Nectar Of The Puss

My Roman Empire is the fact that my sister was STACKED with old Taylor merch because she’s been a fan since fearless (she converted me into a swiftie during speak now) and the things I would do to even just hold that merch today is criminal. What’s really sad is that she threw it all out in highschool be issue she was bullied for going to the rep tour and liking Taylor now all those girls are ‘big fans’ luckily she still has 2 bottles of wonderstruck (put together would make one full one), incredible things lotion and body scrub, whatever the red wonderstruck is bath gel and the green rep ring. It makes me so sad tho because her Taylor merch was my childhood the one that I mostly remember was this pen (maybe a lightup one from the red tour idk) and it had like a rainbow lanyard Istg I’m gonna go insane and buy all this merch back

I’m tweaking out 🤗 I woke up at 1:58am for the 2am drop just for them to release it 5 minutes earlier so everything sold out 😍 then right when I went to sleep they got put on the Australian store and sold out in 5 minutes. It’s okay tho because the next stop should be a restock of old items like the cardigans. Tonight we pray for Christmas tree farm vinyl or snowglobes 😝

Hoe has to wake up at 2am in case the ‘all the stars aligned’ sequence is happening again its obviously not as all out there as last year but we got the initial drop, the next day TTPD stuff then cardigans so I’m hoping for some sort of physical music or snowglobes also I really don’t fuck with this holiday collection. Like the cowboy like me jacket ate down but why does every merch team ruin everything by making the back ugly?? Also the ornaments were lousy besides the chair and throne like last year was just too good. lastly since when did people like cowboy like me as a song??? Get you crusty hands away from my husband the fuck cowboy like me has been MY song for years and now because there’s a conventionally attractive jacket of cowboy like me people are oiling themselves up for cowboy like me

I know this is a very stupid thing to be saying since it’s obvious but how is that even allowed? Should I there be a max amount of republicans so that it’s half and half it’s fucked that Americas government is so singularly minded

god bless

She’s literally the peak of music no one can ever match or exceed the level she is at her music is just so otherworldly but also so deep in the soul that I want my life to be a homage to sade

September 6th getting Gracie Abrams tickets!!! Also first night of TSOU tour

Guys would trump hate me if I moved from Australia to New York?

I’m half clowning for the holiday collection (Taylor’s version) because why is there like 27 new music items not on the website rn what’s she doing

Waiting for that holiday drop even with my $28 trust I’ll be spending atleast $200

Do we think that the election was rigged? It seems extremely off to me like completely nothings right and trump and Elon are so extremely weird rn not to be a conspiracy theorist but since it was announced trump won I’ve had a deep feeling that it’s rigged and Kamala will actually win and be president but that’ll also trigger some crazy shit

I’m about to crash out WHO put happiness on TikTok???? Hoes know nothing about happiness that’s my bitch

Yas

Idk why I’m so emotional about it I’m not even fucking american kamala deserved it more than anyone it’s so excruciatingly painful to know that half of America would gladly and willingly vote in someone like trump when a behind perfect candidate is right there. The fact that they were so close to getting the first female president and that woman being Kamala would’ve been an actual dream this has actually ruined even my future. I’ve had a dream of moving to New York by 2029 (29 is my favourite number and it’s always been my vision that 2029 will be the best year of my life) but now I’ll have to wait till that 82 year old man gets out first this is so beyond fucked and I hate America for it but love literslly every person that voted for Kamala as if they’re voting for me

I’m extremely uneducated in US history since all we learn every year in Australia is the same damn aboriginal history but why are there 2 parties? Like I know they have 2 different values but what’s the reason for having 2 why can’t they meet in the middle and then have 2 candidates going for that besides being extremely competitive and like we saw today half the nation is left unsatisfied