Ultra Violet

She's getting EVANESCENCE to do a show with her I've always really loved Amy Lee showing her admiration for Halsey and Lana and other artists.

Been obsessed with Abracadabra since the snippet

Switching up songs on Lust for Life for downgraded versions

It's so good! There's so much to do, yet it doesn't feel stressful or like you have to grind so hard, and I love how much you get to explore in this game Idk, it feels like I can really take my time cause the game is already amazing when I've barely done anything yet lol

Hello Kitty Island Adventure

The "Born To Die 7" leak, still kinda recent but that everyone thought was a minor leak, is actually so fascinating. The way the instrumental goes quiet when she sings "come and take a walk on the wild side" is so interesting and highlights it in a new way. Also the way they filter her vocals in the same line before the last chorus (3:01) is sooo nice. Honestly it's my favourite BTD mix besides the final because you obviously can't beat the strings + the opening beat noise idk how to explain + bird noise.

She did a nice cover for Triple Js Like A Version and also performed Crystallized. I was hoping for a rock cover but she still did great and I love the bridge she changed to reference "I Touch Myself" I had the change to see her a couple of weeks ago but passed it up because it was a joint concert with Bad Omens, who I like but don't like enough.

I just wanna forget about her for another few years tbh

I never updated to say its my favourite show now! S3 first 2 episodes in 10 days! (I could get Showtime to watch the first two 2 days early tho).

This is something I wish other fans would admit. How awful it is that they thought it was their job to dig up "receipts" of a wrong date, pretend that meant the *ssault could never have happened and then Melanie actually thanked them and put out a song about it

I've so far only attached to Girl Feels Good and Striptease. Need more time with the others but this is the most I've loved her music in several years (besides Killer)

It's honestly so hard to keep up with this now and not be watching a heavily biased source (on youtube anyway, my go to)

Sims 2 on Nintendo DS It was so desolate and claustrophobic, it kinda feelt like purgatory and I loved it If you were a type of weather, what would you be?

It's beautiful. I don't think it will take Prisoners place as my fave collab but its definitely up there!

A new country on Antarctica If you were a movie/TV genre, what would you be?

Function has become one of my fave Melanie songs and my first song obsession of the year

I'd be some kind of fantasy/scifi survival game like Subnautica If you were a stuffed animal what would you be

I finally listened to the entirety of that 6:30 minute voice message. I do think Justin was 100% genuine but there were two parts that would have made me feel uncomfortable, knowing Blake's situation. When he says "share creative juices together... I know that sounds terrible" I laughed because its funny, but also gross but I don't believe he purposely meant to slip in an adult joke or anything. He didn't sound creepy at that point to me, but that could definitely have added to her feeling uncomfortable which i would understand. 1. When he said "theres nothing more exciting to me, that i get to work with Blake Lively and have her- ALL of her. You know, that's what I want". Okay that point starts to make me feel uncomfortable because he sounds like a guy who genuinely does want to connect with people deeply and emotionally, but if the other person is actually not into it (and Blake was not), then it can sound creepy and 'too much'. It's pretty clear to me that Justin wants deep personal connections and Blake just wants to talk and laugh in relationships. So Blake probably looks back at their interactions and feels it was too much and anything with sexual connotations would therefore feel especially weird. I am not saying any of this one "piece of (non) evidence" "proves" either side but I think it just says something about their personality differences and not being on the same page, which can lead to all sorts of awkwardness. 3. "You probably got kids all over you and a baby on your boob" I don't need to explain how that's weird coming from anyone.

This Proof of a "good relationship" doesn't mean SH or even SA isn't possible. Here i go oversharing again but

This would be everything to me I'll give it a go if I don't find someone's done it soon

Okay some points in response to the overwhelming viewpoints I've been seeing on youtube. And I feel quite vulnerable posting these points of view because of my own experience but whatever. - Blake did look uncomfortable to me in several parts of that video. And in fact in one or two moments she kinda looks like she's in quiet disbelief. I don't really want to go and get timestamps but if you argue with me, I will. - she is obviously someone to try and laugh off or talk through uncomfortable moments. Her reaction being a laugh and joke doesn't mean she didn't feel uncomfortable or harassed. - Justin may have just wanted to get the scene over and done with, and may not have intended to SH her but that doesn't mean as a director/boss you get a free pass into someones personal space when the actress isn't entirely on board and completely consenting. To me, I'm under the belief that in that specific scene, Justin did the neck touching without consent. Say what you want about Blake being bossy and controlling, but whatever she was doing during this production, that doesn't mean her consent in intimate scenes should be taken from her. - i think Blake's memory of exact words and the sequence of events was a bit messed up because of feeling harassed and invaded. I don't think she purposely lied in the lawsuit. I think that is honest to God what she remembers because she probably went home feeling humiliated and in disbelief, and it might have been a long time before she finally put it all into writing with what she remembered/probably did not want to remember. Now listen. I know it's very easy to be "on Justin's side" because there is a huge echo chamber going on online right now that no one is immune to, and it has built up so much momentum because of people bringing up frankly irrelevant things about Blake's past behaviour. If you are someone who thinks they believe and support victims, please rethink what you are consuming. This is coming from someone who actually did jump on board the "Blake is a meangirl and doesnt care about DV" train before we knew any details about her experiencing SH from Justin or what she was instructed to do via promotion. I started to take a step back once i realised how vicous people were using anything and everything (irrelevant) against her and how people connect dots without further critical thinking. Please. Rethink what you are consuming.

Sorry if anyone saw that duplicate thread i just created. I'm slow today. Anyways, I want to talk about little more about my thoughts later as someone who reported their boss for SH. So much of this is coming from my nightmares i stg. If there's one thing that comes out of this (for the public) i hope it's that people begin to understand the differences between SA, SH and everything that comes under those definitions + how victims respond vs how the public expects them to, especially in a professional setting.

Hmm is there another thread we can discuss the Blake Lively - Justin Baldoni potential court case in? I have... thoughts... and discussing in the movie thread just doesn't feel right.

My gorgeous Burmese cat who lived to 18 yrs <3 What was the first perfume you owned?

Hmm I don't like the spoken "if you don't pray you'll never learn, yknow what I'm sayin?" In TJF. I don't mind it while im listening alone (though all i picture in my head is a nun telling an orphaned child to pray before the poor child is allowed to go to bed or smth idk) but when I play the song in front of others it's cringey, so naturally I skip it.