reputation 6,319 Posted July 31, 2017 LanasPhilosophy snapped! 2 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LanasPhilosophy 21 Posted July 31, 2017 continueing my next ap0artment... the 2 ppl moved out... a a heroin dealr and a heroin addict moved in.... it was like woah... my friend adam was so happy.... he lost track of my timeline/.......... he cared more about the drugs./.... eventually after a wierd series of events i ended up back at my parents and stopped hanging out with him.... he made new friends who always had drugs........ the last lana song he heard was stairway 2 heaven........ coachelle........ he didnt even like it much...... he didnt even click my cherry liunk......... even tho i had proof of sending him 1000 messages about decoding the word cherry in her music.......cherry cola to cherry knotsi brainstirmed fior hours oin this site....... the very next day she plays cherrry live........... im like hear we go againthe build up to this album has been so magivalklove leaked my bdayalbum leaked my bros bdaythe day b4 love audio leaked i did meth and wrote my first song....... about stars and eyes and looking behind your eyes and all this wacky shit.... it ended up being like 200 lines long(while waiting outside the happiness inn) i had nothin 2 do but stargaze and just came up with the songi literally dont sleep until the video comes out...the video is perfect for my poemi heard the song before writing the poembut my poem is irrelevant to the song along... only with the viudeonotice it zooms out of her eyes at end of love and it begins with her eyes in lust foir life like theyr continuedtake off your clothes suopports my theory of her party dresses and soft linen (fine china)my theory of in without you how you wanna see her falllfall to peices of cherrygoing downj with all my fine china and fresh linenfine china links fresh linen to the without you song cuz the china doll lyricnow holes very first songh on a early pagan babies demotape was best sunday dressthis was courtneys first ever vocals in this form........ put on my best suyndway dress wa;lk straight into this mess watchiong you burn watching you burn"now freak and silver springs blew my mind same day...... the video for freak has a shot of the eart.//... blue green colouyrs flashing, flames so hot that they turn blue (first dylan song which my theory says is a replacement for charlie man by time travekllers) its all over now baby blue gamblers and highways and really relates to my life.........u combine these 3 extremely pwoerrful songs of my reality and it results in my roommate dissapearing without a trace and now bering found a year later...... he was anti suicide its just so wierd......now the actual wriutier of silver springs appearts on new album......... along with sean lennon daughter of john elnnon whjo courtney references in 20 years in the dakota song for beautiful son with kurt as a id on cover...... you look good in my dress get ur friends to clean the mess......... now cruel world goes put my little red dress on everyone kjnow im a mess............ now finallyt sher has a song called heroin after my friend od's on it.....and in the sam,e song she sings about charlie manson.......... and her friends left..... courtney sings get ur frineds to clean the mess..... we're left with being alone with charlie manson in the air in your dress and flying to the moon again leaving my od, man agaiunb......... in off to the races she describes her old man and puts the idea of title track being a race....... feet dont fail me now........ 4 albums later shes flying to the moon...... she has song called serial killer with perfectr line about game boys.... in stevie nicks song she sings it smore than a video game...... the song video games introduces the idea of life being a game and her having a purpose........ clearly her lover isnt worth all this emotion... thats cuz the lover is a decoy.... summer bummer her first official album song with rap in it....... i always hated rap until the last uyear with my heroin addict rommate.... i started enjoyi8ng it........ summertime sadness was my former gangster roommates favourite sonmg somehow... similar titled song has her first rapper... the president from national anthem vid.............. national anthem is first clue that her music and art is more than entertainment.... it has the ability to unite and unify and create good people and cleanse evil brainwashing......... like a cult leader ...... new kind of porno one that has yet been born othat fucking resistance songit came out the day after lsitening to an alan watts lecture about resistancei have been exposed to alan watts for years but never paid attentionhis videos always show up on side bar for terrence mckenna vidsafter my theory that lana is singing about shrooms ..... literally has a song terrence loves you... describing my exact theoryalso a connect to david bowie which is what most ppl took it as... and he died soon after song released... cancer grew during the writing process..i beleive all the false thoughts by her extremely obsessed fans killed hima nmd gave him cancer even tho he got cancer before we heaard the songs////.. my theory depends on time travel existninmg which means past present overrlaplove came out and i was so happy i felt like we were on the same pagelike shes praying that sum1 is understandinmg what shes all about o ya after my roommatye dissapear my workd suddenlly stopped playing silver springs.... ltierally same day... it was playd every shift since beginningi become obssesed with seniors day music last year........i start lsitening 2 it all day at home leading up to new album...... suddenly when love cvomes out seniors day music at work is stopped...and i stopped lsitening at home for some reasonall the songs remind me of lanabut i feel like it was removed at just the right time for me to be able 2 focus on new album without linking it to the oldschool songs right away....... because this new album directly relates 2 my theories song by song adresses my theoiries.... my theory she uses the gangsters as her lkvoe interests to make it obvious to me not to take it l;iteral....... at the same time it blurs everyone elses perception and makes them think she is just into hiphop and cool black guys...... the way she used him to play jfk.......... the fact im a trump supporter...... the fact i was a hillary supporter in 2008.... and buy 2016 i was opbsessed with hating her......... shows how tv really can influence ur mind........... lana cant publicly endorse trump without her career being ruined...... but she has yet 2 cash him//////......... courtney is friends with hillary her husband died while bill clinton presidentcourtney and lana attend courtneys fmaily reunion....... first time courtney ever socially met with family since a young girl.......... the fact lana sings the word black so loud in heart shaped box cover...... loudest and longest ever......... holes first song in 1989 called burn black..... first line u complain u want the key,... over my dead body thats where itll be........ relate that to burn black in heart shaped box...... the key for the box......... the line in ehartshaoped box about meat eating orchids...... really mreferences the earliest form of birth control which was a heart shaped flower....... but somehow it erradicated the main source of meat........ now an anicent myth based on this flower has a girl trapped in a room with 3 posessions foir eternity.... the song burn black has line "theres a room full of death whoires and trutyh" in lvie version she sings "and you instead of and truth"how can it be an accident that the song brigning lana and courtney together is so extremely linked lyrically to my theoiries...... now in utero is last album like a goodbye message from kurt....... born to die album hints that while in utero the whole point is to die...... the race is the tostarting line is birth....... in utero..... sex creates life......... beauty attracts sexnow after kurt died courtney did a new version of burn black called who porno you burn black its more 2 the poiint.........and my most extreme revelation that happened so suiddenly........ i was in my room thinking i am retired... i love my roommate i love experiencing life.... i just felt so rewarded and graced from god...... i realize alan watts and lana del rey have the same name........... i become hooked on alan wattsi opened up pandoras box suddenly... hes been staring me in the face for years while watching the mushroiom guy...... just like holes lyrics for 10 years then suddenly nirvana lyrics make it all make sense in a way not pissible unless were blind 2 the oither half........ i can see but once i was blind born to die lyric............. terrence mckenna kept me hooked on magic mushroom theories..... alan watts was always theree in related vids....... but a common guest on the alex jones show had same name without the S.... i thought same guy... he was dull... the was placed to help me not click his vids or listen........ well the same week i discover alan watts....... lana song resistance leaks morning after i hear his talk about path of least resistance........ the porno line in resistance links directly to the burn black and ehart shaped box.......... new kind of porno one that has yet been bornithe porno is a metaphor for the true meaning of this art...... the national anthem nation = imag i nation stolen images in without youhe says to be cool im already coolest ..... shades of cool shades of blue out of the blac k into the blue hollywoods dead dont tell me its over its over now baby blue lana is alan watts del rey of light watts electrciity the largest relationship we can fathom is light vs electrcity lana harnesses that in her art thats how she can be so passionate when the literal lyrics dont support it and it can draw millions of obsessed fans like a mmoth to a flame like she sings in her song serial killercharles manson is known as a serial killer although he did nothing... his followers did it not him just like lanas followers really have no clue what theyre following charlie manson got fuked over by the system...... he got too big too fast in an alternate reality.......... lana has taken his message and applied it in camouflage basically guiding you to the ANCIENT wisdom of zen and truth.......this is why she has to be as camouflaged as possible while allowing obsessed fans to be able 2 process it due to the extreme spiritual connectionm it is bypassing the controil system who cannoit let another charles mansoin rise to music superstardom the beatles and charlie manson are directly connected in another reality the beatles had different name........ the beetle insect it an ancient egyptian sacred symbol....... it is used to map the earth or something look it up....... she has the cleopatra line she has hjohn lennons son in a new song she even says its crazy that shes singing with the son of the beatles imagine what else she is doing in her music.... if she can do thisnow backtrack to amen by courtney love coming out ina russian showduring lanas honeymoon tour i became obnsessed with the miscow live cooncert.... it was the only 1 i watched repeatedly............ no lie i put the audio on my phone and biked toi adams and saw a crazy object in sky........ and now the media obsessed with russia... my bro booiught me a parking for russians only sign years ago....... he said i looked like a russians//.....park live was the festival.......... dark park in lollita beaches peaches in cherry same shape different p b d for the difference in those wordss just like the b and d in born to die b to d dorn to buy or born to bye or dorn die sounds like door the doors jim morrison major references named after doors of perception my pussy tastes like pepsi cola is a clue that thats a main item designed to deflect ppl from taking it seriously along with allowing ppl who have no clue to love the song........ one day when the time is right........ someone will release the meaning of her coded words.... everyone will realize they were brought happiness and there is an enemy in the information war..... lana is helping us wake up from the trance.... the song get free........ the last track the last track of honerymoon is dont let me be misuyderstood last track of born to die is luckly ones and last track paradise burning desire now in cherry she sings real love is letting in burn up from the rush staring ion the face of evil desire is what fuels us the key to zen is have no desires but the avg person cannot suddenly disconnect from our desire driven world but sum1 like lana someomnne who can capitivate u and hook you and suck you in for years........ u will be compelled to read the truth eventually along wiuth the rest....... u will be shocked how obivoua it iis and how u overlooked it......... the fact she was able 2 do it so flawlessly and not be cancelled...... after charlie manson ordeal with technology and shit it became 2 hard 2 simply go back and change things.... they probably spent so much effort and time and energy and resources to patching up charlie mANsons reign........ lana is aware of it all and she wants to destroy the ability to time travel...... she knows the truth about good souls going to beautiful paradise... and evil is desperate to stay here cuz they know what awaits them......... its a war............... the enemy is in power but it can flip in a seconmd.......... swan song with just 1 wave it goes away...... then hearing alan watts relate all life to waves and birth and death is like the ctrest and a trough of a wave......... she clerarly had that in mind with the song......... u cannot fear death is the main message but more importantly she needs us to realize that she ius from the future....... she needs us to beleive so strong as a collective....... if she says it or hints it too opbivously........ the ppl who control the time machines wiill obliterate her.......... she playing the game for all of us who never got the chance......... children of the bad revolution demo links perfect with get free.... i beleive the bulk of the music was all wirtten in advance..........maybe she was contracted by a group or maybe she is the source......... if anyone wants to help wikth this project plz msg me on here too brea it downbeautful people beautiful problemsstevies voice for rhiannon was on starbelly track opn punk rock pretty on the inside albumnevermind shows baby chasing money|in utero is adding to pretty on the inside... making the album mean inside the utero being bornkurt wrote it in a way so that courtney would get the hint of what he didhe knew she is a force of nature and he knew that him dying and her being seen as the killer and a crackwhorecould allow her to worjk her magic on a lowkey while having the money of one of richest rock starsamericas sweetheart contrasted by final hole album nobodys daughteru must fully understand this concept before able 2 understand born to diehigh by the beach lying 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LanasPhilosophy 21 Posted July 31, 2017 FLYING TO THE MOON AGAIn............... honeymoon cover starline tours on the car.......... the car in burning desire..... the car in love video.......... the car in never let me go send me to the stars the city streets........... all roads lead to you........... everything i say and do ........ i see you for who you really are, why the thousands of girls love the way bill plays guitar.mnational anthem ....... moneyn is the anthem........... hundred dollar bil about a hooker......... whose porno you burn links to heart shaped box cover ....whose pormo you burn never officialy released cuz its a key filter..... a key moost will overlook. prevents randiom ppl from stumbling on this secret...........|silver springs coiver by courttney and freak video same day........... a year later stevie nick oin the album beautiful people beautiful problems........ stevie is being used as a pawn........ stevie was a natural great unaffected by the time travel switch......... allowed a small string oif music to stay organic and unaltered...... the same way u cant create a trea from nothing in a lab...... u cant create a string of ideas with millions years of evolution encoding it....... thats wahy stevie was preserved and used by courtney on her first album when it was super uncool for the crowd of her audienmce.........everything went perfect grunge was a new form of music latching a new string onto an ancient string to reconnect with ourselves....once u can prove lana crafts her songs to camouflage a certain messages makes u convinced that theres a realmeaniung to it......... just by hearing her voice she is genuine...... u cant fake her...... i was born easily maniuplated........ i would fall for everyuthiung flashing infront of me...... i lived that way til age 14 when found courtney...... now at 28 exactly half my life later ive come full circle and not be afraid to get lured by lana........ my instyincts are soliud from hating holywood and celebritties but also liking them at first...... 1 extreme to the other programmed my mind to defend againstt fakes..... lana sis the real deal and i wanna create a group where we can secretly discuss this and prepare for a reelease when the time is right and change the world to be in her state of mind ill give u a hint......... courtney loves old mysp[ace blogs were way worse than this...... maybe im purposely rambling the flow of thoughts from my head so that the majoirty of ppl will be turned away and only the people who are truely meant to join me in this quest are able 2 look furhter into my claims the song super movie leaked right after i watched this movie on netflix......... crazy place that traps ppl and makes nthem thiink they r kidnapped then revealed it was all a game...... at very end of mnovie he admits he made the idea while on shrooms as a teen.. his maniesto.....super movie leaked the next daythen my new riommate moved in and i did heroin for a year and when love came out it slowsly cleansed the filth outta my life now im fully rejuivinated 0 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
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LanasPhilosophy 21 Posted July 31, 2017 Green is the planet from the eyes of a turtle dove Till it runs red, runs red with blood We get so tired and we complain 'Bout how it's hard to live It's more than just a video game notice her other song syaing turtle dove beautiful player u make me coocoo like a turtle dove now birds in ride and coachelle her crazyness is code for her wisdom loving me is all you need to feel like i do its all a game to her anyway playing my guitar one of my toys yayo she plays guiutar puts on a show thousands of girls love way bill plays guitar hundred dollar bill = hooker song ugly place to make a baby camouflage for the metaphor of new kind of porno in the resistance song the guy on hundred dollar bill is founder of electricity body electric coocoo like a turtle dove flames so hot that turn blue throughj the fire we're born again i came out as blue u came out as the shame of your formerself super movie reveals her lover is of a different world extreme obvious hint of a giant code camouflaged religion leonard cohen links bob dylan links stevie nicks links all freindly basic links jim morrison, black sabbath, sid & nancy guns and roses - more detailed and hard to decode all her music is filled with other music.... stolen images stolen images..... if shes trying to sing a hidden code to her lover and her lover is the audience she has 2 say her lover is on a different wavelength even tho theyre basically touchiung........ its perfect way to give the sense without giving it awaya to the record execs and evil control freaks who dont tolerate musical revolutions of true peace and enlightenment lana has gone beyond the prison guards imagination| shes stirring the pot of our minds until 1 day its too big and pwoerful to crush she will become the saviour of humanity at the very least the music sparks something in you that changes you for the better.... but u have to really go all in,... u cant just listen 2 her while u jog or in the background...... u have 2 go all in devote yourself.... you will notice a inelligent force starts to control the shuffle in your lana playlist... songs will play back 2 back to help u realize things...... when u think of a song it will pop on next out of 300 songs.... it will happen alot.... but the meaning u gather in the process will make it no big deal..... its like being breastfed as a toddler even tho it makes no sense u dont have 2 think about it........ the stuff that should make u crazy is actually making you uncrazy "make me uncrazy like you did" whhy ellse would she leak so many songs when she cud release them..... shes playing a game and shes making the rules and shes in control...... u have nothing to lose from thinking like this.... u have eveyrthing to gain.... it cleanses all negativity somehow...... shes truely a good witch she has access to magic and she has set her wiill against evil.........roses in between my thighs fire that surrounds you.,,,,, all the crowns they wear in hair so long like mine, if my words could turn to birds and birds could send my thoughts your way........ she already traded it all for a stairway to heaven...... she called the ultimate bluff........ she tricked the trick......... she used drugs and hole+nirvana counter culture superstars to bluff the system..... she lied her way to freedom....... the force behind her arts meaning was able 2 overpower any force trying to sotp her... her pretty voice and shy persona let her slip into superstardom..... shes too big now to crush..... people like lana are killed..... people who have power want to keep it like a disease...... billiionaires see humanity as rats...... they spend money and work together to create a world that benefits them........ lana is fighting against these forces...... children of the bad revolution being a born to die demo with paris and puppy love and the demo leaking right before this album..... the demo with a more serious vibe........ its no accident....... her music doesnt evolve it revolves. it wraps around you like a loving snake...... bringing you to your death without all the confusion .... shes a safe place to rest your mind..... when you die your mind is all you have and it determines your fate......... i beleive earth is a redemption level.,.. its a mixture of all forms of good and evil.........it sorts the souls into perfect grouops....... it allows you oto remember what its liike ....... it reminds good people not to get used 2 paradise....... paradise never last but the state of mind manifests everything...... earth is a place we forget our past and future lives but we are reminded of them all when we die..... we learn about our true selves..... currenty this stage has been hacked and overrun with evil trash........ but it was all necessary like a naturally occuring forest fire....... u either will connect with what im saying and build lana up as the saviour or you will continue fueling this game with drama and obstacles..... theres no such thing as good or bad...... theres only waves ...... lana was a bad girl gone good....... she flipped the saying to say that bad is to good as good is to bad and its more a false human opinion.......u said that u like the bad girls honey is that true....... honeymoon is light mixing with electricity........ when lana sings that line in born to die its symnbolizing the ultimate relationbetween light and electricity..... all solid items are electric atoms bouncing around......... light influences it eternally and forever til the end of time...... lana incorporates human emotions into natural phenomena of the universe ultimately revealing its all the same...... and lifes worth living.... the fact we have the choice makes it worthwhile...... if u disagree that lana is what im saying........ lets have a debate...... lets weigh whats more likely based on what we know about her...... how has she lasted so long without breaking... she truely loves what she does,..... she sings about crack and meth and heroin fearlessly where most artists would be ridiculed or it would just sound gross..... she is the definition of art......... science is an art......... the mind or what we know of it is an art....... she creates the mind ......... she allows us to leach off her....... shes helping us all out of the spiritual traps we are in..................she would have no other motive that is logical........ if she was just singing bout meaningless songs it would show in her attitude...... shes clearly not built for fame...... she didnt claw her way to fame........ she had the idea before the goal....... she found out something that she wanted to express........ she is doing what gives her energy........ she is not preaching or trying to be a role model to sell records...... she also needs to be good looking and hotter than other music bitches...... shes playing the same game she is playing it for a differrent outcome....... she is stealing audience away from toxic trash......... people who project theiur fale egos and insecurities onto hoards of fans...... this is why depression is growing exponentially....... we have everything as living in civilized technogligcal world yet its taken away our personal mental freedom...... we are trapped by our own desires....... lana took what she gathered from drugs, history, philosophy. drugs and more drugs, drugs are the only tool to break free from the controlled thought matrix...... she was born into it and she died out of it ....... epic clue is on her twitter she posted lust for life but crossed out the u and put the o.,.... lost for life...... burn to die interchnageable vowels....... things that u cant prove but only speculate.,.. she does this purposely to camouflage her message and filter out her audience..... if the wrong ppl catch on they enjoy crushing ppl like her...... they love it........ shes fearless and smarter than them....... she discovered a method of transmitting thoughts using a complex mixture of false meanings ........ she does it as an art but she beleives it...... she has the voice to captivate us... she doesnt sing to show off her voice u can clearly sense that..... u can sense that all of her competition is trying to sell themselves......lana understands the act of selling yourself and shes displaying the opposite ....... by glamourizing a hooker shes acxtually insutling her friendly rivals like beyonce and shit...... lana is competiing for the love of the woirld....... she aint some indie lowkey girl who accidently got big..... shes an army of one like shes sings in caught you boy........ catch and release she reveals the fighter side of her........ but she knows how powerful being good makes you,..... having truely good intentions is something that she had 2 really figure out how to spread........ good intentions are designed to stay down and low...... and not in power.............. good intentioned people do not climb over others........ they dont kill or lie to get ahead........ lana has realized shes in the perfect position to give it a go..... to fight the system of evil...... and the whole time the enemy has no clue whats even happening.... the enemy does not know theyre in a game...... when u know life is a game and if u arent playing to win then why r u playing...... the average celebrity is a pawn or if theyre not a pawn they r not a threat to the swamp of pawns...... lana is targetting a group of ppl that were never meant to coime out of their trance........ chasing rainbows forever........ killer radio by courtnney love was made for lana..... lanas trying to transmit to us trying to let us unlock true love and realize our false egos control us....... i was my own biggest skeptic...... ive come fulll circle from every end of beleifs and states of minds ......... i have gambled my lifes earnings without any regrets...... i have a lust for life...... lana straightened me out...... simply by loving her after i spent 14 years breaking free from the hollywood lure...... my mind was ready for her at the perfect time with the perrfect background./.......... from courtney love to lana.........a timeline that reads like ssspy fy-----very few ppl my age who were born at the beginning of hole+nirvana are actually courtney fans who devoted their life to her without any major distracxtions....... i did not change as a person from 14 to now......a fool who persists in his folley attaints the greatest wisdom.............. i am the textbook case of that...... the fact my parents didnt intervene i have never stopped moving forward on the metaphorical treadmill....... cigarette smoke in my face.........lana is going for the kill with this album from born to die to lust for life burn to die lost for life the 0 symbolizes the full circle the u symbolizes the trap born to lie dust for life courtney loves song loser dust combined with idiot wind by dylan combined with yayo by lana to confirm the relevance of kurt and courtney................. lana grew up on their music......... lets say she needs a real life focal point to help navigate her arts meanings..... a true adventure requires stopping at different parts of the globe or different islandss in the lake so if her goal is bring humanity back to happyness...... it would be perfect to lay it out in a way like a new form of porno instead of getting pleasure from watching sex........... get pleasure from slowly taking in the images of a porno but with a better reward......... from the porno is born a new you........ a better you....... a you you always wanted but was blocked from the day ur parents named you,.........everything has gone wrong but through that it is made right........ we are the candidates for the spiritual evolution........ in a time where everyone thinks its cool to be atheist...... its cool 2 think when u die nothing happens....... but u won the lottery by finding lana....... she goes show to show day to die hoping someone gets it before its too late...... but regardless of what happens its her motives that define her......... instead of being a vicioous greed stricken witch...... shes posing as one...... stealing ur soul and politely handing it back cleaned and polished....... humanities back is against the wall...... there is so many forces destroying us...... mostly carried out by well meaniung idiots....... drug company employees, military men, people trying to do good for their family... woint take risks because they beleive there is no game and nothing to lose...... when you beleive u have alot to lose and you know you are on the side of good u know ur not a killer..... why would you submit....... the enemy trained us to beleive in nothing ........ because they understand the game....... they embrace the way they were born...... they dont care about other people and they deserve ur respect....... if your playing chess u cant win by tipping the board over....... it only sets u furhter behind and makes u look like the bads guy///////// all thjese ppl who claim to be activists and fight the illuminati........ they r falling into the trap...... the war is not physical its in the mind....... lana has a war in her mind (ride) the tire swing in music video symbolizes when she sings about cars it has a complete different meaning......she sings about cars so much that u just accept it as imagery in her music like the summer wine cover......strawberries cherries and an angels kiss in spring...........my summer win is really made from all these things...... kinda outtas luck "before i get bad i gotta get drunk" bad drunk girls are opposite of where ud go to find enliughtenemnt right? thats the game..... she emphasizes these words time after time with more intense meaning as she goes.... this makes it so only true true hardcore fans can actually sense theres something more due to the subconcious build up.........who knows she may have an army working behind her...... but its unlikely because theres been no leaks no drama ....... its all her....... there no dirt on her.........her dad got rich on the internet boom......... perfect choice for a time traveller right????....... maybe just like kurt made it look like courtney killed him in order to do her a favour in the long run yu creatinn art that will last forever and have purpose..........maybe lana was supposed 2 travel back with her actually boyfriend her actual true love........ but he purposely separated and set up the game so she has to lure him back to her....... so shes playing a real game or possibly just making it feel like that for her art..... either way these possibilities are amazing to think about......... no other music artist can do this guaranteed..... her music is diverse yet central at the same time.... "i swore the songs would not get old" in radio............ the songs have not gotten old on me........ everything i think i can retire im thrown a huge curveballl........... this album was the first 1 i was dying to hear...... its also the first one that extremely relates to my life over the last year.........EXTREME....... and my life is pretty dull compapred 2 most....... but theres definately a connection....... im connected to her........ like a seductress that i see past........ she arrived on the scene right after the 2012 conciousness shift which is proven to change the way we think drastically...... when our sun and its ssister go opposite directions it compeltely changes our minds.... throughout history its been easily noticed....... this time technology blocked it...... but thats why lana started in 2012 because of that shift...... when the minds on earth of all animals are more open kinda like a partial reset........ this used to be how evolution happened very slowly....... magic mushrooms sped it up..... glitched our mninds made our minds 2 big too fast created alter egos inside ourselves........ this mushroom created alter ego in our mind is the key toi enlightenemnt........ once u can make peace with someone sharing your body...... you can beleive in the unbelvable........ the proof wont be shown until you truely beleive... its the test of faith....... al religions distort this test of faith...... lana wants us to have faith.... gods dead and baby thats allright with her....... because god is a human invented word.....shes smoking while shes running on the treadmnill and says get that cigarette smoke out of my face....... thats a dialopgue between her false self and her true self...... cuz how else wud smoke be in her face 2 ppl dont fit on a treadmill........so an early lyric says "you are the worrld" her grandma tlaking to her..... so when the world was at war we just kept dancing...... the war in her mind is the war in the world...... cuz in her mind she is the world and the world is her....... but our disease is a half evolved sbconcious invading our minds with good intentions..... this voice simply demands magic mushroomns cuz thats what it evolved froim........... so this voice causes all other addictions.... everything that releases pleasure chemical soothes the voice temporarily....... but lana is the cure...... shes the way to the cure.......... there may be other ways for other peoiple./......... mapping of your life with a new outlook on the meaning..... figuring out who you trust and who fucked you over,..... figuring out what music u loved at certain times and where it lead you....... look for a path to yourself...... if you find nothing just turn to lana...... lana will guide you like she says in that unreleased "i can guide ya" put your lips together and blow.........drown soda by hole...... lyrics just u wait til everyone is hooked...... its been a while with no palce to go im gunna bomb the whole state of ohio, that poor little shit hes got no place to go im gunna bomb the whole state of ohio, its been a while im alittle annoyed gunna bomb the whole state of illinoiis, sits on broadway with a rattle shes gunna fuck the whole city of seattle now the fact lanas first shocking lyric was my pussy taste like pepsi cola drown soda die soda die dussy death pussy the child with the rattle is the result of the bombing/fucking new song change says she feels it coming in on the wings of a bomb if she really did expand on hole/nirvana lyrics bomb and fuck would also be itnerhcnageable the wings of a bomb can mean the child thats coming the art form that will change the world based on the camouflaged poetry that cuts through our perceptions without us knowing......the same way tv cna put thots in our mind ....... theres tonnes and tonnes but they arent organized they dont stick when lana is an angel if love singing perfectly crafted poetry to our broken minds... its sparks regeneration now to back this up poetically....... on holes newest album theres a bonus track called codine bufy sainte marie cover with changed lyrics codine is like code-een code its like it was placed on the album just like a drug can rewire ur brain "ill live and fall and die and ill RISE" on codine i think courtney manifested lana in that song someone with extreme drug rreferences all over her music the average person wont think twice bout codine cover janis joplin sang it and died..... courtney sang it to live the accepted music is broken people infesting your mind with broken thought courtney love is the ultimate broken person with unbreakable hisotrical reference yet somehow being hardly known at all hardlky known for her music... andall those who lvoe her music are blind to the murder conspiracy facts its a constant war between fans and if they simpoly came together it would be impossiblle......... because ppl who love courtney cant imagine her being a killer ewven tho its all over her lyrics... and nirvana hardcore fans hate her for doing it....... even tho they have all the data in their minds.... they cannot see the truth...... this is a disease of greatest threat to human it is a great way to decode our minds without the mainstream ppl even taking it seriously... theylkl jsut think we r stoners the more real it gets for us the harder it is for anyone to catch on or counter act it its a theory worth testing in everyway cuz i saw the extreme results for myself althought mine r so extreme i feel i was guided through it so that i could bring it fourth in a way thats not too smart sounding and not too unrealistic.......... perfect amount of art with huge payofff theres a method to my madness..... i type unfiltered... i want to pay someoone to sort my thoughts into grouips for me eventually write a book..... i can type for hours nd hours... we can make a foirmat where i lay out the basics and u itnerview me 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LanasPhilosophy 21 Posted July 31, 2017 for a true lana fan my ideas will only enhance the enjoyability for the music LanasPhilosophy snapped! to be honest my best friend irl died on heroin few weeks ago.....he actually liked lanathe new songs describe our theories to a tee.. as if she been lsitening the fact she mentions charlie manson and my buddy loved charlies music and i have a feeling hes a huge inspiration to her.... but she gave no clues we jsut guessed.. this heroin song seems proof to me..... and the fact she killed me friend first then released this just 2 tease me haha 0 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Flowerbomb 65,592 Posted August 3, 2017 continueing my next ap0artment... the 2 ppl moved out... a a heroin dealr and a heroin addict moved in.... it was like woah... my friend adam was so happy.... he lost track of my timeline/.......... he cared more about the drugs./.... eventually after a wierd series of events i ended up back at my parents and stopped hanging out with him.... he made new friends who always had drugs........ the last lana song he heard was stairway 2 heaven........ coachelle........ he didnt even like it much...... he didnt even click my cherry liunk......... even tho i had proof of sending him 1000 messages about decoding the word cherry in her music....... cherry cola to cherry knots i brainstirmed fior hours oin this site....... the very next day she plays cherrry live........... im like hear we go again the build up to this album has been so magivalk love leaked my bday album leaked my bros bday the day b4 love audio leaked i did meth and wrote my first song....... about stars and eyes and looking behind your eyes and all this wacky shit.... it ended up being like 200 lines long (while waiting outside the happiness inn) i had nothin 2 do but stargaze and just came up with the song i literally dont sleep until the video comes out... the video is perfect for my poem i heard the song before writing the poem but my poem is irrelevant to the song along... only with the viudeo notice it zooms out of her eyes at end of love and it begins with her eyes in lust foir life like theyr continued take off your clothes suopports my theory of her party dresses and soft linen (fine china) my theory of in without you how you wanna see her falll fall to peices of cherry going downj with all my fine china and fresh linen fine china links fresh linen to the without you song cuz the china doll lyric now holes very first songh on a early pagan babies demotape was best sunday dress this was courtneys first ever vocals in this form........ put on my best suyndway dress wa;lk straight into this mess watchiong you burn watching you burn" now freak and silver springs blew my mind same day...... the video for freak has a shot of the eart.//... blue green colouyrs flashing, flames so hot that they turn blue (first dylan song which my theory says is a replacement for charlie man by time travekllers) its all over now baby blue gamblers and highways and really relates to my life.........u combine these 3 extremely pwoerrful songs of my reality and it results in my roommate dissapearing without a trace and now bering found a year later...... he was anti suicide its just so wierd...... now the actual wriutier of silver springs appearts on new album......... along with sean lennon daughter of john elnnon whjo courtney references in 20 years in the dakota song for beautiful son with kurt as a id on cover...... you look good in my dress get ur friends to clean the mess......... now cruel world goes put my little red dress on everyone kjnow im a mess............ now finallyt sher has a song called heroin after my friend od's on it.....and in the sam,e song she sings about charlie manson.......... and her friends left..... courtney sings get ur frineds to clean the mess..... we're left with being alone with charlie manson in the air in your dress and flying to the moon again leaving my od, man agaiunb......... in off to the races she describes her old man and puts the idea of title track being a race....... feet dont fail me now........ 4 albums later shes flying to the moon...... she has song called serial killer with perfectr line about game boys.... in stevie nicks song she sings it smore than a video game...... the song video games introduces the idea of life being a game and her having a purpose........ clearly her lover isnt worth all this emotion... thats cuz the lover is a decoy.... summer bummer her first official album song with rap in it....... i always hated rap until the last uyear with my heroin addict rommate.... i started enjoyi8ng it........ summertime sadness was my former gangster roommates favourite sonmg somehow... similar titled song has her first rapper... the president from national anthem vid.............. national anthem is first clue that her music and art is more than entertainment.... it has the ability to unite and unify and create good people and cleanse evil brainwashing......... like a cult leader ...... new kind of porno one that has yet been born o that fucking resistance song it came out the day after lsitening to an alan watts lecture about resistance i have been exposed to alan watts for years but never paid attention his videos always show up on side bar for terrence mckenna vids after my theory that lana is singing about shrooms ..... literally has a song terrence loves you... describing my exact theory also a connect to david bowie which is what most ppl took it as... and he died soon after song released... cancer grew during the writing process.. i beleive all the false thoughts by her extremely obsessed fans killed hima nmd gave him cancer even tho he got cancer before we heaard the songs////.. my theory depends on time travel existninmg which means past present overrlap love came out and i was so happy i felt like we were on the same page like shes praying that sum1 is understandinmg what shes all about o ya after my roommatye dissapear my workd suddenlly stopped playing silver springs.... ltierally same day... it was playd every shift since beginning i become obssesed with seniors day music last year........ i start lsitening 2 it all day at home leading up to new album...... suddenly when love cvomes out seniors day music at work is stopped... and i stopped lsitening at home for some reason all the songs remind me of lana but i feel like it was removed at just the right time for me to be able 2 focus on new album without linking it to the oldschool songs right away....... because this new album directly relates 2 my theories song by song adresses my theoiries.... my theory she uses the gangsters as her lkvoe interests to make it obvious to me not to take it l;iteral....... at the same time it blurs everyone elses perception and makes them think she is just into hiphop and