Myriam

So my story is:
I had flown into Paris specifically for the concert. Coming from a ‘3rd world country’ I had spent weeks preparing papers to apply for a VISA + booking hotel rooms and tickets in the context of a new economical crisis in the country.
But i was worth it. I was going to see Lana again after so many years (Last time was in 2013 when she came to my country)
And I was SO damn excited. I didn’t care that her shows were lazy and that her voice wasn’t the best lately. I just wanted to SEE her, to be in the same space as her, to watch her move
I was listening to her music nonstop for months to express my excitement
 
And then this happens. It was like a slap in the face. I was so heartbroken.
Not just bc it was cancelled but I’m heartbroken because I lost all the admiration I had for her. I don’t idolize her anymore. But I think i needed this to happen because my obsession was getting out of hand.

I think this is the most anticipated part of all the lyrics in all her songs for me

It's so perfect.

 
He said, “Lana Ray, will you serve me lemonade”

and I said, “Yes, Bill, I will, it’s the day of the parade

And you look even more handsome than you did the day that I left you

How do you spend your nights, honey, still watching TV

I long to be in your arms honey, come back to me please”

I think this is the most anticipated part of all the lyrics in all her songs for me

It's so perfect.

 
He said, “Lana Ray, will you serve me lemonade”

and I said, “Yes, Bill, I will, it’s the day of the parade

And you look even more handsome than you did the day that I left you

How do you spend your nights, honey, still watching TV

I long to be in your arms honey, come back to me please”

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

I feel like the idea that Lana has about what her fans love about her; and what her fans actually love about her aren’t necessarily the same. (If that makes any sense)

Born to Die is her best album

I just rewatched the album trailer for UV and then for NFR and god :/ I hope NFR surprises me... idk what to expect after LFL honestly. don't get me wrong im sososo excited for NFR but im expecting to be underwhelmed...
 
probably not unpopular but im trying to get over the fact we may never get another UV/HM again... I should've been more appreciative 

I know your wife and she's a really nice lady

yes, me too! ^ I really do believe that her songs portray things that actually happened

I think this is the most anticipated part of all the lyrics in all her songs for me

It's so perfect.

 
He said, “Lana Ray, will you serve me lemonade”

and I said, “Yes, Bill, I will, it’s the day of the parade

And you look even more handsome than you did the day that I left you

How do you spend your nights, honey, still watching TV

I long to be in your arms honey, come back to me please”

Didn't know where I could post this, but I just thought I would point out how much
sounds like Methamphetamines.It's so beautiful and it's probably where the inspiration for the melody came from

I don't think she was 12 or anything like the actual Lolita story, but I believe that she fell in love with a man who was much older than her.
She could've been in her 20s with him being 50 or something I don't know.
She keeps making references to it in most of the songs, and she said the ride video was 'her story' which makes it kind of obvious I think..

- When you start singing her songs the way she does them live
 
"Take your body downtown honey honey"
"I was like no puhhhhlease stay here"
"let me fuck you hard in the pouring rain"
at the end of born to die "We were born to dieeeeee oooooOOOooo aaaaaaahhhh ooooohhhh"
 
(I tried this at the concert and got some weird looks like how did you know? )
 
- When you get a little competitive with other fans "No, I  love her more"

Last book I read was Lolita, and I absolutely loved it.
Planning on starting Madame Bovary now but with midterms coming up I don't have any time

Drugs/Being High References
 
Boarding School :                 "let's do drugs" ; "I do them drugs" ; "if you wanna get high with me" ; "doing crack"
Daytona Meth
Hawaiian Tropic:                   "on that crystal meth"
Paradise                               "dope"
Scarface:                              "Do I look high to you?"
St. Tropez                             "Drunk and high" 
You & Me:                             "No longer high" ; "make me higher"
Yayo
 
Methamphetamines
American:                               "dope"
Beautiful Player :                    "Valium"
Born to Die :                           "let's go get high"
Carmen:                                  "getting high for free"
Disco                                      "heroin"
Driving in Cars with Boys        "crazy like a drug"
Get Drunk                              "using again" ; "Robitussin"
Gods & Monsters                    "Dope"
Heavy Hitter:                           "overdose" 
Making Out:                            "taking drugs"
Never Let Me Go                    "you can push your drugs"
National Anthem                     "overdosing"; "on our drugs"
Off To The Races                   "cocaine heart" 
Puppy Love                             "overdose"
Junkie Pride
Spotlight De-lite                        "dope"
Try Tonight                              "to not get high"
Us Against the World                "get high for"
Velvet Crowbar                         "crack"
Jump                                         "mixture of cocaine and heroin" ; "junkie"
Breaking My Heart                     "yayo"

I think this is the most anticipated part of all the lyrics in all her songs for me

It's so perfect.

 
He said, “Lana Ray, will you serve me lemonade”

and I said, “Yes, Bill, I will, it’s the day of the parade

And you look even more handsome than you did the day that I left you

How do you spend your nights, honey, still watching TV

I long to be in your arms honey, come back to me please”

I think this is the most anticipated part of all the lyrics in all her songs for me

It's so perfect.

 
He said, “Lana Ray, will you serve me lemonade”

and I said, “Yes, Bill, I will, it’s the day of the parade

And you look even more handsome than you did the day that I left you

How do you spend your nights, honey, still watching TV

I long to be in your arms honey, come back to me please”

8. Money is the reason we exist