annedauphine

K so I'm coming back home, I'm strongly apologize bc I'm writing this getting incredibly hammered, basically she arrived 30mins late and stayed 2H LONGER. THIS GURL. SO GENEROUS. ANd she spent like not much time at all w me bc I was extremely stressed and I arrived and gave her the flowers and asked how she was doing and she said I'm excited! and her mascara was on point and I was hypnotised by her tattoos and hearing her laugh made me fucking pass out and she asked me where I was from n I said Paris and she said oooooh and then she asked my name and I had to show that I had written it on my arm bc I can't spell and SHE MISPELLED IT HAHAHA. I don't mind at all it's so cute she wrote Anne-Daphine instead of Anne-Dauphine. n these security fuckers were pressing us as f and so I only had the time to ask her for a kiss and I think she thought she wanted me to get a pic of it and I could only get one pic (but motherfuckers got at least 10...............................) so she took my ipod and took the pic but took it like one millisecond before.... THIS BINCH...... and so many people had so many more stuff, I HATE MYSELF for not bringing my UV and BTD vinyls, at least she got my letter and the drawing from boywonder, I wish I had more time, I wish I had another pic, I wish I didn't freaked out, but, whatever, and then I waited 3h with the lovely @@Degenerate and we saw her go away in her car and she's the sweetest and most beautiful woman on earth, she gave a lil girl who gave her a drawing a vinyl to sign it and said she paid for it
 
I'm 9656897% more in love with her than I was before, she's the first girl I asked and she didn't rejected me and I swear to God that made the Earth that I will never unstan, I love her for real, full homo, full love as fuck, full I'd die for you if you only blinked, full I'm dedicating my entire life to you now, full you're the only reason I didn't killed myself because I heard Next To Me and it changed my mind

K so I'm coming back home, I'm strongly apologize bc I'm writing this getting incredibly hammered, basically she arrived 30mins late and stayed 2H LONGER. THIS GURL. SO GENEROUS. ANd she spent like not much time at all w me bc I was extremely stressed and I arrived and gave her the flowers and asked how she was doing and she said I'm excited! and her mascara was on point and I was hypnotised by her tattoos and hearing her laugh made me fucking pass out and she asked me where I was from n I said Paris and she said oooooh and then she asked my name and I had to show that I had written it on my arm bc I can't spell and SHE MISPELLED IT HAHAHA. I don't mind at all it's so cute she wrote Anne-Daphine instead of Anne-Dauphine. n these security fuckers were pressing us as f and so I only had the time to ask her for a kiss and I think she thought she wanted me to get a pic of it and I could only get one pic (but motherfuckers got at least 10...............................) so she took my ipod and took the pic but took it like one millisecond before.... THIS BINCH...... and so many people had so many more stuff, I HATE MYSELF for not bringing my UV and BTD vinyls, at least she got my letter and the drawing from boywonder, I wish I had more time, I wish I had another pic, I wish I didn't freaked out, but, whatever, and then I waited 3h with the lovely @@Degenerate and we saw her go away in her car and she's the sweetest and most beautiful woman on earth, she gave a lil girl who gave her a drawing a vinyl to sign it and said she paid for it
 
I'm 9656897% more in love with her than I was before, she's the first girl I asked and she didn't rejected me and I swear to God that made the Earth that I will never unstan, I love her for real, full homo, full love as fuck, full I'd die for you if you only blinked, full I'm dedicating my entire life to you now, full you're the only reason I didn't killed myself because I heard Next To Me and it changed my mind

High By The Beach is my bop! and one of my favorites off Honeymoon

K so I'm coming back home, I'm strongly apologize bc I'm writing this getting incredibly hammered, basically she arrived 30mins late and stayed 2H LONGER. THIS GURL. SO GENEROUS. ANd she spent like not much time at all w me bc I was extremely stressed and I arrived and gave her the flowers and asked how she was doing and she said I'm excited! and her mascara was on point and I was hypnotised by her tattoos and hearing her laugh made me fucking pass out and she asked me where I was from n I said Paris and she said oooooh and then she asked my name and I had to show that I had written it on my arm bc I can't spell and SHE MISPELLED IT HAHAHA. I don't mind at all it's so cute she wrote Anne-Daphine instead of Anne-Dauphine. n these security fuckers were pressing us as f and so I only had the time to ask her for a kiss and I think she thought she wanted me to get a pic of it and I could only get one pic (but motherfuckers got at least 10...............................) so she took my ipod and took the pic but took it like one millisecond before.... THIS BINCH...... and so many people had so many more stuff, I HATE MYSELF for not bringing my UV and BTD vinyls, at least she got my letter and the drawing from boywonder, I wish I had more time, I wish I had another pic, I wish I didn't freaked out, but, whatever, and then I waited 3h with the lovely @@Degenerate and we saw her go away in her car and she's the sweetest and most beautiful woman on earth, she gave a lil girl who gave her a drawing a vinyl to sign it and said she paid for it
 
