Cry by the beach

you thought i was rich and i am but not how you think
i live in a tudor house under the freeway in Mar Vista
by the beach
when you call i take my phone outside to the picnic table
that i bought from the Rose Bowl
and i listen to the rushing cars above
and think and the last time you visited me
and the last time we made love
how the noise got louder and louder during rush hour
until it sounded like the sea
and it felt like the ocean was the sky
and that i was flying because you were two feet taller than me
until you took me in your arms
and i could touch the stars
and they all fell down around my head
and i became an angel
and you put me to bed
 
happy
 
People think that i'm rich and i am but not how they think
i have a truck with a gold key chain in the ignition
and on the back it says: happy joyous and free
 
happy
 
and when i drive
i think about the last time my friends were driving with me
how the radio was so loud that we couldn't hear the words
so we became the music
 
happy
 
They write that i'm rich and i am but not how they think
i have safe i call the boyfriend box
and in it every saved receipt
every movie theater ticket just to remind me
of all the things i've loved and lost and loved again
unconditionally
 
You joke that i'm rich and i am but not how you think
i live in a tudor house under the freeway
off of Rose Avenue 12 blocks from the beach
and when you call i put your sweater on
and put you on speaker
and chat for hours underneath the trees
and think about the last time you were here lying next to me
how the noise from the cars got louder and louder
during rush hour
until it sounded like a river or a stream
and it felt like we were swimming
but it wasn't just a dream
we were just
 
happy

disco makes me wanna overdose on heroin by myself in an abandoned building at 4am, i love it

lana when she was a "witch" for like two hours

Time present and time past are both perhaps present in time future.

a true queen

i'm going to an acclaimed psychic for a 1.5 hour reading on wednesday next week, if we don't have any news by then [which i actually doubt] i will put my pride aside and ask her for information lmao

I'm logging off

she laughs and closes her eyes and straight to sleep it is!
 
 
 
yea she ded

I need a big dose of valium or something to calm me down I just listed to the HIAB and Cinnamon snippet 30x. If we don’t hear anything by March 3rd we should organise a boycott or something.

Like genuinely what is Lana thinking... does she just go to bed every night knowing that we're starving for any news about the album? Like its so crazy that we are living in a time where communication between artists and fans is the easiest and most direct its ever been yet we can't even get her to go live for 2 minutes

I just realized - we're almost one month away from the one year anniversary of HIAB being teased on Instagram... 

A psychic once told a lady i know her son would explode, he drowned, she was kinda right.

Gays used to be so overdramatic about the after effects of anal sex when losing your virginity, they made it seem like you'll be walking funny for hours afterwards... but i was perfectly fine so what is the truth

That's actually a lie! I've had my fair share of guys, and the ones who usually had the average to small cocks were the tall big guys with big hands and feet. Some even had size 12 - 13 feet with a 5 inch hard cock. You wanna know who had the thick long and juicy break your back horse cocks? Mostly the short small guys. I know, shocker, I was shocked as well. I'd say I only know one guy who's huge in body frame and height with a big one. The rest are shorties/average height with regular to small feet and hands. I guess God really does put big things in small packages

Until we get cinnamon, Lana can scissor with sandpaper

we could talk about other body parts

im crying are we really this deprived of news that were talking about eye colour

Brown eyes are the most beautiful and thats that on that

I wanted to have hazel eyes   or grey, I think they're beautiful. My dad has hazel eyes and my mom has light brown, amber eyes. But my sister and I, we came out we with brown eyes and that's it. My sister insists that mine is lighter than hers tho. As for my brothers, they came out with blue and green eyes   , but they have a different mother so...

Brown eyes are obviously superior
 
also go get lana trending so we can get NFR news

Visually, they're green. Sonically they're blue. Melodically they're hazel.