Bad Disease

[Your Girl Lana 546]

Well, there is something about watching a crime
That makes me wanna go out and make it all mine
There's something about seeing you fight
That makes me wanna go out tonight

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease to fall into
Yeah, it's true

There's something about seeing him die
That puts it all into perspective
And I wanna stay home, be left alone
Someone make my mind up so I don't have to decide

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease to fall into
Yeah, I do

There's some reason why I can't sit still
Every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled
I try to lie down, but I don't know how
Baby, when I'm sleeping, if it's less like I am dreaming
Oh my god

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down on my knees

There's a fear I have of feeling real bad
I'm fine now if I find out that I'm not, I'll be sad
I try to quiet the thoughts in the night
Oh, they got me thinking I'd be happier just drinking
It's not true

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down on my knees
I got a bad disease
Will no one help me please?
Not even you?

[Lanakai 662]

This just came on in my car while I'm waiting for my aunt. And its the first time I actually listened to the lyrics. Sounds like Lizzy was singing about her depression and fixing it by drinking

[Jazzmin 302]

Really sad it is. I'm glad to think this worse chapter of her life is gone...

[PinUpGaloreLana 1,399]

Still love this song

[Just Cherry 3,767]

I got a bad disease

I got a bad disease

It's got me down on my knees

I got a bad disease

Will no one help me please?

Not even you?

This whole song is pretty sad, but this part is the saddest to me.

 

Wow, I forgot.

[Trash Magic 28,368]

 

 

I'm fine now if I find out that I'm not, I'll be sad

 

this line always felt like whatever happened to her is out of her hands, there's a higher power controlling her and she's not in control of her destiny 

[ConeyIslandQueen262 1,068]

I always get so emotional when I listen to that song 

 

"I try to quiet the thoughts in the night
Oh, they got me thinking I'd be happier just drinking
It's not true"

 

these lines   

[white gold 4,242]

there's a lot of songs about alcoholism but I honestly think this is one of the most accurate ones. it's def my fav off sirens

[WildMustang 14,759]

my fav unreleased

[IanadeIrey 62,015]

Such a beautiful, heartbreaking song. My favourite off Sirens

[daphnedinkley 13,463]

one of my absolute fave lana/lizzy/may songs ever in the world

[mkultraviolence 5,832]

Well, there is something about watching a crime

That makes me wanna go out and make it all mine

There's something about seeing you fight

That makes me wanna go out tonight

 

could it possibly be

 

"there's something about seeing your fate" like maybe the fate of K or of someone who has gone down a bad path of alcoholism

[American Whore 51,311]

One of the best MJ songs, honestly

[eyelovelefteye 1,703]

Still my favorite. Such a raw, beautiful song. It would be amazing if we got a video of her performing this or Junkie Pride. She hates playing guitar because it messes up her nails but I love it when she does! 

[ArtDecoDelRey 15,284]

Thinking about this beautiful song today

[Limelight 4,708]

5 hours ago, ArtDecoDelRey said:

Thinking about this beautiful song today

The album is a masterpiece tbh, the lyrics hit deep and it actually feels sadder than her other albums

[honeymooncd 3,745]

This is one of her most open songs, it gives us a look into her younger life that she doesn't often talk about anymore  

[LolitasCherries 141]

idk if it's js my version but this song does not sound like lizzy

[daphnedinkley 13,463]

8 hours ago, LolitasCherries said:

idk if it's js my version but this song does not sound like lizzy

i've noticed this before too! like i've heard versions that are most def her, but i've heard versions that almost sound like a cover version or something? 

[honeymooncd 3,745]

22 hours ago, LolitasCherries said:

idk if it's js my version but this song does not sound like lizzy

https://krakenfiles.com/view/QELvDNqYV2/file.html this is the ver that is her, but there are some weird covers out there that people think are the actual one