I'm 9656897% more in love with her than I was before, she's the first girl I asked and she didn't rejected me and I swear to God that made the Earth that I will never unstan, I love her for real, full homo, full love as fuck, full I'd die for you if you only blinked, full I'm dedicating my entire life to you now, full you're the only reason I didn't killed myself because I heard Next To Me and it changed my mind

I don't mind if it means I got tha binch oh my God I love her so much literally 99.9% of my time here is spent trying hard not scream my eternal adoration look at this lil cutie pie she's the most beautiful when she's in love candids from this day make me extremely happy

Tbh if it's not what she implied I'm gonna be really astonished. This and "dying by the hand of a foreign man happily" this whole album is incredibly evocative in the best possible way

I know but I'm torn between hating myself for not having took a video when everyone did bc of the security guards, hating myself for letting her take a pic and not a video when I could have, and feeling bad for not appreciating my luck enough. I'm really hangover
 
I do am proud! I really thought she wouldn't and it was sooooo awkward but still. Not much for what happened with me. All I remember afterwards is that I went outside and cried my eyes out on the floor, literally never cried that much, there was like 200 people watching me having the biggest breakdown ever because I had just realize. It took me like fifteen minutes and then I screamed I'M SO HAPPY about a hundred times I can't believe it's real. But mostly people were crying and looking happy and showing pics. And bitches outside were screaming LANAAAA super loud each time the door opened which I thought was super rude and a disgusting attitude for those who were inside and especially for Lana herself who kept looking outside and stuff. But she laughed a lot even though not w me cause I was too overwhelmed to say anything worthy and I know she wrote Life Imitates Art on a fan so she can have it tattooed
 
Edit: oh and I also forgot, when I gave her the flowers she said "oh an hydrangea!" jaksjakljs I was so fucking stressed

HONEYMOON

SALVATORE 
 
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BoWgTxXeAA[/YOUTUBE] 

I know but I'm torn between hating myself for not having took a video when everyone did bc of the security guards, hating myself for letting her take a pic and not a video when I could have, and feeling bad for not appreciating my luck enough. I'm really hangover
 
I do am proud! I really thought she wouldn't and it was sooooo awkward but still. Not much for what happened with me. All I remember afterwards is that I went outside and cried my eyes out on the floor, literally never cried that much, there was like 200 people watching me having the biggest breakdown ever because I had just realize. It took me like fifteen minutes and then I screamed I'M SO HAPPY about a hundred times I can't believe it's real. But mostly people were crying and looking happy and showing pics. And bitches outside were screaming LANAAAA super loud each time the door opened which I thought was super rude and a disgusting attitude for those who were inside and especially for Lana herself who kept looking outside and stuff. But she laughed a lot even though not w me cause I was too overwhelmed to say anything worthy and I know she wrote Life Imitates Art on a fan so she can have it tattooed
 
Edit: oh and I also forgot, when I gave her the flowers she said "oh an hydrangea!" jaksjakljs I was so fucking stressed

I know but I'm torn between hating myself for not having took a video when everyone did bc of the security guards, hating myself for letting her take a pic and not a video when I could have, and feeling bad for not appreciating my luck enough. I'm really hangover
 
I do am proud! I really thought she wouldn't and it was sooooo awkward but still. Not much for what happened with me. All I remember afterwards is that I went outside and cried my eyes out on the floor, literally never cried that much, there was like 200 people watching me having the biggest breakdown ever because I had just realize. It took me like fifteen minutes and then I screamed I'M SO HAPPY about a hundred times I can't believe it's real. But mostly people were crying and looking happy and showing pics. And bitches outside were screaming LANAAAA super loud each time the door opened which I thought was super rude and a disgusting attitude for those who were inside and especially for Lana herself who kept looking outside and stuff. But she laughed a lot even though not w me cause I was too overwhelmed to say anything worthy and I know she wrote Life Imitates Art on a fan so she can have it tattooed
 
