Deadly Nightshade

they want the conversation around the healthcare status quo to stop , so they are doing everything in their power to stop it 

The Right Person Will Stay out this Friday

a true revelation omg 

a true revelation omg 

a true revelation omg 

a true revelation omg 

a true revelation omg 

a true revelation omg 

a true revelation omg 

It always makes me emotional , truly some of her best work 

It always makes me emotional , truly some of her best work 

It always makes me emotional , truly some of her best work 

It always makes me emotional , truly some of her best work 

It always makes me emotional , truly some of her best work 

I hateeeee how this was never officially released because it is some of her alltime best work
 
I'm always in awe reading/hearing this part:
 
Sylvia, Marilyn, Violet, Diana
All of my kind women who came before me, blonde
I dyed my hair black for you
I turned my back on that black pond
I swear I wont stop 'til I'm dead
& here I am at 34, and what for?
 
To bring my pair of baby patent leather shoes to turn them the other way
Towards the sea cliff stairs, not at the ocean
To bring them back up safe to the facility instead
& I think of you as I walk to the 280 wooden steps dynamited into the cliffs 100 years before
I let myself into room 2 and got undressed
 
I was sunburnt
Contemplative and sore
& as I fell asleep by Gabapentin
I lay my head on the pillow
& stretched my hand out on the cool white linen and sang you a lemon melody
I kept the shoes on the sill by the window seat in case you got restless and wanted to leave
& I hugged you with my baby's breath and sang your spirit to bed
The way I would have if you were my child or if I had children
My Queen Anne's lace heart weightless on your little head

life is beautiful but you don't have a clue for some reason has stuck with me since 2014
even though it's such a melancholic line, it reminded me to not be so pessimistic during difficult periods of my life 

life is beautiful but you don't have a clue for some reason has stuck with me since 2014
even though it's such a melancholic line, it reminded me to not be so pessimistic during difficult periods of my life 

life is beautiful but you don't have a clue for some reason has stuck with me since 2014
even though it's such a melancholic line, it reminded me to not be so pessimistic during difficult periods of my life 

life is beautiful but you don't have a clue for some reason has stuck with me since 2014
even though it's such a melancholic line, it reminded me to not be so pessimistic during difficult periods of my life 

life is beautiful but you don't have a clue for some reason has stuck with me since 2014
even though it's such a melancholic line, it reminded me to not be so pessimistic during difficult periods of my life 

life is beautiful but you don't have a clue for some reason has stuck with me since 2014
even though it's such a melancholic line, it reminded me to not be so pessimistic during difficult periods of my life 

Daddy, I miss them, I'm in the mountains, I'm probably runnin' away from the feelings I get
when I think all the things about them

I am my only god

"every now and then the stars align" 
"who's doper than this bitch? who's freer than me?" 
"the only thing we'll turn is the pages of the poems we burn" 
"so i'm not friends with my my mother, but still love my dad" 
"i'm scared of the santa clarita fires" (i have no idea but for some reason this lyric lives inside me even tho i've never experienced anything to do with fire) 

But one day I woke up like, "Maybe I'll do it differently"
 
Changed my life lowkey