cool black guys...... the way she used him to play jfk.......... the fact im a trump supporter...... the fact i was a hillary supporter in 2008.... and buy 2016 i was opbsessed with hating her......... shows how tv really can influence ur mind........... lana cant publicly endorse trump without her career being ruined...... but she has yet 2 cash him//////......... courtney is friends with hillary her husband died while bill clinton president courtney and lana attend courtneys fmaily reunion....... first time courtney ever socially met with family since a young girl.......... the fact lana sings the word black so loud in heart shaped box cover...... loudest and longest ever......... holes first song in 1989 called burn black..... first line u complain u want the key,... over my dead body thats where itll be........ relate that to burn black in heart shaped box...... the key for the box......... the line in ehartshaoped box about meat eating orchids...... really mreferences the earliest form of birth control which was a heart shaped flower....... but somehow it erradicated the main source of meat........ now an anicent myth based on this flower has a girl trapped in a room with 3 posessions foir eternity.... the song burn black has line "theres a room full of death whoires and trutyh" in lvie version she sings "and you instead of and truth" how can it be an accident that the song brigning lana and courtney together is so extremely linked lyrically to my theoiries...... now in utero is last album like a goodbye message from kurt....... born to die album hints that while in utero the whole point is to die...... the race is the to starting line is birth....... in utero..... sex creates life......... beauty attracts sex now after kurt died courtney did a new version of burn black called who porno you burn black its more 2 the poiint......... and my most extreme revelation that happened so suiddenly........ i was in my room thinking i am retired... i love my roommate i love experiencing life.... i just felt so rewarded and graced from god...... i realize alan watts and lana del rey have the same name........... i become hooked on alan watts i opened up pandoras box suddenly... hes been staring me in the face for years while watching the mushroiom guy...... just like holes lyrics for 10 years then suddenly nirvana lyrics make it all make sense in a way not pissible unless were blind 2 the oither half........ i can see but once i was blind born to die lyric............. terrence mckenna kept me hooked on magic mushroom theories..... alan watts was always theree in related vids....... but a common guest on the alex jones show had same name without the S.... i thought same guy... he was dull... the was placed to help me not click his vids or listen........ well the same week i discover alan watts....... lana song resistance leaks morning after i hear his talk about path of least resistance........ the porno line in resistance links directly to the burn black and ehart shaped box.......... new kind of porno one that has yet been borni the porno is a metaphor for the true meaning of this art...... the national anthem nation = imag i nation stolen images in without youhe says to be cool im already coolest ..... shades of cool shades of blue out of the blac k into the blue hollywoods dead dont tell me its over its over now baby blue lana is alan watts del rey of light watts electrciity the largest relationship we can fathom is light vs electrcity lana harnesses that in her art thats how she can be so passionate when the literal lyrics dont support it and it can draw millions of obsessed fans like a mmoth to a flame like she sings in her song serial killer charles manson is known as a serial killer although he did nothing... his followers did it not him just like lanas followers really have no clue what theyre following charlie manson got fuked over by the system...... he got too big too fast in an alternate reality.......... lana has taken his message and applied it in camouflage basically guiding you to the ANCIENT wisdom of zen and truth.......this is why she has to be as camouflaged as possible while allowing obsessed fans to be able 2 process it due to the extreme spiritual connectionm it is bypassing the controil system who cannoit let another charles mansoin rise to music superstardom the beatles and charlie manson are directly connected in another reality the beatles had different name........ the beetle insect it an ancient egyptian sacred symbol....... it is used to map the earth or something look it up....... she has the cleopatra line she has hjohn lennons son in a new song she even says its crazy that shes singing with the son of the beatles imagine what else she is doing in her music.... if she can do this now backtrack to amen by courtney love coming out ina russian show during lanas honeymoon tour i became obnsessed with the miscow live cooncert.... it was the only 1 i watched repeatedly............ no lie i put the audio on my phone and biked toi adams and saw a crazy object in sky........ and now the media obsessed with russia... my bro booiught me a parking for russians only sign years ago....... he said i looked like a russians//.....park live was the festival.......... dark park in lollita beaches peaches in cherry same shape different p b d for the difference in those wordss just like the b and d in born to die b to d dorn to buy or born to bye or dorn die sounds like door the doors jim morrison major references named after doors of perception my pussy tastes like pepsi cola is a clue that thats a main item designed to deflect ppl from taking it seriously along with allowing ppl who have no clue to love the song........ one day when the time is right........ someone will release the meaning of her coded words.... everyone will realize they were brought happiness and there is an enemy in the information war..... lana is helping us wake up from the trance.... the song get free........ the last track the last track of honerymoon is dont let me be misuyderstood last track of born to die is luckly ones and last track paradise burning desire now in cherry she sings real love is letting in burn up from the rush staring ion the face of evil desire is what fuels us the key to zen is have no desires but the avg person cannot suddenly disconnect from our desire driven world but sum1 like lana someomnne who can capitivate u and hook you and suck you in for years........ u will be compelled to read the truth eventually along wiuth the rest....... u will be shocked how obivoua it iis and how u overlooked it......... the fact she was able 2 do it so flawlessly and not be cancelled...... after charlie manson ordeal with technology and shit it became 2 hard 2 simply go back and change things.... they probably spent so much effort and time and energy and resources to patching up charlie mANsons reign........ lana is aware of it all and she wants to destroy the ability to time travel...... she knows the truth about good souls going to beautiful paradise... and evil is desperate to stay here cuz they know what awaits them......... its a war............... the enemy is in power but it can flip in a seconmd.......... swan song with just 1 wave it goes away...... then hearing alan watts relate all life to waves and birth and death is like the ctrest and a trough of a wave......... she clerarly had that in mind with the song......... u cannot fear death is the main message but more importantly she needs us to realize that she ius from the future....... she needs us to beleive so strong as a collective....... if she says it or hints it too opbivously........ the ppl who control the time machines wiill obliterate her.......... she playing the game for all of us who never got the chance......... children of the bad revolution demo links perfect with get free.... i beleive the bulk of the music was all wirtten in advance..........maybe she was contracted by a group or maybe she is the source......... if anyone wants to help wikth this project plz msg me on here too brea it down beautful people beautiful problems stevies voice for rhiannon was on starbelly track opn punk rock pretty on the inside album nevermind shows baby chasing money | in utero is adding to pretty on the inside... making the album mean inside the utero being born kurt wrote it in a way so that courtney would get the hint of what he did he knew she is a force of nature and he knew that him dying and her being seen as the killer and a crackwhore could allow her to worjk her magic on a lowkey while having the money of one of richest rock stars americas sweetheart contrasted by final hole album nobodys daughter u must fully understand this concept before able 2 understand born to die high by the beach lying under the pines LIKE MUSHROOM 6 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lernerderrey 2,415 Posted August 3, 2017 this song sounds like a poorly aged alvin from alvin and the chipmunks(stevie) is singing a duet with a poorly aged casper the friendly ghost(lana) 0 Quote i am the queen of the universe. the waves part, and they engulf me, and the water is warm. https://onlineparades.bandcamp.com/album/sure-jan Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Wynwood 19,967 Posted August 3, 2017 FLYING TO THE MOON AGAIn............... honeymoon cover starline tours on the car.......... the car in burning desire..... the car in love video.......... the car in never let me go send me to the stars the city streets........... all roads lead to you........... everything i say and do ........ i see you for who you really are, why the thousands of girls love the way bill plays guitar. mnational anthem ....... moneyn is the anthem........... hundred dollar bil about a hooker......... whose porno you burn links to heart shaped box cover ....whose pormo you burn never officialy released cuz its a key filter..... a key moost will overlook. prevents randiom ppl from stumbling on this secret...........| silver springs coiver by courttney and freak video same day........... a year later stevie nick oin the album beautiful people beautiful problems........ stevie is being used as a pawn........ stevie was a natural great unaffected by the time travel switch......... allowed a small string oif music to stay organic and unaltered...... the same way u cant create a trea from nothing in a lab...... u cant create a string of ideas with millions years of evolution encoding it....... thats wahy stevie was preserved and used by courtney on her first album when it was super uncool for the crowd of her audienmce.........everything went perfect grunge was a new form of music latching a new string onto an ancient string to reconnect with ourselves....once u can prove lana crafts her songs to camouflage a certain messages makes u convinced that theres a realmeaniung to it......... just by hearing her voice she is genuine...... u cant fake her...... i was born easily maniuplated........ i would fall for everyuthiung flashing infront of me...... i lived that way til age 14 when found courtney...... now at 28 exactly half my life later ive come full circle and not be afraid to get lured by lana........ my instyincts are soliud from hating holywood and celebritties but also liking them at first...... 