bigspender 8,368 Posted May 20, 2022 “all i wanted to do was put out my stupid little album that i started writing when i was a teenager and now im getting paraded around in front of people i’ve never met who want to make money off of me and getting told i’m ugly and a man and that i want to be someone i don’t even listen to and there’s a million strangers that i don’t know who need something from me and i’m sick and i’m tired and i’m anxious and i don’t want to do this anymore, i want to change my phone number and go home and get a job at pizza hut and be fucking normal. i hate this shit and i have never been more miserable.” 18 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bigspender 8,368 Posted May 20, 2022 leave her ass alone or i start sh++ting 3 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sulli 420 Posted May 20, 2022 23 minutes ago, bigspender said: “all i wanted to do was put out my stupid little album that i started writing when i was a teenager and now im getting paraded around in front of people i’ve never met who want to make money off of me and getting told i’m ugly and a man and that i want to be someone i don’t even listen to and there’s a million strangers that i don’t know who need something from me and i’m sick and i’m tired and i’m anxious and i don’t want to do this anymore, i want to change my phone number and go home and get a job at pizza hut and be fucking normal. i hate this shit and i have never been more miserable.” did she post this? i feel so bad for her 5 Quote my last.fm <3 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bigspender 8,368 Posted May 20, 2022 12 minutes ago, sulli said: did she post this? i feel so bad for her yes :/ 4 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
annedauphine 36,064 Posted May 20, 2022 I know absolutely nothing about her except the music, I didn’t even know she was transgender, but I’ve listened to her for 6h today and I feel terrible. Why can’t people just enjoy the music and be grateful for it? 8 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lili 3,178 Posted May 20, 2022 48 minutes ago, bigspender said: “all i wanted to do was put out my stupid little album that i started writing when i was a teenager and now im getting paraded around in front of people i’ve never met who want to make money off of me and getting told i’m ugly and a man and that i want to be someone i don’t even listen to and there’s a million strangers that i don’t know who need something from me and i’m sick and i’m tired and i’m anxious and i don’t want to do this anymore, i want to change my phone number and go home and get a job at pizza hut and be fucking normal. i hate this shit and i have never been more miserable.” I swear people are so goddamn miserable that they get off on causing anyone successful misery on the internet. There’s no other explanation for this kind of hatred. 7 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Terrence Loves Me 72,892 Posted May 20, 2022 I feel bad for her but this is just the beginning of what it's like to be in the public eye. I hope she can handle it and won't let this phase her too much. It comes with the territory 12 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
the ocean 67,601 Posted May 20, 2022 2 minutes ago, Terrence Loves Me said: I feel bad for her but this is just the beginning of what it's like to be in the public eye. I hope she can handle it and won't let this phase her too much. It comes with the territory tbh she’s said that she never wanted to be famous in the first place and she regrets even signing the publishing deal 4 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Terrence Loves Me 72,892 Posted May 20, 2022 Just now, avenue said: tbh she’s said that she never wanted to be famous in the first place and she regrets even signing the publishing deal shes not huge so i guess she can always go back to being lowkey easily 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
