Nightmare

i made a digital painting as a tribute for sophie, it's very big so i put it under the spoiler. i hope you guys like it, it helped me cope.
 
i posted it on twitter too https://twitter.com/vowelzs/status/1356598656166674436/photo/1
 
 

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Annie Mac played it's okay to cry on BBCR1 today and I think she described SOPHIE music how I felt about it too, she said it was very 3D and like a sculpture. I truly think SOPHIE brought so much texture to everything she made, and discovering her music in a time most pop/music I had previously heard felt bland ,the sounds she used were always so captivating and I think that's what solidifies her as a visionary for me.  She gave music such a new dimension.

Album title: Queen Lizzy

i wish my biggest problem was being a millionaire 16 year old with people telling me to get a job and to not vacay in the bahamas during a pandemic dsjlfkjsdklfdjs obviously don't agree with the bullying but- 

PLEASE.. i can’t believe y’all are still talking about LEAKs!!!!! how many times do i have to tell you all that I’M DONE?! WHERE IS your common sense? I’M so DONE!!!!!!!!!

R.I.P. to XCX or XCX World, the most iconic and biggest pop era that never was. Aborted but never, never forgotten.
 
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can yall leak sum melanie martinez and leave charli alone 

90 minutes might sound really insane but there's probably a lot of procedures paramedics need to go through before they can remove a patient from a scene. it's always not just a manic rush to the hospital. i'm sure the paramedics knew what they were doing in that situation.
 
i touched on this a few months ago in a status but when i saw that person who got hit by a car, a good portion of time (an hour to an hour and a half) was spent on the scene. they weren't moved for a very long time. paramedics need to assess the injuries and provide the immediate care the person might need before they can transport them. unless any actual claims of malpractice come from sophie's close friends / people who were present don't be quick to project anger. i'm sure they were only doing their best to save her in the middle of a global pandemic.
 
i know it's hard though. a lot of people will want something to blame, but in reality this was just a tragic accident. i'm sure any of us wish we could have changed that.

SOPHIE was such an enigma, yet her loss feels so personal. I think that just serves as a tribute to how powerful her art was. And her art has created such a community too. I hope you all are taking care of yourselves. Sending love.

This just... hurts to read... Things like that aren’t supposed to happen. Makes all of this even worse.
 

sad when people get recognition after  

it's been 48 hours since sophie died and some of you are already back to begging for leaks again, seriously fuck you guys lmao

i am well aware how cheesy this is but I couldn't help myself last night
 

i mean like a previous member said, its better to leak than for someone to make profit

appreciation post for all the amazing gems we got over the years:
 
jungle
mow that lawn
mess
candyfloss
up & down
tko
bounce
round & round
hey boy hey girl
believe
wanna get fucked up
let's make love
light it up
party party
losing my cool
 
 

asking the real questions... 

this just fucking broke me the fact that she had to suffer makes it so so much worse god...

Details on what happened:
 
 

I have literally never felt the desire to listen to any of these

Not a super exciting answer, but the other contenders were mostly just Blame It On Your Love and White Mercedes. She played them both at the listening party prior to Focus/No Angel, and the GNO cover art was uploaded by one of the graphic designers under the name of “Blame It”. I believe Eclipse also told us that White Mercedes was going to be the first single instead of 5ITM...? And he also mentioned something about a new version of Glow being ready for release around that time, but I can’t remember exactly what he told us about that
 
I feel like Bounce is a fair assumption since we got No Angel and GNO during that time, and BloomForYou implied that Taxi was considered too? Not sure if there was any truth to that, though.

I really hope she doesn’t feel rushed/pressured in any type of way to put out a statement on this because people are expecting her to do so. SOPHIE’s death hit me hard, I can’t imagine what it must be like for people actually close to her.

i can't put myself to listen to any charli song because hearing her all happy and lifefull and knowing that now she is a complete opossite of that... it just feels so wrong.
also the fact she's yet to post... reading that will be heartbreaking