Say Yes to Heaven

I am dragged

I am dragged

I: Party Girl
AT: Joshy & I
AT: Carmen demo acapella
M: Bel Air, the backing vocals

Instrumental: Live Forever
 
Acoustic Track: Money Honey/Out With a Bang
 
Acapella Track: Bentley/Heartshaped Chevrolet
 
Melody: Dum Dum (chorus - the chorus is one of the most brilliant things she's ever done, but I'm really not fond of the rest of the song.)

I hope this isn't confusing lmfao but what would you want Lana to reuse? There's 4 questions. 
 
Which instrumental would you choose for Lana to reuse?
 
Which acoustic track would you choose for Lana to turn studio?
 
Which acapella track would you choose to be given an instrumental?
 
Which melody would you choose for Lana to rework?
 
Here are my answers
 
Instrumental: Jump
 
Acoustic Track: Disco
 
Acapella Track: Midnite Dancer Girlfriend 
 
Melody: Angels Forever, Forever Angels (Bridge)

I hope this isn't confusing lmfao but what would you want Lana to reuse? There's 4 questions. 
 
Which instrumental would you choose for Lana to reuse?
 
Which acoustic track would you choose for Lana to turn studio?
 
Which acapella track would you choose to be given an instrumental?
 
Which melody would you choose for Lana to rework?
 
Here are my answers
 
Instrumental: Jump
 
Acoustic Track: Disco
 
Acapella Track: Midnite Dancer Girlfriend 
 
Melody: Angels Forever, Forever Angels (Bridge)

HONESTLY, I was thinking the exact same thing  Maybe have a beats speaker on the ground as the skaters are skating in the next MV

HONESTLY, I was thinking the exact same thing  Maybe have a beats speaker on the ground as the skaters are skating in the next MV

I thought National Anthem sounded HIDEOUS when i first heard it but it turned out the youtube video i watched was pitched and slowed

Exactly this, you're always such an enjoyable person but sometimes it worries me how into Lana you are. I mean stans will be stans but theres a line between stan and stalker and you're a little too close to it. Try taking some of the love you have for Lana and bringing it into loving yourself. It's not healthy to love a celebrity more than anyone in your life including yourself, you know. Maybe take a couple day break from Lana and everything Lana related. Trust me I did so also and it was a MAJOR relief, I hadn't felt that... free(?) in a while. Plus when you come back there might be exciting news that you can 'reward' yourself with!

As long as you can realize what is wrong then that's what matters! It sounds like you're working hard to conquer it (and you seem to be doing well at the very least!) and you're reasons are super valid! Sorry for trying to budge in hah, but you have it under control so i'm going to let you do your thing Love you!

Thank you I really appreciate your concern but I had actually already moved on so I'm a bit confused. I regret to have to make this about myself but it's really really really not about Lana, this happens with every people I stan bc idk why but that's the way my disorders seem to work, literally the only thing to do is let me move on. I wouldn't have hurt myself this time because I'm stronger than I was but I just can't speak about it yet. I really wish I wasn't a stalker and I know how hard it is not to be but I think I'm pretty much in control of it. And it's hard because being a stan, in this case it's Lana but idk at all why it's her instead of anyone else, that triggered the best things that happened to me so when something doesn't corresponds to the idea I fantasized about it makes me really distressed and it can appear concerning from an external point of view. It's just a loop and it's all going back to normal soon, I do am trying to distance myself though thank you! Even though it's hard because drawing and making edits is the only thing I like to do haha

Exactly this, you're always such an enjoyable person but sometimes it worries me how into Lana you are. I mean stans will be stans but theres a line between stan and stalker and you're a little too close to it. Try taking some of the love you have for Lana and bringing it into loving yourself. It's not healthy to love a celebrity more than anyone in your life including yourself, you know. Maybe take a couple day break from Lana and everything Lana related. Trust me I did so also and it was a MAJOR relief, I hadn't felt that... free(?) in a while. Plus when you come back there might be exciting news that you can 'reward' yourself with!

Exactly this, you're always such an enjoyable person but sometimes it worries me how into Lana you are. I mean stans will be stans but theres a line between stan and stalker and you're a little too close to it. Try taking some of the love you have for Lana and bringing it into loving yourself. It's not healthy to love a celebrity more than anyone in your life including yourself, you know. Maybe take a couple day break from Lana and everything Lana related. Trust me I did so also and it was a MAJOR relief, I hadn't felt that... free(?) in a while. Plus when you come back there might be exciting news that you can 'reward' yourself with!

anne... i'm sorry and im  not trying to "call you out" or something but this is literally so self loathing. you need serious help and im sorry but lanaboards and Lana del rey in general are not good for you... need to take some time to focus on your mental health and stop worrying about lizzy im honestly scared that you are going to attempth hurting yourself just because you werent able to go to another lana concert or see Serial Killer live. its crazy.

no I would not i would have enjoyed myself throughly seeing my favourite singer live in a beautiful part of the world without setting the weight of the world on my shoulders in expectations.

the good sis bey saw the HM vid before it leaked!!
 
leak ha telephone calls so we can hear lana letting bey get insp. from ha video

I thought National Anthem sounded HIDEOUS when i first heard it but it turned out the youtube video i watched was pitched and slowed

who is under 12 here

WHEN WILL MISS GRANT?

poor belgium fans

You blow his mind  
 
Can you get pregnant by doing anal?

Ok yeah Roses is the most overrated Lana song tbh

Ok yeah Roses is the most overrated Lana song tbh

Ok yeah Roses is the most overrated Lana song tbh