never2heaven

Americana and Surf Rock aren't mutually exclusive, especially if you're talking about 50/60s Americana.

I definitely think that's what she says. 
 
When we talk about something traumatic, we often speed up our words or speak very quietly because there's a lot of shame associated with verbalising those feelings/experiences. At least that's what I've experienced with myself and other survivors. 
 
I think she says it quietly in the song, either unconsciously or (more likely) to symbolise the shame about it. When says says "sittin' on the sofa feelin' super suicidal" in Candy Necklace she really speeds up how she says it. The annunciation is just slightly more slurred/muddled than some of the rest of the lyrics in the song. which I think is for the same reason. 

A few minutes ago, Lana posted a short super-zoomed in clip from her interview she did with MySpace at the Chateau Marmont in December 2011 to her story.
The bit she posted is at the 2 minute mark after she sang a bit of Million Dollar Man. She’s so cute -
 

Sounds like PHD Syndrome (this is a real thing by the way.)

just voted xx 

this literally FLOORED me. 
she really does get more and more beautiful like what the fuck!! It’s giving BTD x UV with a huge AKA trailer park glam SERVE?! 

dying at the idea of her switching between a marilyn and dolly wig between songs

we still haven't seen that outfit from manuel couture... she's coming

we still haven't seen that outfit from manuel couture... she's coming

She just posted a story listening to Bo Burnham.

Americana > pop  

She’d be fucking stupid not to….being nominated for 5, would she really be that disrespectful? In honesty she should be performing. 

we still haven't seen that outfit from manuel couture... she's coming

we still haven't seen that outfit from manuel couture... she's coming

we still haven't seen that outfit from manuel couture... she's coming

Girl, she filmed a whole video thanking the Grammys for nominating her, she’s definitely going 

I hope she actually goes to the Grammys 

she is so effortless. the hair 

Where? Are you implying liking Dolly Parton's hyper feminine style is misogynistic somehow? Dolly is a feminist icon. 

she is so effortless. the hair 

Reminded me of this selfie:

Why did this make me emotional I’m so excited for her  I’m manifesting everyday she wins

she is so effortless. the hair 

Let's stop with the ozempic shit tweets, last time it didn't end well 💀

only four weeks until the Grammys, I think she's already very excited and the song just goes with it