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[drugsdesire 9,963]

i'm pretty sure she says gabapentin! a medication prescribed for anxiety !! I take it too, it can also make you drowsy which makes sense with what she says after

makes sense but does she say the I before gabapentin or no bc “and as I fell asleep I gabapentin...” doesn’t make sense

[gatadelrey 4,617]

the way this thread had 392 pages two days ago...

An active queen keeping us close together

[violets 11,896]

the way this thread had 392 pages two days ago...

this thread is giving me NFR pre-release tease...

 

when she posts another rant and we make it to 1k pages of pure chaos

[Lemonade Tears 1,574]

i'm pretty sure she says gabapentin! a medication prescribed for anxiety !! I take it too, it can also make you drowsy which makes sense with what she says after

Idk, "But as I fell asleep I Gabapentin" doesn't make sense grammatically

[Make me your Dream Life 88,718]

OOF this aesthetic takes me BAAAAAACK I'm in love

[Rorman Nockwell 56,941]

i'm pretty sure she says gabapentin! a medication prescribed for anxiety !! I take it too, it can also make you drowsy which makes sense with what she says after

Yeah I think you're right .. I think it's "by Gabapentin"

 

thanks! (thanks also @drugsdesire)

[drugsdesire 9,963]

this is so beautiful I think it’s one of her most beautiful poems to date

at first I thought it was gonna be cringy the second she mentioned sylvia but it turned out so well

[sweetie 6,628]

makes sense but does she say the I before gabapentin or no bc “and as I fell asleep I gabapentin...” doesn’t make sense

 

Idk, "But as I fell asleep I Gabapentin" doesn't make sense grammatically

 

And as I fell asleep by Gabapentin 

[unlikelysweet 215]

y'all are right I didnt read the order!!

[drugsdesire 9,963]

And as I fell asleep by Gabapentin

oooh!! makes sense! thanks queen

[expandableclitoris 9,093]

Idk, "But as I fell asleep I Gabapentin" doesn't make sense grammatically

 

neither does "she came for my wig" or "i'm shook" yet we use it... poetic license

[unlikelysweet 215]

And as I fell asleep by Gabapentin 

perfect 

[Mafiosa 1,090]

i think her original post came from a place of petty boredom tbh.

she doesn't feel angry to me, just confident and fully realized. but maybe i'm reading this wrong.

[FredRed 4,857]

Editing, but

 

Sylvia

I knew what you meant when you talked about swimming in the ocean and leaving your patent leather black shoes pointed towards it while you swam

It tickled you to leave them there

It was the thought of a young child

or of a lost fairy

It reminded me of who I am

That's why I'm now at this facility by the ocean

And why I go barefoot and why I go calmly

Why I leave my shoes up by the stairway

I do it for you and I do it for me

because having learned from others and from you

I learned there was a missing piece to finding existential calmness and and domestic bliss to lead to peace

You see, you cant fall in love with a man like Ted or a musician who sings about being free

A woodworker doesn't a good man make if he wants his work to be on TV

You have to separate the wheat from the shaft

You have to be discerning

It takes diligence, consequence and other things to keep that sea from churning

and to keep yourself from longing to let those painted waves take you under

It isn't just the water black that makes the body plunder

from high sea cliffs

I know, my dear

I wish that I had been here

or there

I wish that you were here now

If you're not now

because who knows how these things work?

Sylvia, Marilyn, Violet, Diana

All of my kind women

Who came before me

Blonde

I dyed my hair black for you

I turned my back in that black pond

I swear I wont stop until I'm dead

and here I am at 34

and what for?

To bring my pair of baby pattern leather shoes to turn them the other way

towards the sea cliff stairs, not at the ocean

To bring them back up safe to the facility instead

and I think of you as I walk to the 280 wooden steps dynamited into the cliffs 100 years before

I let myself into room 2 and got undressed

I was sunburnt

Contemplative and sore

and as I fell asleep

I gathered (?)

I lay my head on the pillow

and stretched my hand out on the cool white linen

and sang you a lemon melody

I kept the shoes on the sill by the window seat

in case you got restless and wanted to leave

and I hugged you with my baby's breath

and sang your spirit to bed

the way I would have if you were my child

or if I had children

My Queen Anne's lace heart weightless on your little head

 

 

If anyone knows the bolded part please lmk

Ok I'm not trying to be an ass but there is one line I have a problem with and it's things like this that could come back to bite her from well, critics.

 

You have to separate the wheat from the shaft      I listened a few times closely and that is what she said I think.

 

The expression is actually  "You have to separate the wheat from the chaff"

 

 

From the web.

Definition: Select the valuable things/people and take them away from the non-valuable things/people.

 

This expression first appeared in the Bible. It is a metaphor that speaks about how God will separate those who are worthy and those who are unworthy.

• His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor, gathering his wheat into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire.

It comes from the age-old practice of literally separating wheat from chaff. When winnowing grain, farmers wanted to remove all chaff from wheat. In the literal meaning, chaff is the husk around a seed, which one does not eat. In order to eat the wheat, one must remove the chaff.

[maxthehitman 1,729]

the way this thread had 392 pages two days ago...

 

 

Aren´t we glad its not on PAPER ?!?!  LMAO 

 

Imagine the BOOK we had to read all about this 

[Cacciatore 19,347]

I swear I wont stop until I'm dead

and here I am at 34

and what for?

 

[sweetie 6,628]

This was really beautiful. The background music is so gorgeous. A whole ass mood. I wish it was a song instead of spoken word though. I'm almost ready to forgive her for all the buffoonery and charades. Keep that typewriter under lock and key mama.

 

[Rorman Nockwell 56,941]

Ok I'm not trying to be an ass but there is one line I have a problem with and it's things like this that could come back to bite her from well, critics.

 

You have to separate the wheat from the shaft      I listened a few times closely and that is what she said I think.

 

The expression is actually  "You have to separate the wheat from the chaff"

 

 

From the web.

Definition: Select the valuable things/people and take them away from the non-valuable things/people.

 

This expression first appeared in the Bible. It is a metaphor that speaks about how God will separate those who are worthy and those who are unworthy.

• His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor, gathering his wheat into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire.

It comes from the age-old practice of literally separating wheat from chaff. When winnowing grain, farmers wanted to remove all chaff from wheat. In the literal meaning, chaff is the husk around a seed, which one does not eat. In order to eat the wheat, one must remove the chaff.

Ah thanks ... edited

[gatadelrey 4,617]

Thank you for posting that, Rorman. I really appreciate it.

[FredRed 4,857]

Ah thanks ... edited

Thanks,

 

You're not the one I'm worried about. I think she said what you wrote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!