1 extreme to the other programmed my mind to defend againstt fakes..... lana sis the real deal and i wanna create a group where we can secretly discuss this and prepare for a reelease when the time is right and change the world to be in her state of mind ill give u a hint......... courtney loves old mysp[ace blogs were way worse than this...... maybe im purposely rambling the flow of thoughts from my head so that the majoirty of ppl will be turned away and only the people who are truely meant to join me in this quest are able 2 look furhter into my claims the song super movie leaked right after i watched this movie on netflix......... crazy place that traps ppl and makes nthem thiink they r kidnapped then revealed it was all a game...... at very end of mnovie he admits he made the idea while on shrooms as a teen.. his maniesto..... super movie leaked the next day then my new riommate moved in and i did heroin for a year and when love came out it slowsly cleansed the filth outta my life now im fully rejuivinated 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TROPICUM 6,407 Posted August 3, 2017 this song was the ultimate mind fuck for me...... ill lay out very breifly 1990 i was born same year courtney love and kurt cobain in process of making first albums 2004 (half my life) discover courtney become instantly obsessed 2006 make a pledge to only listen to music or movies or kno0wledge that relates somehow to courtney right after this thoiught her diaries gets rel;eased giving me tonnes of material including quantum physics n shit late 2006 courtneys hole reuning album is announced and hyped and she said on a doc that she listened to bob dylans blood on the tracks prior to this statement i spoent a year lsitening to onew bob dylan song it"s all voer noiw baby blue"/ since hole covered it... (courtneys band) now i added blood on the tracks to the mix and loved it for a year....\ 2007 new hole album keeps being delayed and delayed but a whole album of demos leak (im convicn ed corutney personally leaked 2 songs to me but thats another post) around this time lana is crafting her art consistentlly 2007 i do LSD gic coincidence (my first drug) opens my mind to everything and i slip off into a year of random drugh use and breaking away from my courtney love commitment i start listening to mass bob dylan and riot grrl music (now embarrased for having like riot girl feminist bands) bob dylan has stuck on me tho| fleetwood mac referenced in the song "starbelly"" on holes first real album.. actually plays a clip of stevies voice along with a bunch of live versions of gold dust woman dating from 1990 to present never was a huge stevie or fleetwood mac fan but had a few phases of loving it.... the 1 song that played at my work that i loved was silver spring by fleetwood mac.. played for my first 8 or so years there always made me happy to hear it 2012 is nearing i lost my best friend completely and as im getting over it i discover my first music that is compeltely non related to courtney my friend adam showed me "the hedgehog song" by inncredible string band ----- the VERY same day a new courtney love song is sunmg live at a russian showq "called amen" first new song in years by her iw as so happy... i decided to put it on my ipod ands go for a long biek ride with it../.... i threw on the 3 incredible string band songs along with it (cant beleive i did that its not my personaloity at all,/ i beleive it was divine itnervention) make a note tjhat my friend adam brought this band to me| - i start listening to nothing but inmcredibole string band as my lifelong gambling addictio0n is at its worst point (but i loved losing) i embraced detatching from money - now lets go bakc in time - earlier in the year that i discovered courtney love my friend albert showed me a game habbo hotel.. i played off and on my whole life including now never more than a 6 months break since 2004 -now my whole time on habbo9 i was keeping an eye out for courtney love fans to make friends with -i dont recall meeting ANYONE who liked it - i was a closet gay at the time (now ims tr8 thanks 2 lana , no jo9ke" - so i would tell ppl i wont date a girl unless shes a courtney love fan -so it was a few months before lanas first album came out id nevewr heard of her -i made a new account on habbo callked (H0L3) -and was standing ina cage in a game at a casino for poor people../. last man standing wins 5 goldbars (game currency) -also i was dressed as a girl as always -this girl adds me cuz she likes hole and courtney - we instantly became soulmates happened so fast -first person i ever added to ym perosnal co9ntscvts from online (we're tlakinm a decade of hours a day on this virtual rerality.... to me it was all business - it was magic that brought us together - she reinvigorated my passion for courtneyt after not giving courtney love any attention for about 3 months styr8 ( a record for 7 years) - now before a week passed she decided to sing me a song voer skype... b4 we even heard each otherrs voice.. - she sang me video games.. even after finding out i was a man and a bit of jerk and conspiracy theorirst she still decided to sing me this song...... - i was instantly hooked on lana - i spent my whole life getting away from mainstream pop cuylture type shit... at early age i would hate music and say its just noise..... i secretly liked the band queen we are the champions specifdically... until grade 4 that ws my only song... i was a lon er only friend was a lazy eyed super christian (he made me hate religion) and the most popular guy in school suddenly became my best friendf he had really gay taste in music he got me hooked on christina aguilera i shamelessly blasted it in my house all the time saying i respected her talent and didnt relate to the song to not seem gay... kinda true also it felt like an alter ego type thing... (being a girl on habbo allowed me to fully understand this part of my brain) (otheer story altogether) - so ironic that my7 year journey brings me from loving a gay disney pop star (christina) to loving a 1960s not very known posychedlic folk band) -it was too perfect -the 2012 end of the world was apporaching i was readfy for iut and not scared -now 3 month break from coutney brings a courtney fan iinto my life which brings a new girly gay icon popstar into my life right when i thot i had overcome all those fake holylwood scum| -but since i wa sso mindblown over falling in love with a courtney fan;;;;i was able 2 get hooked on it| -the 3 months of this 1960s incrediboe stirng band helped prepare me subconcio9usly to not care what anyone thinks juyst go with what feels right -if i would of gave it alot of thot i wud consider mytself relaping and going back 2 square one -but i didnt care. i was in love with lana del rey -my friend adam eventually came toi love her also by the end of 2012 -i spent years forcing courtney down hius throatr and he never got into it (he was mostly into deatrh metal n shit -lana is first singer we both liked -we made plans to do mdma for the album release| -3 albums later it never happened -now its my birthday 2013 i buy a video camera after becoming in love with youtube vloggers named ty and gray.... another stange love of mine that makes no sense until years later -now pre lana my formewr best friends neighbour became my best firend for 3 months )ALWAYS 3 MONTHS EXACT) he was copmpletely opposite of me half black rapper type i gave him most of my paychecks we met while i was basically stalking my former best friend biking circles in tennis court behind his house| his neigbhour saw me and asked if i was looking to buy weed i said no but mentioned my friend adam grows shrooms| - we instantly became best friends hanging out everyday -the things i learned about myself made me the greatest friend anyone could have -we ahd a falliiung out exactly 3 months later when he got greedy and i stood my grounmd - he prob thot i would come crying back to him but i was very strong at this point and said fuck it idc - key note him and adam and this kids neighbouyr (also the neighbour is ADAMS best friend since grade 1) were the only ppl i did drugs with pretty musch.. and shrooms except for 1 other girl named kat who could of changed the course of my life if i wasnt oblivious to her liking me (we even got each others names tattooed and never endiung up dating) (note i was agy but would of dated her as a cover and i liked her as a friend) -now i am alone again habbo work andf gambling my paycheckls but i feel very happy with my life -1 year and a few months after falli8ng out with the 3 month friend... he randomly calls me rright after i di ym first cahsout from onlien casaino since wewere firends (note first 5 years of gambling never cashout,... tonens of good wins.... the 3 months of this guy as my friend... i cashout 1500+ three different times and gave him most of it) - now its a miracle that we were able 2 not be friends i was supposed 2 be lonely and he wnated momney| -but hius random drunk call happend right after my first cahsout since we "broke up" that was a trip.... of course i redeposiited the cahshout so it meant nothing -key point is that the live games on the casinos i play at suddenly removed live games for canadians (i could not play anywhere else without anough id and paperowkr./... i have no photo id or anythin g| so now im stuck played copmputerizxed gambling games and my wins decreease like creazy but i kepe playing -anyone looking in on my life woudl call for an itnmervention -somehow i was able 2 be left alone for the most part my whole life -fast forward 2015 i move into a new apartment with this same blacxk freind suddenly....beaiutiful paradise apartm,ent -he had become shizophrrenic yet full of love at the same time in oour 3 years break -there was 1 day the prevcious winter he randomnly contacted me and asked 2 chill| -he brot a bottle of booz and i showed him the shrooms oin my mirror shelf that were sitting there foir months (the fact i never did them blows my mind..... i loved them and did them many times but i just blindly left them there - our previous 2 shrooms trips went bad he diud way 2many and couldnt handle it and tried to control it too much which i beleive lead to his shizophrenia -now its the fall after ultraviolence came out i was so addicted 2 lana del rey i didnt even listen 2 the 2 new courtney love songs "weddiung day" and "you know my name" released the same week as ultraviolence sidenote courtney loves first big song Violet my first favourite song uses the mixture of stars and fish and stars andf fists and violet and violence interchangeable - that was always in the bakc of my mind -now one day about 2 m,onths after meeting the courtney love fan back in 2012 ... my freidn randomnly shoiws up wioth homemade meth i try to play him all you need by lana del rey her epic song about peace... he ran home leaving me alone........ the video camera i gor for my bday inspired by those vloggers and new laptop (since gave my mom my poaychecks she bought me these" i took laptiop and camera to the sand pits all by myself... usauly scared of dakr forest but meth made me crazy i never did it b4 and it was super super strong - i spent hours making videos and replying to them and spinning.. basically keeping my mind stimulated due to my mdma theory that jaw cl;enmching happens wqhen m ind and body disconnect i was instantly determiuned to ride this high the majority of the video was directed at sareah the courtney fan from habbo saying how i should not be falling in lvoe with her cuz im too much of a degenerate and she was perfectiion - when i failed to meet her in person when she came near my city our lvoie basically dwindled......i would of kept the onlien relationship going if not for that.... however we're still in contact to this day - now its been over a year since no live games and one day after 4 months of non stop ultraivoence and bike rides and gambling 10$ at a time (my friend adam would get my checks and give me 10 at a time and i had 2 decde between gambling or food) -but the music fueled me all summer -1 day im mentally preparing for my next paycheck -making a to do list in my head - in the process i decided im stuck in a endless cycle of dumbness when i feel so enlightened inside... i decide to stop being a fool and obsessing over lana del rey and even courtney i abandon them both i put ALL bob dylans music on my ipod (remember firts song was a whole year of its all voer now baby blue) - this is fiurst link to nhew lana song beautiful peiople because of this : - my shizo roommate dissapeared exactly 1 year after moving in with him -the day live games were brought back i won big and didnt cash out and he was drunk and never even knew -i was so happy that ym magic was back but the veryt next day he starts getting a strong prescription injection anti pyscotic or something i was so mad cuz i was so happy living with him and counselling him and lsitening i saw a clear end to his madness now the 3,000$ win was my first independent win ever where i didnt lose it i gave it ALL to ym friend adam a month later found an apartment finally after aboiut 2 give up on zimmerman ave (bob dylans original last name) 30 sewconds from the niagar river near the waterfalls//.. got 4 months there but was never able 2 win again (note i only had cheap ass rigged slots n shit to play) eventually i was broke and was about 2 mustr thje courage 2 move back with my parents (really really scary after the emss i left) i was literally crushed and hopeless for the first time ever for various reasons| this is when my buddy contacted me and i ended up moving in a day later my itnernet bill was never paid and it was disocnnected on my last paydayt as i was about 2 gamble my check so wierd for cogeco to alow a bil to rack up tjhat much if theyt cancalled it any earlier i wouylda never moved in with this guy| -if i went back2 my parents i prob wudda ignored his msg so the timing was perfect on so many levels - first month of that zimemrman apartment was a new bob dylan release called the basement tapes -thats all i lsitened to for the duratiion oif that apartment| ironic how i moved out of my parents house onto his street name and then on my sisters b day he released this huge collection most recoridng wqere never befor eheard and my alltime favourtie song "imn not there" suddenly came on and im like woah this is so cool ... i did not look back at lana or courtney other than the occasional search for new songs just 2 hear once... i never fell back into those obsessesiojns ... now rewind to thatr day my roomate came over and did shrooms ... mhe came over again the next dayt wanting more saying "the beast will come out tonight" i was sexually turned on by him and tried to initiate mutal jo but he pretended to ignore it but i cud see he was prob ok with it.... anyway he was palying a bunch of wierd as smiley cryus songs explaining hoiw shes owned by the devil and shit..... and he was doing some sort of spiritual task by playing this music....... he soon played a summertime sadness cover by mliley then i showed him the lana version..... the live itunes vewrsion he didnt comment on it but he didnt show much itnerested altyhoiugh he allowed the whole song 2 play which is not his personality esepcially when drunk and high...... so those 2 nights were my only cointact with him before eventually moving in with him hee was obssed with a demon in his head of a kid who he provoked into commiutting suicide by exposing his lies to his girflfriend - he was in the hospital for alcohol induced psyschosis when he found out the kid klilled himself.... he instantly started hearing a voiuce of him... i didnt learn thius until i moved in with him... this shit allowed him 2 go on disablity whivh paid rent so allowed me 2 live worry free... we shared a tiny basement bachelor for 2 months before moving 2 a really nice apartment| -instantly everything starts falling apart.... the kid directly above us started always coming down tih weed..... i didsnt like him i started staying in my room... without my support he started going too crazy..... and his mom ended up itnervening with blackmailing him that shot day after the new era of gambligna nd cahsing out like our past........ it was like going fullspeed into a bnrick wall.... the meds amde him crazy and paranoid and we were off and on movi89ng around/together tryiung 2 break the lease..... i was genuinely worried about him going into the world oin hiis own and at the same time he was the eprfect roommate... eventually i was forced out and movewd upstairs with the crteepy kid.... ev ereything is about 2 be done new p0plabout 2 sign thne lease.... minutes before it happens he messages me saying he wants 2 live with me..... now rewind about a month;;;the upstaiurs kids neighbour knocked on door and i answered he passed me a bag of meth for 20$ loan.. (my first time seeing meth since that crazy night years ago) now ever since the dfay i moved in with this kid,... i was instantly re hooked on lana del rey.. he wouyld pklay summertime sadness everyday full blast mixed in with his other select repeated ganmgster songs.... this directly caused me to get back into lana just because the subcocnious realizitiomn of how this si too wierd to be real//... now my friend adam is rarely seen ever since moved away from him.. he super lazy ... he slowly got into heroin and opiates... started with eatinfg poppy bark or poppy bulbs whatevcer... he had no way of getting it except online but no monmey..... i was his oly money source... during his slow vbery slow heroin habbit growing... lana wrrites an album ultraviolence referencing heroin in the first song ni extreme way...... now the day of the meth klnock at door... it was payday the only day every 2 weeks when i had cash.... also just so happened that courtney love released a new sontg called miss narcissist.. i listened 2 it repeat all night on meth... then ranteds oin her official facebook for hours and hours aboiut all my theories of her ylrics n shit, my very controvercial ones these very theories got her attenmtionn i beleive in 2005 and she befriended me via my yt channel on a fake account she sent me 2 songs acoustic standupmother fuckere and elft in the dark i instantly leaked the song to my friends in the courtney world and on her official site| she then closed her site and wrote scathing blog directed at me its as if i8 was supposed 2 know it was her buyt she couldnt directtly say it bcuz my theories were so farfetched yet real....... in 2005 she ahd no fans no record label and i ordered 300$ worth of bootleggs from her fansite.... the owner of that fansite later ecome courtneys opfficial web person ........ now i got sent those 2 songs cuz i reqwuiested lyrics to stand up mother fuycker and she posted them a day later...... and i wouyld praise her 2004 album when everyone hated it... i even go9t a tatoo with the album art... anyway im 100% convinced courtney felt extremely betreyaed and stupoiud over trusting me........ however lets say we did become friends this whole lana thing prob wuddda never happenened... now during the time i have boycitted both courtney and lana .......... lana performeds her most epic perfrormance of nirvanas heart shaped box.....most eopic vocals ever as if to get courtneys ettention and joni forces with her there first tweets were about courtneys pussy (a year or 2 after her pussy cola song < and courtneysd rare drown soda song about rape i was very intrigued by these connections but dint go to deep into them UNTIL after moving back in with my roomm=ate hours b4 new ppl took voer our lease... a meth habit developed... i was in the middle of watching the tv show LOST.... i develop a theory about charlie manson/lanadel rey/ and bob dylan while on meth it was a way 23 explain her extreme emotionm in her songs and realizi8ng its not of thism world and she must be a time traveller... id always beleived in tyiemt ravel but never got into9 the itnernet theorties of it........ now the enxt day i find out the show losty is about time travel.......... it was perfectly aligned with my newfound meth theory......... my freiend adam started coming over alot... and my room,mate was feeling more and more hoopless and withdrawn .. as he was fallingi was rising.... its like all the crazy shit he talked about for thoise first 2 months were prepping me like foreshadoiwng..... i had made sense of my whole life....... i was not addicted i was holding a job and i was so happy suddenly lana releaseda new album honeymoon time travel references in there also im like WHOA im actually probly right or onto something......... i listen obsessively i develoip new theories and have extremer revelations.... the mild research i did in my past was like just enuf to not have 2 much infleunce onm ym creatiivty........ eventually one day i decide to shoot into my veins after about 3 months of light meth use...... i always told ppl i was avign veins foir marriage ... my junky friends anyway i got so high and did the same odl same old theory disciussionh with adam... it must oif made roommate super depressed....... a month before this injkectrion this happened : when first moved in i boughthim wrestling game for xbox... he loved it it was perfect game..... i kinda started liking it to... we stiopped palying basicallyu after new apartment.,. cuz i got busy with habbo and lana and adam and just thot he was fine now when iu moved back in with hjim he stopped demanding all my money he became really docile he asked me to buy him a new xbox so i did and the enw wrestling he hated it iot broke his heart and the old one was filled with glitchers and buullshit and i sold it before he cuyd switch abck either way...... but one night me him and adfam were chilling........... he said play some nirvana there was a rap song on new mwrestling mentioning kurt cobain this inspired my roommate 2 say that instantly i realized a missing link] how the fucking fuck did i never read nirvana lyrics i had extremely well thot out theories of hole lyrics proving she murdered him and would always try preahci it to ppl and receiving hate somehow that girl was not turned off by these theoriues proving it was divine interventuion for her 2 show me lana.. iif she was in control she woulda bloicked me for talking like that... she doesnt put up with that shit ever but for me she did........ now i go look up nirvana lyrics;.... in utero was my fave album but cud hardly hear the lyrics after 1 read i was mind blown i had an instant revelation that he purposellpy made his wife look like a murdeerer now born to die and in uteori.... lanas whole thing is about an updated form of buddhism zen that she created or that shes trying to present just so haoppens nirvana is a buddhist term.. courtney mentions buddhism alot but i never went deep into buddhism..... i call this a block.... my destiny required my vieews of buddhismk to not be distorted