Edit: oh and I also forgot, when I gave her the flowers she said "oh an hydrangea!" jaksjakljs I was so fucking stressed

I'm having post-meeting depression I want to die I love her too much. I've never been this in love I feel like I'm living one of her songs. I'm so fucking sad because she stayed too hours but security still pressed me so I couldn't tell her what I really wanted or have another pic when some people took all their vinyls and got them signed because she's too sweet and generous, even some magazines. I don't want to sound ungrateful because I truly am absolutely astonished that the first girl I've ever kissed was her but I think it could have been ever better and for some reasons I really hate myself real bad for being this ugly and insignificant when she's the most perfect thing that ever existed, I feel like this could have been so much better if I had balls and wasn't this ugly and shy fuck

I'm very glad I'm not the only one to think of that!!! And yeah, I was afraid to be this bold, but I absolutely agree and it makes complete sense. I feel like Lana is more and more losing her chill regarding her innuendos, but that may be a figment of my thirsty imagination. I didn't knew that, thank you so much for all your phenomenal work, early shows section is extremely impressive

I'm really blown away by how sultry this album is and uh, being French, the line "dying by the hand of a foreign man happily" reminds me of the expression "la petite mort" which means "the small death" and stands for "orgasm". So, maybe far-fetch and I'm sorry to have to be the one bringing this up haha but this is how I feel now with this in mind: it's the story of a girl that craves for a man because she can't have it, for his fame, for his exoticism, then when she finally have it in the bridge, she simply passes to other priorities, she's playing with him. I love this so much because for once she's not the one being played, she's in control and having the fun of her life.
 
I really think it's my favourite of the record wow

Salvatore is indeed my fav but he still looks like my fucking father I can't like him

I thought that I'd be done with her for a while but the more time passes the more I love her. It's been several days since I first heard the songs and I still am not over them which is surprising considering how easily bored I get and how much I replayed the UO recordings. I know I did a review already but I'm not saying this album is my favourite for nothing. Even if I set aside the fact that I'm desperately madly in love with her own person in the most down-to-earth meaning, in terms of music, I strongly think it's the best album I've heard yet. I don't really like to watch movies, I think that I'm getting more emotion with music, but Honeymoon is extremely visual so it's the best of both worlds. Each song is even more pictural and atmospheric than in UV. Her vocals are flawless, the bit I have right now in mind is TBD's bridge for instance. I can't talk about each song individually like some do for some reasons, as I consider HM to be really like a movie with some chapters. I'm extremely thankful for the images and inspiration it brings me. I have fantasies of exactly what she described of what she recalled of making the album. Late night car drives, long beach walks drinking from the bottle, passing the night in a modest motel, stopping for a coffee in early mornings and buying fresh flowers, really this kind of typical american beat dream but in today's world, mixed with exotic recollections of summer holidays in the wildest parts of Italy, I don't even know, each song is a like a cohesive part of a puzzle representing Lana's soul and mine by extension. I hate how being a Lana stan is considered hipster or ~tumblr because it's actually enormously deep and beautiful, not just a white girl aesthetic or something. I love everything that makes her, I love the fact that she loves jazz even though I don't like it myself, I don't know how some people can even care about if she's fake or not, I'm myself so blatantly true and I can recognize when someone is too, I love how so much things in her are coherent and how happy and proud she is of this album because I have the intimate conviction it's her most personal sonically, even if it doesn't have the disarming rawness of UV, I remember I already had this feeling when she started to show everyone on instagram, it feels more herself than the others because it's like each part that helped her make it is itself a part of Lana, it's not just work, they are her friends and she was very involved. I don't mind the cheesiness of the lyrics. I feel like the production choices, the melodies, how much the vocals are improved, and how much it seems to mirror Lana, are what makes Honeymoon the album with the best overall quality that I have personally ever came across.
 
