Platinum Greenwich

jesus christ i saw the words "video premiere" and RAN

what era i remember freaking out over hbtb but the rest is a blur

from the end, young like me/quiet now/rock me stable and the lizzy grant demo tape all say hi say hi, boo

yes to heaven, fine china, roses, daytona meth, fordham road and fake diamond all say hi

i f*cking live for this lana x psb IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN

My Song 57

too easy

yaaaaasssss also #leakmysong57

Jesus Christ. I don't even remember Kassidy opening for Lana on the Stockholm date of the Paradise Tour.

anything and everything mertens, for sure -- but i'm not sure which songs were produced by him...

shook christmas eve brought with it love trouble, so this is rly healing -- nice to cry to something other than sirens on repeat for hours #tmi

i'm psyched but 1. i won't be in sweden at the time 2. i'm not a festival kinda person anyway + göteborg is like buttfuck nowhere to my stockholm born-and-bred ass, so...

Lana helped bring out a lot of my latent tendencies, like a genuine preference for older men, and casual misanthropy and/or hand-stapled-to-forehead dramatics when things don't go my way. Things that I didn't dare to embrace before she spoke about them so openly to me. TMI, trigger warning and suchlike -- but without Sirens, I would probably have killed myself three years ago. It was invaluably comforting to know that someone had been through pain as mundane and earth-rending as my own was, at the time. ... A love for strangers. A love for strangers becoming friends, lovers -- and dedication to love itself, its pursuit. I didn't learn what love is through Lana's music, but it was a catalyst for me to find out on my own. We're similarly minded, but not really. It's nice to know that someone out there shares your life values, or the closest anyone'll get to their exactness, anyway. It's interesting to think about. I think association is helped by the fact there's always a Lana song to describe your mood, somehow. I'll go from "Stoplight De-lite" to "Other Woman" and back in the span of thirty minutes.

arlene's grocery 100%

am i the only one who still suspects there's a pin up galore session out there, where the "final" version must have come from?

I'm here to bless y'all eyes. Åmål, AKA Show Me Love: In two words, "schoolgirl lesbians". It's from 1998, but it's like the only LGBT film I know that isn't, like, heartbreaking. I'm gonna link y'all the original Swedish trailer too, even though it's not subbed -- because it conveys the #mood like a million times better, and besides, the English voice-over is all kinds of cheese... (its accolades include slaying titanic in swedish cinemas that year, and basically bein' the OG coming-of-age film in sweden that literally every other coming-of-age film since has copied one-to-one )

Eliminate: Resistance, 1949 (Studio) Immunity: Dance For Money

That's the "Nabokov Whitman" tattoo, no? I don't think she's ever acknowledged any of her (new) tattoos...

that video cleared my pores and gave me a 4.0 gpa

like can we all just agree that "being nice" and "giving us what we want" aren't necessarily the same thing i'm in hospitality school rn and lemme tell ya -- if i were to be rude to a guest while still doing everything exactly the way i was asked to, they'd still dislike me (and very much so, understandably) and give me shit (via my supervisor lol) for it like is that illogical? i thought it was an obvi thing

the melodrama like not to imply anything but maybe we wouldn't have had to countenance a mess of these proportions if only you had done the left-field thing (for an "insider" anyway) and avoided making some character out of yourself to begin with like correct me if you feel i'm wrong for this, but these posts you're making now come across so much more sincere than the ones you were making while you still had us by the collar leaking shit

"every time i hear Nicki say 'shout out to my haters sorry that you couldn’t phase me' i think about how her haters phased her and she deleted her twitter."

"rats" lol this lingo is tired fuck a "short road" ass bitch; how's about a "moral high ground" instead lmfao

honestly who knew what heights a vindictive teenager could reach -- i'm so happy it's turned out this way though yes i'm bitter as fuck and y'all will let me be like i'm 21 and the most lit thing that's happened to me is that one time rob tweeted me back like 2yrs ago (also tostb giving me an unleaked candid that surfaced like two days later anyway rofl)

absolute mess i still want everything that's not from the new album tho