paradisetropico 7,984 Posted May 20, 2022 4 hours ago, bigspender said: how was she being hateful to her by saying that she deeply respects lana and to compare them is to be disrespectful to both of their art? she’s 100% right i didn’t see that? i saw her saying something else but that makes me happy cuz they should collab! 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bluechemtrails 27,338 Posted May 20, 2022 42 minutes ago, avenue said: tbh she’s said that she never wanted to be famous in the first place and she regrets even signing the publishing deal I eat this up, but she has the potential to become the next Taylor or Lana if she wants. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
takeitdoen 10,629 Posted May 21, 2022 Hello everyone, this thread is going to be temporarily locked as per the artist's wishes. 19 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Elle 122,859 Posted June 13, 2022 A message from Ethel Cain & @bigspender - “As i know many of you love Ethel Cain, I’d like to announce that an official fanzine will be coming soon later this year. Myself and a few other people will be curating it along with Hayden herself, and it will also include a written note from her on every issue. We’re featuring fan art, fan poetry, fan anything and everything visually, anythign that could be considered “caincore”. While we’re still laying down the foundation and trying to figure everything out, please follow @/cainchapel on instagram for updates regarding the status of its creation!“ 16 Quote • 4.18.14 • 5.1.14 • 9.20.14 • 5.28.15 • 6.14.15 • 7.28.16 • 7.24.17 • 10.23.17 • 10.24.17 • 1.25.18 • 2.5.18 • 12.5.18 • 10.3.19 • 10.11.19 • 11.16.19 • 8.6.23 • 9.21.23 • 10.1.23 • 5.17.24 • 5.19.24 • SF • ATL • ATL • IND • ATL • CHI • LDN • NYC • NYC • DC • ATL • NYC • PDX • SAN • KS • CHI • AL • MD • AL • AL Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Elle 122,859 Posted June 15, 2022 Another message from Ethel Cain. For questions, contact @bigspender - “Ethel Cain is doing merch design submission contest for any artists who would like to be featured on a very special tour merch item! Here are the guidelines: - Create a merch design with the intention of it being printed on the front of back of a t-shirt (you can do both) - Can be any design you want as long as it's #caincore lol - Any medium is ok! Drawing, text, photoshop, you name it! - Make sure your signature is somewhere on it! - Submissions will be closed by end of day on Saturday, June 18th - Make all submissions to hiswhitesilas@gmail.com The winner will be paid commission for their artwork. Have fun!“ 10 Quote • 4.18.14 • 5.1.14 • 9.20.14 • 5.28.15 • 6.14.15 • 7.28.16 • 7.24.17 • 10.23.17 • 10.24.17 • 1.25.18 • 2.5.18 • 12.5.18 • 10.3.19 • 10.11.19 • 11.16.19 • 8.6.23 • 9.21.23 • 10.1.23 • 5.17.24 • 5.19.24 • SF • ATL • ATL • IND • ATL • CHI • LDN • NYC • NYC • DC • ATL • NYC • PDX • SAN • KS • CHI • AL • MD • AL • AL Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Elle 122,859 Posted June 30, 2022 Ethel has granted us permission to reopen her thread! Feel free to discuss away within this thread. Though the thread is now open, she has requested for members to not share or request links to any old music that she doesn't want to be heard. Thank you all for your patience and understanding while the thread was closed! x 17 Quote • 4.18.14 • 5.1.14 • 9.20.14 • 5.28.15 • 6.14.15 • 7.28.16 • 7.24.17 • 10.23.17 • 10.24.17 • 1.25.18 • 2.5.18 • 12.5.18 • 10.3.19 • 10.11.19 • 11.16.19 • 8.6.23 • 9.21.23 • 10.1.23 • 5.17.24 • 5.19.24 • SF • ATL • ATL • IND • ATL • CHI • LDN • NYC • NYC • DC • ATL • NYC • PDX • SAN • KS • CHI • AL • MD • AL • AL Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
The Stargirl Pinky 72,212 Posted June 30, 2022 Yaay excited for the reopening!! I will never get over American Teenager. Can’t wait to check out the rest of the new record 9 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bigspender 8,368 Posted July 1, 2022 welcome back everyone did we all see the new paper mag shoot? 11 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
domandapiano 12,117 Posted July 1, 2022 SHE LOOKS FUCKING INCREDIBLE IN ALL THE SHOTS. Her with the blonde??? CULTURAL RESET. im happy this thread is reopened. I have always wanted to back @Terrence Loves Me up in saying hard times is one of the best songs on the record. It’s top 3 for me at least. 10 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bigspender 8,368 Posted July 1, 2022 hard times is so so good but ptolemaea is winning the world 7 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites