never2heaven

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i don’t think she’s scrapping it, but maybe a bit uncertain how much country people are anticipating and doesn’t want to big that up anymore 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

i love the way she made no sense but in a way that almost made sense but not enough 

listening to lana when i was so young definitely shaped me a lot as a person to love art and live freely
 
the main attachment i have to lana is that i was in a pretty bad relationship during my teens and ultraviolence specifically really comforted me both during and afterwards, and helped me actually understand and then begin to vocalise my emotions surrounding it and him, which was at the time the only songs i really had heard in that vein except for like amy winehouse. i think ultraviolence is a really important album for that reason because i went through about 5 stages of thinking i understood the album before i feel like i really did (at least for me as everyone is different) and i don’t think that awareness is really spread to young girls like it should be in a truly honest way
 
i also was so impacted by violets bent backwards over the grass. i find that i relate to her thought streams so much and everything she says is so validating and so beautiful. she has always given me such a strong comfort in life being beautiful in all stages and i think that is my main takeback from her 
 
 

does this mean brooklyn baby is coming back to the setlist

in all seriousness i loved that little interview. her talking about how the "waters are warmer" in the industry now more than ever makes my heart happy 

listening to lana when i was so young definitely shaped me a lot as a person to love art and live freely
 
the main attachment i have to lana is that i was in a pretty bad relationship during my teens and ultraviolence specifically really comforted me both during and afterwards, and helped me actually understand and then begin to vocalise my emotions surrounding it and him, which was at the time the only songs i really had heard in that vein except for like amy winehouse. i think ultraviolence is a really important album for that reason because i went through about 5 stages of thinking i understood the album before i feel like i really did (at least for me as everyone is different) and i don’t think that awareness is really spread to young girls like it should be in a truly honest way
 
i also was so impacted by violets bent backwards over the grass. i find that i relate to her thought streams so much and everything she says is so validating and so beautiful. she has always given me such a strong comfort in life being beautiful in all stages and i think that is my main takeback from her 
 
 

I genuinely would be a different person without Lana. I started listening to her when I was 16, she impacted so much of how I see life and how I see beauty and art in the world. Her music has been the soundtrack for so many car rides, day dreams, wishes, experiences and whatever in my life. She wrote the script for how I wanted to look and how I wanted to be and what relationships I wanted. 
 
Im also about 10 years younger than lana, so its been neat kinda growing up along side her in a way, and looking internally at how the music she wrote when she was my age affects me now. As I get older, I feel closer to her music. Especially with ocean blvd, I have a deeply tumultuous and difficult relationship with my mother so hearing that subject repetitively come up in her songs but especially in that album was really healing for me. She’s helped me put a lot of my feelings in to away that feels tangible to describe them. 
 

as stupid as it sounds, lana's old "trailer park party girl" aesthetic made me come to love life without fancy things. i never had a lot of money growing up, just enough to be comfortable and fed (which is retrospect is more than enough.) as a child i always longed for the life of my friends who went on annual summer vacations and had the newest phones. when i was discovering lana i quickly fell in love with her portrayal of her, for lack of a better term, less luxurious lifestyle and how she turned it into something to be proud of. 
ride also helped change my perspective. as long as i can find my "home" and have the open road, life will always be okay. 

I've struggled with depression my entire life, and recently I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I always felt weird, like I didn't belong, and I would punish myself for feeling that way. I hated feeling sad because people would always tell me I had no reason to. 
 
But then, I met Lana and her music literally changed my life. Like she described herself in WW, she's awkward but sweet, and so am I... 
And then in Beautiful, when she said "sadness can turn into happiness, I can turn blue into something beautiful" I felt that! Because whenever I feel sad, or nostalgic, it's when I feel like myself the most. I feel inspired by sadness. 
 
Some might say I romanticize it, but I disagree. I think, thanks to Lana, I learned how to exploit certain things I can't control for my own benefit, and now I don't feel alone, nor so misunderstood

I think her music changed me into a person who can see the beauty in whatever circumstance I'm in no matter if it's actually not so nice at all, on the one hand I'm grateful for this since it means I'm generally very appreciative of life independent of whatever I'm going through, on the other hand I do think it makes me a bit complacent sometimes and I don't take certain actions I should because I manage to also see the "good" in objectively "bad" situations or emotions
 
her commitment to her art also inspired me to take my own creativity (writing) more seriously

That I don’t have to pretend to be happy if I’m not. It’s ok to be sad and it doesn’t make me a bad person. 
 
also, how to express yourself as well-rounded person. She can have the most upbeat happy music and the most miserable depressing songs and the stuff about love and heartbreak and sex and money and whatever tf else. You don’t just have to be one thing. A lot of musicians don’t stick out cause they’re very one-note and predictable, but you literally never know what Lana is gonna do next.