I think it's fair in order to appreciate this album a maximum to also talk about what could have been even better, as anyway I'm not Lana so there will of course be some things I respectfully disagree with. For example as always her favourite songs are the ones I appreciate the less and Terrence Loves You makes me emotional in an uncomfortable way, so does Honeymoon. I also disagree with the fact that honeymoon is the best title for this album, even though I must admit that it represents the record well in its entirety. I love Chuck's photography, but I do not think that the cover represents the album the best. It's not that I have something better in mind, I just never thought Lana's covers were the most powerful ones.

What nobody was waiting for - my kinda review:
 
 

K so I'm coming back home, I'm strongly apologize bc I'm writing this getting incredibly hammered, basically she arrived 30mins late and stayed 2H LONGER. THIS GURL. SO GENEROUS. ANd she spent like not much time at all w me bc I was extremely stressed and I arrived and gave her the flowers and asked how she was doing and she said I'm excited! and her mascara was on point and I was hypnotised by her tattoos and hearing her laugh made me fucking pass out and she asked me where I was from n I said Paris and she said oooooh and then she asked my name and I had to show that I had written it on my arm bc I can't spell and SHE MISPELLED IT HAHAHA. I don't mind at all it's so cute she wrote Anne-Daphine instead of Anne-Dauphine. n these security fuckers were pressing us as f and so I only had the time to ask her for a kiss and I think she thought she wanted me to get a pic of it and I could only get one pic (but motherfuckers got at least 10...............................) so she took my ipod and took the pic but took it like one millisecond before.... THIS BINCH...... and so many people had so many more stuff, I HATE MYSELF for not bringing my UV and BTD vinyls, at least she got my letter and the drawing from boywonder, I wish I had more time, I wish I had another pic, I wish I didn't freaked out, but, whatever, and then I waited 3h with the lovely @@Degenerate and we saw her go away in her car and she's the sweetest and most beautiful woman on earth, she gave a lil girl who gave her a drawing a vinyl to sign it and said she paid for it
 
I'm 9656897% more in love with her than I was before, she's the first girl I asked and she didn't rejected me and I swear to God that made the Earth that I will never unstan, I love her for real, full homo, full love as fuck, full I'd die for you if you only blinked, full I'm dedicating my entire life to you now, full you're the only reason I didn't killed myself because I heard Next To Me and it changed my mind

Ditch the italian sausage and write songs about your aggressive manager Lizzy omfg take off your business suit sitting on your lap for my interviewwwww

I'm having post-meeting depression I want to die I love her too much. I've never been this in love I feel like I'm living one of her songs. I'm so fucking sad because she stayed too hours but security still pressed me so I couldn't tell her what I really wanted or have another pic when some people took all their vinyls and got them signed because she's too sweet and generous, even some magazines. I don't want to sound ungrateful because I truly am absolutely astonished that the first girl I've ever kissed was her but I think it could have been ever better and for some reasons I really hate myself real bad for being this ugly and insignificant when she's the most perfect thing that ever existed, I feel like this could have been so much better if I had balls and wasn't this ugly and shy fuck

On Doing “Ride” With Rick Rubin
 
I was writing that Paradise edition, and originally was writing it as a follow-up record, but nobody wanted to release something eight months later. It ended up being a re-release-slash-second edition, and I loved this demo I did with Justin Parker, who I wrote a lot of things with like “Video Games” and “Born to Die,” “National Anthem,” and Ferdy Unger-Hamilton at EMI hated the song. So I think him and Rick had been talking and Rick was like, “What’s going on with Lana? Can she come over, I hear she’s in L.A.” I think I had been over to say “Hi” to him first. Just to say “​hi.” We took a walk in Santa Monica—he takes the same walking route every morning. Then a few weeks later I brought him “Ride,” and he really liked it. Working with him was good, I was still in my old car, my old Mercedes that was barely making it down that hour-and-a-half drive down to Shangri-La Studios in Malibu, and it was really good. He has this sprawling lawn with all these bunnies and palm trees. He was very relaxed. It was good.
 
On the Most Important Person She Ever Shared a Cigarette With  
Probably my manager, who is still my manager, Ben Mawson, over the last four years. He doesn’t smoke anymore, but he used to smoke more than me and drink 12 beers a day. I met him, he told me to just come to London and I did. I just went and met him. I think they were at Shoreditch House, so we went on the roof and had a cigarette. He felt like I was really worried about everything, and he told me that he had a plan and that everything was going to go OK and not to worry. He was very aggressive, and he was such a believer. So probably with Ben, I guess.
 
