Make me your Dream Life

Noir

February 2017. feels

u have. also waiting for peeps to discover Streets.mp3

So this might b kinda random, but has anyone had any realizations when it comes to record? I remember she mentions a lot of between the lines stuff when she was describing it during her writing process but. Hm yeah, any takers?

Oh shit. Imma look into that.... ! And ok no I mean, admittedly its a bit strange ngl to ya, but I totally get it tho. Wait r u a furry? Ahahahahahahahahahaha kidding but. Anime characters are BEAUTIFUL. Their voices too, just like wooooow, thats apparently a thing, liking a voice, i mean- ok. I had a major thing for Sesshomaru like. I loved the entire swries, n the movies just. I wish they continued it somehow, but I love how they actually followed thru w the anime by the manga. So so good. I started reading the manga in like middle school, i'd get a book each week if I did well w studies. Inuyasha is soo cute tho, how rowdy he can b, like- hahahahahahaha Ohmygod u were jealous of her whyyyyyy ok i actually get it, narrative standpoint. She's honestly so cold, but later on, maybe spoiler alert? I actually get why she did the things she did. I think her story's incredibly sad its horrible imo.. LMAAOOOO the drama behind her thoooooo. Honestly so vindictive like why would she even care right? Just tsk

That's ok too

MAC is a wise, powerful masc bttm

Do u think Violet has a cramp by now

I've a healthy amount of self-confidence yeah. It's not something I really think about though. I like carrying myself well, posture wise and do care about how I present myself for the most part. My friends'll vouch how fast of a walker I am though or just fast anything; I just get restless and feel the need to do things faster. Maybe I'm just trying to keep up with the pace of mind in my head. Do you meditate?

Last song - Venice Bitch First song, lol still deciding I'll brb edit: ok! first song! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ik0qg-O_2DM make 2020 ur bottom girls n gays HNY

Homie gets it, HNY Packo

ohmygod that's ADORABLE what

I really want disco Lana to come thru

Freak, West Coast, Brooklyn Baby, Love, Cherry, California, Venice Bitch ohmygod imagine the slayage just gaaahh

FUCK.

I was watching Rick n Morty, the dragon episode. Is that what a furry is?

Sounds like fuuuuuun, thank yooouu

Starting to get back into her music. Does anyone know what she'll perform on her upcoming shows? Like, does she perform classics, n stuff from the previous record etc.?

Checking back in real quick. I think the thin issue about the record is that it was meant to be a fun record. This was for the fans, I mean she literally said- lol but. She references herself a lot more in this one, past the wordplay, and more in the variety of styles that we knew she was capable of. The issue might be, that the record seemed to wanted to have sounded dated upon release, which is something that might not really be readily accepted by the audience, bc time is kind of an organic sort of force, so the disconnect was definitely there. I've always loved this record, maybe not for the same reasons as her others, but bc of the hope, and aesthetic she was going for. Anthology Lana. It's kinda like her artpop. What I didn't really appreciate was the cover at the time, not bc she was smiling, loved that, but bc of the milky? quality of it, and legit like, how she looked photoshopped on it. It's still a bit iffy to me, when I look at her smiling, her eyes look like I won't even say it, but I guess it's saved by how she was styled. Not gonna ref the praise I've for this album, past post's'll b there, ah but back to my original thought. Love was released like years ago, and I've been listening to it through different filters n even ranges of emotion/thoughts. And. it's just so pure. I mean, clearly, it's not the most practical of songs, but then u get, "don't worry baby", "doesn't matter if I'm not enough". Being young in spirit and heart, and how innocent that is, remembering how it feels to being in love or getting close to it. I think sometimes, it's a forgotten art. It's not about sex, or money, or maybe love might be a drug, but I see it more as a powerful motivator. Like, u can do anything. I legit teared up today listening to it, bc sometimes u just feel like you're not enough, but love's supposed to be better than that, and the track's a great reminder of unspoken bonds, and how unconditional love can be. that u don't have to be enough, and that it's ok. Those who're there, will be there, maybe even thru memories u thought u lost. It's just been a difficult thought for me to process u know? Like hell yeah, feel love's soft glow n warmth to the t's but, I guess I also like the little ad libs she's got going on there that bring things back to earth in a solid way. People can be weird lol but I digress, it's a beautiful reminder to keep fighting and seeing things through. maybe I'm just being a romantic rn, but I mean come on- like. we're best when in love, or even in anticipation/ ballpark around it w/e. there are bio health benefits around it. people do things in the name of love. I'd like to think most people are born out of love. *cue that one proud grandma meme being responsible for the creation of the peeps in the room* Six types. Damn im getting all kumbayah, imagine how we'd be if we were kinda just more patient, understanding, n loving we were towards others in general. Like, that can b pretty fuckin tough, especially if ur guarded, n hurt, and just people can b so un-self-aware, Jesus fucking Christ somebody get this track to play on NYE, worldwide alreaaaaaady- but imagine? How can we make that happen? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-NTv0CdFCk Strength to move past hurt. That takes a lot. Be an advocate for Love, today. PSA over ty

the one she sings about in Video Games n Blue Jeans