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Okay, so, I don't know that there's really much I can say about the show without rehashing what others have said about other shows. I don't know that I really know what to say, either.
 
But, I know that seeing Lana for the first time was one of the best nights of my life, ever! The setlist was beyond perfect -- songs I thought I wouldn't care anything about hearing live were just... fantastic, and songs I knew I'd love were transcendental -- but I'll get to that. Lana looked gorgeous, and was so sweet and so funny. She's so human, not even like seeing a celebrity on the stage. And, her vocals are so much more clear and textured and perfect in person -- so much more nuanced than I've ever heard in a video. There's just not really words for all the magic this night was for me, but I think you all understand that! 
 
However, to highlight the best moment of the night: I cried twice, as was expected -- once when she came out and sang "13 Beaches", but also when she performed "Yayo", which is to be absolutely expected, huh?! I sobbed like a baby from the first note of the guitar, and I won't hesitate to say it was one of the happiest moments I've ever had. The magnitude of that moment for me can't really be overstated. It was the moment that felt like the payoff of years of devotion to Lana, and it was the moment that I realized I wasn't just seeing Lana, but Lizzy too. That song means the world to me, and... it was too incredible. 
 
This didn't really come out the way I wanted to say it, but it doesn't matter. I think you all know exactly how I felt. I love her more than ever, and I'm not ever gonna forget that night -- I just hope she'll come back soon!
 
"Put me onto your black motorcycle... 50's babydoll dress for my 'I do'. It only takes two hours to Nevada...I wear your sparkle, you call me your mama...let me put on a show for you, tiger..." 
 

 
(also, to anyone that was there: I don't know how loud I was, because both my hearing and my voice were kind of leaving me, but if you heard someone yelling for "Pawn Shop Blues" when she was taking requests, it was me   )

please no

not ALL of us hate Coachella now

not ALL of us hate Coachella now

My show! I'm so excited 

not ALL of us hate Coachella now

not ALL of us hate Coachella now

not ALL of us hate Coachella now

not ALL of us hate Coachella now

throwback before the mess

Here's Ride! I kiiiind of feel like her left arm (the one on your right when you're looking at it) looks a liiittle bit too long, but whatever.
 

I found these uglies on my harddrive, I had completely forgotten about them lol. From 2014.
 
She looks too young.
 
 
 
A doodle.
 
 
 
Ugly, but it was fun.
 
 
 
2015.
 
 
 
My Ride sketch is done, I'll post it soon.

His drawings of Lana are always the best 
 

by Lucas David
 
(he is the artist who did the cover art for Masochist by Sky Ferreira)

i don't recall ever reading this in the lanalysis thread -- in one of the handful of blog posts Chris C did on Lizzy, he shared screenshots of their messages and a poem she commented on:
 



 
the blog is pretty telling. Chris was married w/kids, but talking to Lizzy and another girl named Sarah online. looks like he ended up meeting Sarah, but never met Lizzy before things dissolved. he also seems to suggest that Lizzy didn't really harbor the same feelings for him that he had for her, and he regarded her as more of a muse than a lover
 



 
also, sorry if this has already been shared! it was very new to me

Lana commented of peterdelcurtis' last drawing. QUEEN!

okay but the fact that someone besides the fans is finally holding her to her word is promising
 
and hopefully now she realizes that she can't just pretend she didn't say it and she's gonna have to deliver a product

https://twitter.com/mtv/status/958052144581509120
 
She literally forgot about it lmao

fun fact: this was supposed to be Brite Lites until the above happened (that's aberdeen, hong kong in the background)

I can't believe that I'm seeing her live. Hope everyone else enjoys the show! 

My show! I'm so excited 

enjoy the shitty edit i made in 5 minutes of lana's grammys outfit because i am so shook im convulsing 

she's carrying the grammy she rightfully deserves 

inspired by rosemary's baby
 

late oops