Sighs of a Torn Soul

this specific song from lana is my mantra, including change and ride. my life has been so messed up, and I'm feeling so lost in the world around me. these songs help me keep my focus and understand that I am the best I can be. I can try, and if it doesn't work, that's fine. I take what I have in my hands for now and try again.
 

this specific song from lana is my mantra, including change and ride. my life has been so messed up, and I'm feeling so lost in the world around me. these songs help me keep my focus and understand that I am the best I can be. I can try, and if it doesn't work, that's fine. I take what I have in my hands for now and try again.
 

Her drug use isn't just speculated about

If Lana did d drugs as speculated (meth and yayo) the timeline would put her drug days in her trailer park/ Lizzy g era, I think it's a no brainer she did some hard meth and yayo, she makes it blatantly obvious in her songs, and hints are dropped in numerous videos >.< plus I reckon she got her nose job because of the drug abuse... It all adds up

My Favorite Lana photos have to be ones she's taken herself at her house/at the trailer park? I can never seem to find any like these.. and the ones i do find i have saved, anyone have any pictures like these they would like to share :3

Agreed about it being a very sad song. There's always comfort in denial.

SO TRUE BESTIE 

SCREAMIN BLACK LIVES MATTER IN THE CROWD! 
 

this specific song from lana is my mantra, including change and ride. my life has been so messed up, and I'm feeling so lost in the world around me. these songs help me keep my focus and understand that I am the best I can be. I can try, and if it doesn't work, that's fine. I take what I have in my hands for now and try again.
 

Impossible!
 
Any favourite of mine today will be different tomorrow.

Without You or Dark Paradise

I can't believe no one has ever made this thread, so if there is already one, let me know. Anyways here you can state your favorite Lana song(s). This can be from any era, released or unreleased, or when she was using a different name.
 
Mine is National Anthem.

Normally, people don't say "getting clean" about drinking, and if I remember correctly, the youtube comment was in response to someone talking about their experience with meth. Also, she said she hadn't had a drink for 10 years (something like that, I can't remember exactly) so she wouldn't be drinking in her trailer park days.

I think by saying she got clean, she meant drinking...
 
And for all of you talking about doing coke, please NEVER do it. I'm nearly 15 and have had an addiction for the past few months. The high isn't that great, it's the awful comedown that makes you do it over and over.
I doubt she was buying drugs if she apparently couldn't afford Cocoa Puffs - that shit is EXPENSIVE.

Makes a lot of sense, if you consider lyrically "I know I go go dance, but I do it for kicks" and "I do them drugs to stop the f-food cravings"

alcoholics tend to have a bloated look about their faces, it usually shows the worst in people middle aged and older, but if Lindsay is really drinking that heavily it would show. she def has that swollen under-chin thing going on

It is possible. The media really is hurting her as are her parents. Her father's an addict and has been to prison multiple times and I don't know what's wrong with her mother. Lindsay actually seems pretty nice to me, why don't you think she is?

I think Lana's bleached blond hair makes her look more haggard. My brother once lost a football bet and had to bleache his hair. He looked just like a slum cocaine dealer for a week.

She's been drinking like 2 litres of vodka a day lately because of the stress the media had caused her.

I think she's mainly an alcoholic though.

Thanks! I always wonder there are so many jokes about Craig list

She said she stopped drinking at 18. My opinion, is that she started experimenting and did her hard core drug use when she was younger, in Carmen she says "only 17 but she walks the streets so mean" and boarding school "I'm in the back doing crack", and then after she figured out what she liked.
I personally think she was never broke, even in the trailer park,especially because that was when her boyfriend started getting famous. I feel like most of the whole being broke stuff, was an experience thing, she wanted to know what it felt like to live in a trailer park and be a gogo dancer, but she knew she could always go back to her father if she needed to.
I think she was doing drug in her trailer park days because of her weight, you can definitely tell in the pictures that she had lost a lot of weight then. Probably mostly cocaine and meth, but you can't tell for sure which one.

I was born baaad
 
I should really stop no encouragement, while I look fine on the outside I've certainly noticed mental changes ect.
I somehow really enjoy the idea of a gogo dancer Lana.. Can't tell you how much I'd pay for THAT lap dance
I probably think the bulk of her drug use was during her high school days, which is the case of quite a few of people, but I do think it continued into her trailer park days? Just because of how drugged she looks (or looks like she's been doing them) in her trailer park photos
 
I nevaaaaa have to work coz am daddy is richhhh,
I always wondered about that line because do you think even if she herself was poor and gogo dancing, she had a rich boyfriend? I always put it together that her and jimmy were probably together around that time, and by the sounds of things he was in rehab ? Making me doubt he would be rich,

that's true, but surely she would of had to of had complete facial reconstruction? and i'm sorry but there's no way that she has. she's most likely had something done to her nose and lips but everything else is the same.