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even though i'm quoting your post this isn't necessarily a response to it. the (common) perception of her being 'fake' and a 'liar' just got me thinking. i mean, i get why people think these things. and she is a liar. but not always, and not completely? anyway, i just love lanalyzing her in the head i guess
 
you know i have a friend or (three) that specifically do not trust any girl that they find to be beautiful? i'm not saying that they're right or wrong i'm just saying i have them. one of them is a guy and has insecurities about them cheating, the other two are girls (ENFP, ENTJ) and they just assume that they're manipulative or conniving or at least more likely to be so. i don't think thats an uncommon thing. everyone has insecurities, even lana. especially lana? seems to me like pretty girls can sometimes be the most insecure. but also the most confident. or at least the ones i've known (and known of). see how there's already an inherent contradiction that's probably confusing to her and those around her? given that she has those 'abilities' to see the world, eat cake, see what other people don't -- she probably also sees the darker sides of humanity too. she probably sees (and is the target of) other people's insecurities because she inadvertently draws them out. she's smart, quiet, and beautiful; i imagine that a combination like that would draw very strange / very pessimistic / very cautionary 'energy' from (some, but not all) people. over the course of 27 (?) years though, that number of negative interactions or realizations probably adds up. she's probably internalized that energy and its probably made her feel guilty, or something?
 
"i don't wanna think i'm wrong -- just for feeling pretty"
 

 
she's probably all defensive / adolescent / emo cause she's consistently being ~misunderstood by the world and the (american) public. funny that this is the 2nd gramma quote that's been relevant to this discussion. maybe that's the song that's most true and most personal for her, like trailerparkdarling said. i mean ... there are like 7 (?) videos. not sure if i'm just building up a house of cards in my head lmao

maybe she was already a bit on the defense before the interview even started, given that (like she says), this is the first american publication that she's done in a while. and it was done with a woman (w/ no profile picture). i'm pretty sure her whole ~anti me theory is like 70% female related. and to be fair, the interviewer did come off a bit condescending / short with her at the beginning (IMO). not sure how this was conducted, but i'm assuming it was over the phone where intonation can still play an anxiety provoking role. if i asked someone a question and they responded with a 'no . . .' i'd feel like i was being stabbed with a condescending needle 
 
'you think you're a gypsy' 
'your music and your image often seem inseparable'
'because there does seem to be a disconnect between your public image and . . .' 
'do you have opinions on healthcare reform, or . . . yeah? lets hear them' 
 
and so on. i mean, i can't decide if i think the interviewer is being callous or if i appreciate (both) the line of questioning and the way in which she asked. even if i don't particularly love this side of lana, it was still a strong and (somewhat) interesting reaction. it shows (yet) another side of her personality. i think when lana feels backed into a corner with a heavy-handed line of questioning, she feels the need to wave her dick around cause she knows its the biggest one in the room. oh i had ~millions of shows to book. most people aren't as interesting or ~deep as barrie and i
 
as for having some kind of personality disorder (re: MBTI)? absolutely. and shades of many -- i'd say histrionic, narcissistic, and borderline for sure. so it must be hard for her; having people constantly trying to define her. trying to reconcile every facet of her being into one clearly defined... thing. these kinds of interviews are interesting for the reader since they're obviously (still) questioning her intellect, character, authenticity, etc... but for her, these kinds of questions must be extremely stressful. i empathize with her situation but i hope she reads this back and realizes that she comes off like an unlikeable bitch 
 
still lmao that she mentions wanting to kill people. love her so much 

thought some of you might find this interesting:
 
http://phatfriend.com/2010/01/12/it-might-blow-up-but-it-wont-go-pop/
 
'i sent her some beats and she immediately started writing to them, apparently they were good for that. within two days she had written like FIVE songs'
 
there were even links to his beats before and after their session but they're dead now =(

cause i'm a saaaaaaaaad girl 
sad, sad, sad sad girllllllll 
a saaaaaaaaad girllllll 
woooaaoaoaaaaa

i think big eyes is brilliant with the simple yet sort of strange storytelling / scene setting aspect of the lyrics 
 
and the mariachi trumpets are A+++ 
 

THE LOON LMAO 

real or imaginary? i say real

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9lu2KqE6lk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9lu2KqE6lk

i think big eyes is brilliant with the simple yet sort of strange storytelling / scene setting aspect of the lyrics 
 
and the mariachi trumpets are A+++ 
 

lets get back to being creepy 

looks like something a meth addict would wear to 7-11 at 6 in the morning just to grab a much needed slurpee
 
queen of thematic continuity
 

looks like something a meth addict would wear to 7-11 at 6 in the morning just to grab a much needed slurpee
 
queen of thematic continuity
 

looks like something a meth addict would wear to 7-11 at 6 in the morning just to grab a much needed slurpee
 
queen of thematic continuity
 

looks like something a meth addict would wear to 7-11 at 6 in the morning just to grab a much needed slurpee
 
queen of thematic continuity
 

looks like something a meth addict would wear to 7-11 at 6 in the morning just to grab a much needed slurpee
 
queen of thematic continuity
 

looks like something a meth addict would wear to 7-11 at 6 in the morning just to grab a much needed slurpee
 
queen of thematic continuity
 

i don't why or how but i found a presale code in my email (possibly from my last purchase for the anaheim show) 
 
hope everyone got their tix ! 

when / where will they be on sale?

nevermind. i was too excited to read the text underneath all of the images: 
 
 
she's such a skittish fucking weirdo 

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NiPYoJn_zQ[/YOUTUBE]

so good

i think its "curls and corsets"; as if they were time-pieces associated with a certain kind of femininity; memorized / immortalized into a song (or ~ manifesto ~), into cultural paradigms of female submission / passivity 
 
plus, corsets are known for being tight and repressive, and she later sings 'get loose'. it makes sense given all the talk about the women's marches, not to mention the ~ political ~ title 

i think its "curls and corsets"; as if they were time-pieces associated with a certain kind of femininity; memorized / immortalized into a song (or ~ manifesto ~), into cultural paradigms of female submission / passivity 
 
plus, corsets are known for being tight and repressive, and she later sings 'get loose'. it makes sense given all the talk about the women's marches, not to mention the ~ political ~ title