 
On Making Art Vs. Satisfying the Major Label Machine 
I came in in a unique position in that “Video Games” had so many views, and that was the reason why Jimmy Iovine at Interscope and Ferdy Unger-Hamilton at Polydor had called me on that day and wanted to revisit the record and hear it again.
So I got signed on great terms because the discussions we were having were that it was always going to be my way. I liked coming from this DIY place where if I had a single that they really felt like they wanted to put money behind or promote—I liked knowing it was an option that I could make my own video at home for it, like I did with “Video Games.” Eventually I tired of that, graduated to working with other people. But in that way I was in a really good place after the record was done with its cycle.
I think the label was half-and-half on this record [Ultraviolence] because there were a lot of jazz undertones and West Coast references. I think they were happy that I was happy with it and that I made it. I don’t think they felt like there were singles that could work at radio. And I kind of felt that, because I have such a good relationship with Jimmy and Ferdy. I’ve been working, “working” [makes air quotes], singing, for years. So the people I’m closest with are like my product manager and the video commissioner, because they’re really good girls. The A&R guys—Larry Jackson and John, if I go out at night I probably go out with them. We’re pretty flexible with each other, but it always come down to differences. For example, the bonus tracks on this record I didn’t feel like had any relation to the atmosphere of the record itself. I think iTunes was like, “You would have trouble promoting a record if it didn’t have a deluxe edition,” so, there’s stuff like that.
 
 
http://www.complex.com/music/2015/09/lana-del-rey-interview-outtakes/?utm_campaign=complexmag&utm_source=twitter&utm_medium=social

K so I'm coming back home, I'm strongly apologize bc I'm writing this getting incredibly hammered, basically she arrived 30mins late and stayed 2H LONGER. THIS GURL. SO GENEROUS. ANd she spent like not much time at all w me bc I was extremely stressed and I arrived and gave her the flowers and asked how she was doing and she said I'm excited! and her mascara was on point and I was hypnotised by her tattoos and hearing her laugh made me fucking pass out and she asked me where I was from n I said Paris and she said oooooh and then she asked my name and I had to show that I had written it on my arm bc I can't spell and SHE MISPELLED IT HAHAHA. I don't mind at all it's so cute she wrote Anne-Daphine instead of Anne-Dauphine. n these security fuckers were pressing us as f and so I only had the time to ask her for a kiss and I think she thought she wanted me to get a pic of it and I could only get one pic (but motherfuckers got at least 10...............................) so she took my ipod and took the pic but took it like one millisecond before.... THIS BINCH...... and so many people had so many more stuff, I HATE MYSELF for not bringing my UV and BTD vinyls, at least she got my letter and the drawing from boywonder, I wish I had more time, I wish I had another pic, I wish I didn't freaked out, but, whatever, and then I waited 3h with the lovely @@Degenerate and we saw her go away in her car and she's the sweetest and most beautiful woman on earth, she gave a lil girl who gave her a drawing a vinyl to sign it and said she paid for it
 
I'm 9656897% more in love with her than I was before, she's the first girl I asked and she didn't rejected me and I swear to God that made the Earth that I will never unstan, I love her for real, full homo, full love as fuck, full I'd die for you if you only blinked, full I'm dedicating my entire life to you now, full you're the only reason I didn't killed myself because I heard Next To Me and it changed my mind

Part of me wants it to come asap, and the other part highkey wants her to take some rest. We know that she's always writing anyway and seeing the amount of work she's put in the unreleased and knowing her work ethic I refuse to think that she's the type to slack around. I try to trust her as much as possible, but seeing how these four albums were close to each other, I don't expect it to come that soon. I have absolutely zero expectations regarding the music itself tbh because it's too soon and also she managed to surprise the hell out of me each time since I started stanning and I like to think it's one of her characteristics

Yes, I saw some twinks crying, I heard her laugh a billion times and I slut dropped hard everytime, I'm sorry I'll prolly answer when I'll be less smashe ddI've never been that drunk in my entrei life  I stonrgly apologize

Yes, I saw some twinks crying, I heard her laugh a billion times and I slut dropped hard everytime, I'm sorry I'll prolly answer when I'll be less smashe ddI've never been that drunk in my entrei life  I stonrgly apologize