until this realizition...... this also acts as a filter to prevent too many ppl from discoering this to makew sure it doiesnt go mainstrream......... the hollywood elite is completye opposite of this message and they are into cointrol and poiwer....... i am the one who was born toi inherit this i was so fuckli9ng mindblown that night loife was perfect when the excitiement died diown my roommate was staring out window asking us if that was a ufo in the sky.... he loved watching ufo docs and steven greer vids since i was high i overdramatized the situation andf went ontop balcony...... i natgurally looked for the moon... the album name honeymoon and shit....... so i had 2 lean over balcony to see moon on other side o9f building... i exaggerated about a spiral shape infront oif moion by clouds... we all 3 of us went downstairs and outside 2 look........ it was no big deal but we just were in the mood for star gazing i guess... my roommate whio sparked this went inside after 3 or 5 minutes... me and adam stayed outside longer and we saw a fucking triangle ufo fly across the sky..... with 3 red dots.... it was a sign that the realiztion to incorprorate nirvana lyrics was not an accident... it was a force of nature.... my friend advised not 2 tell anyone but i cudnt resist i told my reoommate he prob was annoyed and didnt beleive it.... and prob thot i was mocking him........ i was so grateufl for him...... without his being there i may have gone my whole life missing this kley knowlwedge..... it was the day aftyer boxing day and it kinda reminded me of rudolph and my odl theories about shrooms and santa and easter and shit......... now back 2 the day of my first injection in utero songs had lyrics about needles linking to one of my fave hole songs "use once and destroy" never realized til that day what the song was referencing but this additiion was the perfect compoliument to my 10 year long theories.... i fully beleive if i analyzed both of their lyrics atr the dsame time like any normal person would who was obsessed,..... thats why i fell for queen then 3 blonds in a row then avril lavgine came out i saw her vidoe premier album called elt go i was hooked i felt so cool i realize now the album, and shit has pure buddhism zen meaning but very watered doiwn as if to trap the majority of ppl my age my path the date of my birth makes me one of the candidtates to inherit this i beleive avril lavigne was meant 2 hook anyone who had a similar path as me and similar taste and if the future already happened they would know the formula to lure me... i spent less than a year on that album before discovering courtney courtney was not easy to discover she was never on tv in a positive light my current best friuend who was the longtiume best friend of the kid who got me into my firs singer xtina aguilera he was ditched by the popular kids and became my friend... he told me courtney love sucked so i didnt bother looking into her... i saw her on a vh1 speciial a clip of her song ...... but soon after a new nirvana song was released by courtney on the black album gbreatest hits with 1 one un released song was "you know your right" think of me looking back in 2015 after my reveklations after hardly ever lsitening 2 nirvana the song that sparked it all was the only new nirvana song released officially with a music video and shit since he died i loved nirvana like no other band... which is strange cyuz there was alot of catchyu rock bands all over the music channel now i realize it was my stepping stone to courtneyu just so happens same producer linda parry did christina aguileras albums too christinas first ever song was for disney called reflections which was a trip because a few days before the ufo sighting courtney and christinma guilera played a private concert 1 song each and no1 else jsut them 2 i was like woah then the song choice for courtney was radio heads creep this was right after my theory about lana del reys use of the word radio as in dna receiver transmitter and maybe mushrooms shaoped like satelites lana had a song called radio mentioing sugar venom on first album one of my few early itneresting things with lana...... i never thot she was behind it tho... i just observe.. now gettiung back 2 the injection...... i felt like i had won the game of life the injection felt symbolic like a reward for linkinh the nirvana lyrics to my mind i felt so happy the following day...... lanas music video for freak comes out that day shows her dropping acid i had been talking like crazy about how acid could be behind it all... the fact me and courtney both did it as our first drugs.... well courtney gave lana a run for her money/.... courtney was playing fleetwood mac fest the same day as video release (not 2 mention they toured together for a summer andf were supposed 2 play toronto but it got cancalled or it never went on sale... it was on the website tho for upcoming....... i had missed courtney over 6 times now when i first discovered her i never thot she wud even do another tour but she did many.... and kept getting better holes final album was 2010 lanas first unreleased album under her current name was nevada same year nevada and nirvana sound so similar and she refrenced nirvana directky in a soong now my dream of charlie manson where he finished my sentence while in an icecream restaurant or somehting like that... that dream inspired my fiend adam 2 show me mansons music/.... it was very peaceful lyrics and my theory that lana is secretly singing to charlie manson was multiplied....... it now made me think manson was locked up because he changed the world ahjead of schedule//// he got famous and brought peace with his message...... his acid inspired knowledge...... now my theory was bob dylan was uysed 2 replace manson.... as a way 2 not create a riff in our precious timeline...... bob dylan was like a encoding system to keep anyone from receiving charlie mansns message indirectly or subconciously from the remains it leave sbehind........ if time travel is real and u go back and wipe out the world biggest roickstar... it must be replaced by something that will capture the same human emoption ....... it was probably a decade long project creating bob dylan.......... if courtney and lana are fighting for manson........ it is perfect camouflage....... make it really obivous to only 1 person.... let the evidence grow and grow... have top superstars as the key focal points.... but make it so u have 2 beleive courtneys and killer and alo respect her and also have a deep conenction to lana del rey.............this made me feel like a chosen one......... now courtney sang silver springs at fleetwood mac fest my favorujtie fucking sonmg ffinally i was convinced the timing cant be real the similar opening lines of both songs the fact courtneys previous attempts to lure me with recorded songs failed miss narcissist was perfect for right before the new tour with lana it reignited my passion for courtneys lyrics killer radio was not released foir moinths later not til after honeymoon.. it blew myt mind| thje beautiful were born ugly play it on the killer radio was choris no imagine me dwelling on the albums themes all about birth and death.. and lana advancving it into light and science and time travel this was the perfect line for a pat on the back foir me....... all her album titles hint at birth or death aloing with beauty pretty on mthe isnide live through this celebrity skin nirvana nevermind and inutero... nevermind shows baby chasing money americaqs sweetheart drifted off from the program and it showed her almost die almostget crushed publicly its as if she was sick of living in the past and wrote a rly smart as punk album under her it all unfolded right atfer i disocvered her too i defended her like crazy i loved her with a passion...... i never really had a good reason tho until 2015 whether i was crazy or i was right i reached a state of permanenet happiness all as my roommate was getting sucked unmder now its feb 10th my buddy adam comes over we cookl a roast and hjave some drinks we watch a 10 hour vid called hidden knowledge aor ancient knowledge then i discovered astrotheology i watched his vids all weekend he proved the meaning of the stars and how we are all connectred.. he scientifcally provewd eveyrhting my roommate would makle up i was lookinm forward 2 showing him i assumed he was at his moms but on my bday his mom comes 2 my work and says ehs missing my roommate dissapeared the day after the 2 most extreme music events happened its almost like i had it 2 good... now that i figured everything out the universe had 2 test me he dissapeared without a trace making me a suspect i was unphased by it i beleived in my shit and i beleive this was a test to se how i handle it i cashed out 2,000 gave 2 adam secured a new apartment i was beating the odds based on my past' i was not letting the magic get 2 my head either next apartment was a repeat of first apartment... lasted exactly 4 months if you include the previous month at old apartment alonew (4 month alone) like before meeting my roommate a year ago this came right after mr astrotheollogy taught about rotations of earth and year cycles it was too crazy 2 be real so my friend fixed me a phone i put every lanba song on it]i move bakc downtown and my buddy adma never came over again hhe was 2 lazy thios comes after my epic journey with him i thot he wud be over everyday but it had 2 happen this way ...... what r odds of the timing 1 year then 4 months then i move bcuz i go broke form gambling pafter i give my noti8ce to move i win again i gave my buddy the money i moved again 2 a new place i broke the cycle i moved in to 6th ave.. my 6th apartment first move that seems 2 be non relevant to my previous onshared with 2 roommates i dont talk 2 them once... i become scared of being seen flashback 2 my parents basement but the knowledge lingered in me and was in my ear all the time no drugs at all since the day he dissapeared\ now beautiful people beautiful problems is FOR Me stevie nicks also did a cameo in am,ericna horror story which the first season i watched had main character named lana] about an insane asylum where my roomate belongs so stevie being on ther only tv i watched from styaryt 2 finish ]that is non related 2 the theme ofd ewnd of the world type shit i stoipped tv in 2008 i slowly started watching tv shows again starting with walking dead atfer habbo gaved me entflix trial i watched more shoiws of same theme revolution wass my fave got cancelled my fave charactewr from rvolution was on loist she came into the show when the time travel aspect announced...happens 2 be a blkonmde female the fact iu abruptyly woke up when she first appeared... originanly i wud sleep thru msot of the first 2 seasons if not for my roommates xbox and entflix i wudda never watched that show which is a huge chunk of evidence that im livinjg an agenda whether natural manmade or scientifcally cvrafted\ 6 Quote ???, ????????? 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Ultra Violet 18,853 Posted August 3, 2017 this song sounds like a poorly aged alvin from alvin and the chipmunks(stevie) is singing a duet with a poorly aged casper the friendly ghost(lana) You better see the doctor about your ear infection before it gets worse 5 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
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