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this should be everything thats surfaced.. let me know if anythings missing or tagged wrong!! also credits to the tracker i took a lot of links from since it was dead, someone pls make a new tracker or the person whos tracker i have pls update it tytyty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
TRACKER
 

hi everyone!!! since we don't have Romeo's Daddy Extended in good quality, I decided to make a small edit/remaster..
https://krakenfiles.com/view/DL9KnhWq5e/file.html hope you like it.. 

Nicole had an account because she's a massive Lana fan.  why would Ethel have an account here?

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We got from the river, for sure, I keep the angel, 9 ambient tracks, Coachella set, untitled (demo), all of which in the past year I believe. We’ve been eating and not even knowing it. Thanks meemaw

you really just put romeo's daddy in there so that there's more songs huh 

there really isn't a lot of similarities between ethel and lana, a lot of lana stans have deluded themselves into thinking any woman who sings about tortured shit is drawing inspo from her. Lorde and Ethel are a great example of artists who get dragged for copying lana when the reality is that they all fall in an umbrella genre. The gag is that the artists that should be discussed for very clearly trying to emulate lana's sound are not being talked about. And i'm gonna tell ya'll right now that these artists are not the ones pulling numbers, cultivating a fanbase, or cracking the top 3000 

salem just tweeted yesterday about how shes annoyed that "an artist that built most of her career on sampling" wants to cease and desist one of her songs for sampling her, and one of salems songs heavily samples knuckle velvet.. so i'd say that sounds pretty non-friendly 

It may have been true at the time she said this, that she wasn't listening to Lana and hadn't since UV, probably due to a bit of irritability with her comparisons to her. But she seems to like her again if she's adding fishtails into her playlist. I guess she's more confident as an artist now and knows that her music is nothing like Lana's (because its not) - she's definitely got a very distinctive sound imo. Although i can also see why some comparisons are made because there are some clear inspirations, but there is nothing wrong with that. Every artist is inspired by someone, even if unaware

Fake Gemini
she wore
a
Gemini necklace
in Florida
when we
got ice cream
 
That bitch
is really
a
Cancer
 
She lies
about
everything
 
dates                                                                            tours                                                                          merch
 
                                    boyfriends                                                                          song titles
 
fuck
                                                              her
 
 

it’s giving milk & honey tbh
 
also the irony of the book being called 'eat the world' and her selling it for $25+ is hilarious tbh
 
 our contradictory girl 
 
'owned by a sheik who killed thousands of gay men' to eating at that exact hotel a few months later pipeline

Just saying, yall need to realize how much she puts into her music and how much it takes to do it all on her own, she explained it perfectly in her recent live. I’m happy to wait, I’m glad we are seeing her again and that she feels comfortable enough to share with us again, just the little things.
 
the music will come and we all know it will be amazing and probably way better than what we all expect. If anything it’s nice to see people so excited for new projects but I don’t blame her for wanting it to be as perfect as possible given how quickly she blew up with the fanbase.
 
idk just my high thoughts ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

omg does anyone have this version of tongue? https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFsk3qry/

When she still had her Tumblr account, she said the B-sides "EP" was around 1 hour long...  So yeah, I'd call it an album 

If she’s still releasing waco texas the b-sides are obviously not scrapped.. its just probably not an ep anymore and a full album
 
and if it is who cares lol

Ill be forever mad that i found that account like A DAY after she deleted it…

her words

honey...she literally said that she doesn't want people to sharing everywhere her old white silas stuff..I mean I don't know if she still mind to people listening these songs but definitely not sharing them all around tik tok.

Basically? Nothing on Nicole's blog was particularly insane or out of line for anyone else who had a gore-focused blog back then. My blog from that time was very, very similar to Nicole's. And from my own experience, and from what Nicole herself has told me (because we conversed in DMs on Discord), it's not really meant to be fetishization or the product of a sexually depraved mind, it's more that whenever you're struggling with mental illness you grow to be desensitized to that kind of content and find a sort of, uh, novel fascination by it(?) as opposed to something that comes from a place of being a depraved human.
 
Regardless of what was on the PULL thread... it's been now over a decade and Nicole has drastically changed as a person. As she told me, she now is pretty squeamish to gore. People change. That's it.

No problem, I'm trying to spread what I have and hopefully get more people in here paying attention to this thread and NICOLE haha. I love her music. Please remember to PM me if you're looking for anything else, I'm currently compiling everything I have.

her first album had her put in a mental hospital..... she wrote FOFAB while she was in there. she had bulimia and anorexia while she was there, and i’m pretty sure she still has some mental issues that might just not be able to be resolved. i think music really helps her and i’m glad she’s growing more into a love mindset instead of that violent and aggressive one she had in NBL.

i don't think she would reblog child porn though, she probably A. knew it wasn't or B. thought it wasn't if it was
she's smarter than that atleast...
as for the other shitty stuff she does it just seems like she actually had an eating disorder and the 'romanticizing' of it came from her subconsciously trying to convince herself it was a good thing despite what everyone told her.
and the romanticizing the columbine shooters, her outlook on it seems pretty down-to-earth. she is just interested in the narrative on them that followed. not actually them
 
OT: i made a cameo in one of the reciepts omg!
 
 

the way she's slowly turning into grimes by never sticking to the schedule she publicly states. at least she's honest about being a liar, i respect her for that and i'd probs be the same way too if i were a musician 

The b sides are the Ethel equivalent of asking for Zodiac

got my first ethel cain inspired tattoo yesterday and i plan on getting more