaHS
 
she really fed us guys 

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yasss was just planning on introducing myself with this very lil anecdote.
 
i'm jasmine, hi! really love various kinda of music, mostly different flavors of pop. anything female fronted or fem presenting is usually something i can get into. took me a long time to understand albums and eras as a thing bc i had interest in so many different genres of music growing up. it's still a little difficult to keep up especially considering my inclination and tendency to listen to my faves over and over again, putting off new music. around 2014 i buckled down and began to care about albums as a whole, and in mid 2017 discovered the world of live bootlegs, fanmade cover art, and leaked unreleased songs and demos. it's pretty much consumed my hobby-time, having full discographies of my faves. even if i don't listen to every single thing, if it exists, i have it.
 
i heard Boom Clap and I Love It and Fancy more or less when they were released. i thought Charli was the new wave of popstar that was just NOT for my generation, i was convinced i'd be too old to enjoy her, even tho i'm a pretty...immature 28 as of this writing haha. she was just too cool, and i was just phasing out of my partying too hard days. weirdly enough, my pop tastes got a little younger and definitely more experimental, just not much Charli. in 2017, Taylor dropped reputation and i went on a girlpower binge and basically deleted all men from my phone in order to make room to listen to more female/fem presenting pop. it was just an energy i realized i enjoyed more.
 
i tossed away all preconceived notions about any modern pop stars (i'll be real, i haven't given fair indepth listens to the women of the 80s like Madonna yet), and dove into Bea Miller, Ariana, Allie X, Ängie, Selena Gomez, Natalia Kills, Qveen Herby, Poppy...the list goes on and on.
 
i took a vacation in December 2017 so that i could be home the entire week Taylor's verified fans were able to purchase reptour tickets. we had done so much work that we ended up being able to purchase tickets the first day, second cycle. the whole process was so traumatizing that i don't remember the exact day i tapped into Pop 2, most specifically Porsche. idk what it is about that song. i'm sure someday i'll be able to articulate my love for it.
 
by the time Taylor announced Charli as one of her opening acts, i had listened to almost everything she'd put out, and full on screamed. she didn't play many deep tracks, as we all know. i was hoping for Drugs or Secret or Trophy. 5 in the morning was a pretty fantastic consolation prize, and i even loved all the remixes.
 
shortly after my show, i believe we experienced xcxmas, which was incredibly xcxciting haha. her unreleased leaks are far better than most artists, with a couple exceptions (Beach Hut In Hawaii should have never ever ever ever seen the light of any day, good god).
 
i've recently been working on my xcxcollection organization the last few months, first on my portable harddrive and now a little bit on iTunes. i've purchased everything i legally can and some of the stuff unavailable, i downloaded. i'm missing a few remixes but the officially released music collection is nearly complete. now that it is i was thinking of listening to her whole discography the entire way through and reviewing every single track, while trying to figure out how to organize my unreleased/demos/live Charli collection.
 
that being said, i have some questions for you longtime fans...
 
i know this has been asked a million times but how do you guys organize your unreleased stuff? i downloaded the mega link of it all organized by year so there's that option but I also like the fanmade XCX World album and other such compilations. do you have the demo of say 1999 with the remix ep or did you put it in a Charli - Demos album/ep? feel free to message me pics if you don't wanna repost here, i know this has been asked a lot but i'm really obsessive and therefor struggling haha.
 
secondly, does anyone have any HQ live Charli audio with or without cover art? i know there's still the full Pop 2 show stream up on her youtube, has anyone split that and given it art? i have plans to if not, but i'd really love to avoid the work haha. also same with the Pitchfork performance. if anyone has anything live i'd love to have it and i'd be happy to share anything i have (including other artists, just lmk what you're looking for ).

can i just say.... Taxi sped up at the minecraft rave. W00000h couldn't stop listening to it for daaaaays

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my entire collection (minus a cell phone case I couldn't find)

sorry not rich so it's not much.

 

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So is the enemy video only on Spotify? Why
Homophobia during pride month.. smh

the enemy music video is so cute  it's very charli - the car, the white rose agh 

ok so XCX5 talk somehow had me feeling nostalgic for HIFN pre-era... I miss it already
 
so I made this in honour of my favourite Charli leak
 

Evil, TPD, Sam Gho, et al. are probably on the right track regarding the Alabama sojourn, but i had a passing thought and just wanted to throw out another possibility just for the hell of it. It's the sort of little detail that often gets overlooked because it's either so obvious or just plain silly: Could it be that she listed Alabama...don't laugh...as a state of mind of sorts? What i mean is maybe it was just a fantasy she had, perhaps she romanticized the south, and she wanted to make her own narrative more appealing, so she fancied herself living in Alabama to give her persona a certain image, to add to this character/art project she was creating. God knows how many false locations i listed on my MySpace music profile throughout the years...
 
Is Alabama mentioned anywhere else in relation to her past, or did the Alabama talk all come from MySpace? I guess i should have asked that question first. Disregard this if it sounds stupid and implausible. Admittedly, i know little about this sort of stuff.

Never posted this when I made it but here's my instrumental remake of If I Cried https://wi.to/9626dec5af84f559

Imagine Charli on IG live & sees a comment “RELEASE EBOLA” I would die to see her reaction

Ebola is such a bop and I feel bad saying this

Just had this random throwback to when the Vroom Vroom video was only on Apple Music and the only other place we could watch it was on P**nhub

I listen to a few of her stuff. She's got a gorgeous voice, I might try getting into her a bit more.

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Hey so I made a solo version of Click with the stems from C2.0 if anyone was wondering how it'd sound.
It's kinda shit but oh well
 
https://we.tl/t-YYZ6n5h5qC

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hold on...i was at that show...this technically means i'm featured on party 4 u 

Hey London, are you alright? This one is for the boys