Genesee

hopefully they're handling it better this time. it was way too hot in the tiny places we were shoved into, and had minimal access to the $7 waters they were carting around before

i fear this did not age well i hope last night didn't discourage her from doing more stadium shows in the future. i know shes not usually a fan of them so i get it

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

what an amazing show. if you can get tickets to the trilogy tour, it is worth every penny. the set list, the production, the choreography, the outfits, it's all incredible!! many parts of the show have stuck with me days later, but the part that hit me the most was the slideshow of messages to free palestine while the principal plays in the background. that was powerful. i'm not a huge fan of portals but screaming the lyrics to evil, the contortionist and nymphology was one of the best parts of the show. i didn't take many pictures but here's one i took during alphabet boy:
 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

a photo dump of pictures from my phone last night:
i have so many more but it's hard to go back and forth to post into imgur 

i have never felt so many emotions as when we were all sheltered inside and it kept going back and forth of whether or not the show would go on. when the sign turned on to go back to your seat and everyone started cheering, the hype turned up by 100. of course i grieve for the songs we lost but the delay made the show happening seem so much more special. plus we got a (two?) new song debuted!! wouldn't have wanted to be at any other show 

i have never felt so many emotions as when we were all sheltered inside and it kept going back and forth of whether or not the show would go on. when the sign turned on to go back to your seat and everyone started cheering, the hype turned up by 100. of course i grieve for the songs we lost but the delay made the show happening seem so much more special. plus we got a (two?) new song debuted!! wouldn't have wanted to be at any other show 

i have never felt so many emotions as when we were all sheltered inside and it kept going back and forth of whether or not the show would go on. when the sign turned on to go back to your seat and everyone started cheering, the hype turned up by 100. of course i grieve for the songs we lost but the delay made the show happening seem so much more special. plus we got a (two?) new song debuted!! wouldn't have wanted to be at any other show 

i have never felt so many emotions as when we were all sheltered inside and it kept going back and forth of whether or not the show would go on. when the sign turned on to go back to your seat and everyone started cheering, the hype turned up by 100. of course i grieve for the songs we lost but the delay made the show happening seem so much more special. plus we got a (two?) new song debuted!! wouldn't have wanted to be at any other show 

i have never felt so many emotions as when we were all sheltered inside and it kept going back and forth of whether or not the show would go on. when the sign turned on to go back to your seat and everyone started cheering, the hype turned up by 100. of course i grieve for the songs we lost but the delay made the show happening seem so much more special. plus we got a (two?) new song debuted!! wouldn't have wanted to be at any other show 

i have never felt so many emotions as when we were all sheltered inside and it kept going back and forth of whether or not the show would go on. when the sign turned on to go back to your seat and everyone started cheering, the hype turned up by 100. of course i grieve for the songs we lost but the delay made the show happening seem so much more special. plus we got a (two?) new song debuted!! wouldn't have wanted to be at any other show 

ANYWAYS I feel like everyone that was at this show is kin to me now bc that was an EXPERIENCE. I went thru every stage of grief, every emotion. My poor boyfriend was trying to lighten the mood and make jokes and at one point I remember yelling at him to shut up and stop talking when we were all inside bc of rain. But I have immense respect for Lana for still coming out and giving us a show. It wasn’t the show she planned, obviously, but once she was on stage the energy in the stadium was crazy. Everything that happened just amped me up for her performance and I went into it with a new level of gratefulness and a carefree-ness that I’ve never had before at any of the other times I’ve seen her. I’m ngl.. a thought I kept having was “all the merch! For nothing. Didn’t even get to see Lana at Fenway” (when I had lost hope) and the fact that she still came out and fucking brought it…. Yeah. I don’t play about that woman.  
 
Slightly unrelated, but before the show I was joking that it’s always some bullshit with me and Lana shows (last night was my 9th I believe). Almost every time I’ve seen her there’s a horror story or cancellation or insane weather attached. So at the of the day this was so par for the course for me. 
 
THANK YOU LANA. Thank you. After the trauma I’m so grateful I can say I got to see Lana at FENWAY. 
 
I've gotten like 3 hrs of sleep and I’m delirious af but I woke up feeling so grateful and I hope she’s able to reschedule the full show but I can honestly say that might be my favorite Lana concert I’ve been to…. Lmao. 

the girl behind me is the one who screamed when lana was soloing the line from tough. literally got dirty looks from the entire stadium, i hope she was embarrassed 

is my temperature rising again gonna be stuck in my head all damn night 

the girl behind me is the one who screamed when lana was soloing the line from tough. literally got dirty looks from the entire stadium, i hope she was embarrassed 

is my temperature rising again gonna be stuck in my head all damn night 

the girl behind me is the one who screamed when lana was soloing the line from tough. literally got dirty looks from the entire stadium, i hope she was embarrassed 

the girl behind me is the one who screamed when lana was soloing the line from tough. literally got dirty looks from the entire stadium, i hope she was embarrassed