Nectar Of The Puss

This album means more to me than when I have my first child blue banisters is my muse, lifestyle and musical lover that I’ll grow old with till the day I die

I’m going to the guts tour on Monday (second last night of the tour) and the way everyone has completely blown everything out of the water and has made everything so extremely stressful and confusing is killing me I hate concert culture so much

Personally this is a flop to me brat already wasn’t something I would usually listen to so whatever this is has just gone too far out to where I don’t understand it also sympathy is a knife was a half flop the lyrics ate but whatever the actual song was didn’t hit like it couldbe

I’m genuinely fumin over this drama with the dti creator. Like I really don’t give a fuck what they did their game is my whole life and soul nobody can take it away from me. And the girl putting all these allegations on her made the ugliest fucking copy of dti it makes me want to turn feral and gnaw on a 10 foot tree like bro gigi has the better game and you’re a tasteless fuck that COPIES THE DTI OUTFITS BUT WITH UGLY BODIES (not in a fat shaming way they’re just majorly cartoon like sort of like one of those tiny dolls that come on the balls) AND UGLY HAIRS AND A SLOPPY AND BORING RUNWAY/AESTHETIC anyways guys I’m hoping my 3 day ban from roblox helps me get over this but what I’m not over is how I got banned for 3 days. Something that genuinely enrages me is people begging for custom makeup or vip so this person came in saying “day 112 of asking for custom makeup” so I said “should be day 112 of finding a job” like okay I ate then this other girl comes in and said “is this a farming server” so I said “only if you’re in here fatty <3” clocked that bitch but what I actually got banned for was explaining my outfit which was lala land in the “what a waste of a lovely night” scene I’m so done

When I saw her live I felt straight for about 90 minutes

I’m rewatching all the Star Wars movies and ever since Hayden Christensen became ugly I’ve been so uninterested. I’ve never had a celebrity crush but damn that man is fine as fuck idk if I wanna be him, be with him or be in him.

I’ve never been so desperate for help but to anyone that went to the guts tour was it worth it? I have vip ga so I would be really close but I’m way in debt to my parents, I have no real savings and the concert is in Sydney and I live in Brisbane so idk if I can justify that. I could go if I wanted to but idk if it’s the responsible thing to do. If I didn’t go I would be barely in debt to my parents and finally be financially stable (I’m a teenager with a small trust fund so it’s not majorly important but I still wanna save). I really really wanna go because I’ve loved loved loved her since 2021 and even way before when bizzardvark was a thing but she didn’t really sing then so I don’t count it even though it was my favourite show. I religiously need to see pretty isn’t pretty live and I wanna go so badly but I’ve been so stuck on this for the past week

Wait do we still have faith in this album coming out? I’ve been so out of all Lana stuff lately I feel lol I’m behind

Hands down she deserves AOTY. In my opinion I would like other albums to win but if the voters are actually interested in a work of art they would choose hmhas. The way it’s put together is enough for it to be hung in the louvre.

Deadass if you’re gonna listen to one album in your life listen to bright future. I listened to it the first time yesterday and I swear my frontal lobe has developed. It’s crazy how an album can be so good and a genuine work of art

A very Laufey day is the cutest thing an artist has ever done I’m so excited for tomorrow ALSO I SEE LAUFEY IN 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!

The way “if you don’t want me I’ll just deam you gay” goes for girls and the gays (when they convince themself that a straight guy is gay)

The way Fortnite is constantly downgrading should be studied because how did they go from a unique, creative and engaging game to having the most boring maps, terrible seasons, no storyline whatsoever, whack ass guns and ruined the game after chapter 1. Even when they do the og seasons like last year it was still whack, they changed the map, didn’t bring back all the guns, only had it for a few weeks and it brought in so many more players yet they’re just not doing it once a year and won’t realise that that’s what people actually want. It’s like it was lobotomised that guy that replaced the original creator is doing such a shit job. I only ever play that og map mode and it’s still not even that good also extremely collab obsessed they have no place in battle passes and storyline’s and get the ugly anime fucks out I genuinely try to get any anime person banned when they kill me because they don’t deserve happiness for the amount of anger they put on me

I’m gonna die and run into oncoming traffic with ru Paul’s cook book because GRACIE ANNOUNCED AUSTRALIA DATES!!!!!!! The tickets are so insanely priced going from $80 for good riddance to $150 for the worst seats in the arena. Gracie is my favourite CAPITALIST💜

I saw Madison last night and I think it was one of the most life altering nights of my life. I was vip which had soundcheck and a q&a and it makes me so sad how people hate her so much. She sat down and was the most genuine person I’ve ever encountered it sounds stupid but it felt like listening to a friend. She talked about all the hate and how she never wants any of it and recently people have been comparing her to other artists like Sabrina and how Sabrina should be allowed to have her moment and shine and let Madison be Madison. She said that she doesn’t care if people call her a flop because she makes music for herself and for her fans. I went alone and I swear Madison looked at me well over 10 times. She pointed at me during “nothing matters but you” which is a song for the fans and I’ve never cried in a concert let alone cry over something that wasn’t sadness or pain and I was bawling like a baby for so long after. Also personally this is controversial but because I was so close and the q&a it was the best concert I’ve been to, even better than eras it just felt so much more personal and amazing. this girl genuinely deserves the best the way people perceive her is so deeply foul and disgusting and the narrative of her being problematic and mean is so out of this world. also some things she said in the q&a was that she’s definitely not going anywhere just a normal break that an artist would have after finishing up an era. She has 1 song that’s definitely on the next album that she really likes and it starts with an f. She wants to make a beauty and fragrance lien. The fragrance line would be perfumes and candles with a vanilla woody scent but less sweet.

Lowkey sad it’s going into summer now I just wanna bake cookies and listen to Laufey on a rainy day also I’m seeing her in like 2-3 weeks in SEVENTH ROW!!!! I’m so excited I’m gonna die also the Laufey book club is coming to Brisbane so I will be dragging someone along with me to go

So thankful to be able to have a short n sweet summer in Australia

I’m ready!

This is the worst news of my life Costco chain was my favourite line

Billie’s guess feature is a massive flop to me. The vision is great the lyrics too but Billie brought down the vibe so much. I always listen to Lorde and Addison features but I just can’t with Billie’s

I fear she ate

Blue Banisters re release (didn’t get its praise and recognition that it deserves the first time)

If I was I girl I would spend my whole life savings getting exact recreations of all the eras outfits so I can do my own shows for myself. I want to get an Evermore cape for the shits and gigs also my cardigan came today and it’s so perfect I genuinely don’t know how I ever lived without it last thing but not trying to start anything at all but I just wish people could not try and bring Taylor into everything it seems so insecure idk if that’s the right wording but she doesn’t have a place in all these conversations it’s unnecessary and at this point obsessive

I shouldn’t be clowning because it’s against my morals as I don’t want to move on from TTPD era but I’m bored and have nothing else to do. I have been loving rep more than usual lately and especially debut which will 100% get the recognition it deserves it’s so good just the vocals aren’t there like with fearless stolen version

I love it but I also hate it billie should’ve been great but it was just good. First of all why does it sound like she’s recording it with Lana’s beat up phone whilst she’s stoned??? The lyrics were pretty mid but would’ve been perfect if Billie put a little more anything into it since she gave the bare minimum. I love love love Billie but idk why I just hate it so much. I love charlis part tho and the collab was nice to see not to hear