Deadly Nightshade

I don't give a fuck anymore I'm skipping school tomorrow. Listening to COCC will be the first thing I'll do

I'm going to listen to the album tomorrow morning in my garden. It's probably still dark outside bc it's 5am then but I think it'll worth it 

Even though i've already heard it so i wasn't that excited when my vinyl arrived, i think i'm still gonna do what i had originally planned to do tomorrow to celebrate the release. Firstly i've cleaned my vinyl player for the first time in years  And like many others i think i will have a drink in the evening listening to it, i'm excited to hear it on vinyl in it's full form and i'm still secretly hoping for a solo version of Breaking Up Slowly, whether that be on vinyl or on a digital release. 
Anyways happy COCC eve everyone, we really did it! 

So I texted my Grandma back and broke the news to her and she said what a let down with some emojis 

when i see that the album is getting critical acclaim from the reviews:  
 
when i see that all of her past work is being discredited in the reviews:

Gramma said she'll leave the lights on for me
Gramma said the flags are waving for me
Gramma asked me when COCC would be out yet, waiting for me

That would have been so on point 

I'll stop now 

Good morning, still not out in NZ lmao the lack of sleep I got 

In nine hours I shall ascend ❤️ I’m literally panicked with excitment ?

not me spamming twitter with LANA IS COMING like a 14 yo

Ugh, yes! I firmly believe it’s rooted in misogyny, even though in the past I know Lana has said she believes it’s not, noting that women have discredited her too, but I think those women also have internalized misogyny. I have never seen a male artist’s authenticity questioned. Period. People get too wrapped up in the looks of things and never want to look any further than what strikes them instinctually. And sometimes that comes in handy in situations of danger, but in this case it does not. I am beyond happy that Chemtrails is being met with positive reviews, but it’s so easy to see through them. They love her, and then they hate her/hate on previous endeavours of her. Luckily she sees through it all, though! 

I just want to sleep and only wake up once I'm ready to press play on the album 

I just know that Lana’s going to be mad at the times if she reads their review and the line about her trying on several costumes before finding herself.

That would have been so on point 

i cant believe its over in few hours i already listened but i feel like it will be the first time

That would have been so on point 

Omg yes  his music overall is so good and its the kind of music where if you like one song you'll probably like all the other songs 
 
 

I really like his songs cooks and lucy   
I am most definitely going to check out the rest of his music 

Is anyone else slightly put-off by the nature of these reviews? Like yes, it’s amazing that Chemtrails is meeting such critical acclaim, but I really dislike how all these major publications feel the need to discredit her past albums in order to make the case for this one. Good journalism doesn’t need to bash something else in order to make the argument for whatever it is that is being written about. Appreciating Lana’s growth is one thing, but dismissing past albums as “confused” seems like a cop-out. 

so is there quite a few of us who haven't listened yet? (off topic but this gif reminds me of shane dawson, it's the dancing and clothing)
 
 

ALMOST 10 HOURS AWAYYY 

i know ldr8's going to be the most delusional era because i've already convinced myself that ldr8's going to be titled "running with the wolves"
 

 

preparing myself to discuss vinyl colors, flowers, photoshoots all over again for god knows how many months or years 
 

i can't wait for ldr8 pre-release era... i can't wait for all of the excitement & delusion...
 

 
ldr will be titled "running with the wolves"   desert rock masterpiece!