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I've seen some lyrics from Lana and decided to write a fanfic. It took me 4 years, so I've changed a few things and decided to print it (single version, because I don't want to publish it, even though you don't know that is about Lana if you are not a fan) and that came out as a nice 400 pages book. 
 
To finish this book, was the most smart thing I've done during quarantine. I just wanted to share it because I feel so proud of myself. Proud of my boredom. Have anyone ever done the same thing?
 
 
 

Teachers usually make horrible parents because they have to deal with kids bs all day and they develop this stance of "the teacher is right, the child is wrong" and then they preserve this attitude even in their home life when their own child needs their support. But they don't give that, instead when there is a school-related conflict they take the school's side and don't stand up for their kid and often even blame them, saying for sure the teacher is right and the child is wrong. This is a breeding ground for negative emotional wounds that then fester and have long-term effects. I am not surprised at all and Patty deserves to be dragged for her psycho behavior.

the way she has served more in VBBOTG than in COCC and possibly BB...
 



she still got the visuals, but only when she wants to

I think this is pretty interesting, i dont know why some people are dismissing the subject. There's nothing wrong with speculating

@@letsescapelizzy   okay... I have a friend that was sexually abused as 12 year old. the monster that did this to her was someone she knew ( a close family friend), all her family knew and her mother was the only one that secretly blamed her for it  ... now she's 17 and what can I say she's been through a lot, she's suicidal and bulimic and got pregnant twice , she's attracted to the wrong dudes and so on.. and she reminds me of Lana in some weird way that I cannot pin point lol. So of course I can't prove anything because OBVIOUSLY I don't know her , BUT  she did say that most of her songs are autobioographical excetera ... but that's not enough right? because lyrics arent reliable and on some extent I have to agree with you, so you ask me where did I get this Idea from? Well first of all I found extremely sad and unusual for a 14 yo to be an alcoholic, I mean.. Apparently she comes  from a wealthy and respectable family right? So what on earth made her drink daily and why she was sent to a boarding school? what she was trying to escape  from? so I began to think the causes of so much upheaval .. She has a wonderful relationship with her dad so he has nothing to do with her problems, she's really close to her brother and sister so they too have nothing to do with anything traumatic.. but then I noticed that she never mentions her mother, so something must be off. My personal theory is that something profoundly disturbing happened to her ( it could be sexual abuse or not) and she was left with long lasting scars, she began to act erratically and her mother decided to send her somewhere else instead of dealing with her, and from that point the hostility began...  I mean really guys? we all argue with our parents, and we all have problems but would that transform us in alcolholics? AT FOURTEEN FUCKING YEARS OLD?? that's not ordinary ... and apart from that all her life is shady and purposefully concealed...  her university years are foggy and there are rumors of her being in Alabama after graduating high school.... and we all know she comes from a family with cash, so why did she lived in a trailer park for  18 months????? So that's  what produced this thread... 

say what you want, I still think she was abused by someone..

a family friend or what not

free to go somewhere else.... 

I imagine Patricia to be an uptight , no bullshit type of person... I think she doesn't understand her daughter strangeness and uniqueness

if some of you find this thread weird you can always look somewhere else.... I'm very interested not only in her music and artistic endeavors but in HER as a person.. I want to know what made her behave this way and .. yeahh... so if you find this annnoying yall free to go...  going back to the topic.. So do anyone know anything about her past for sure?

lana is saying "Like" this is what i was thinking

shes been hanging out too much with them whack ass la chicks i miss her nyc self

Listen to the other hundreds of interviews Annie has done over the years with other artist. Annie wasn't the problem here. Lana was. 

She's a professional. I can't believe the mental gymnastics people on her are willing to perform in order to blame her for Lana behaving like she did.

Lana could have prepared and talked about the album instead of babbling messy stuff and being distracted all the time. Stop blaming anyone but lana for this. The magazines twisting her words is definitly not it, but she's done everything to get bad attention lately.

Can we not do that kindergarten thing? The interview was a mess, this has nothing to do with being a hater

i agree that she shouldn't do any more interviews for a while, especially not rogan. she used to be so interesting to listen to and i always loved the way she spoke, the words she used. annie didn't even ask the hard questions - she'd absolutely go down if rogan interviewed her lol. i mean, he did interview miley and other musicians... but lana is an incoherent mess right now, i doubt he'd find her point of view interesting at the moment.

for real, it's only a matter of time for them to show the signs, it's kinda funny
I wonder what would have happened if she stayed in NY

Yes, she kind of implied that there is something going on in her personal life. I felt bad for her.
 
It is true, as a lot of you say, that she probably needs some time off. Honeymoon was one of her best eras because she was away from everything and had time for self introspection. It was hard to be a fan during those years because of her absence but she seemed renewed when she came back (artistically and as a person). If she decides to do that again we will support her, she probably needs some peace now too.

She's ruined the whole era for herself and us fans. Lana, no sorry, her mangers and label desperately need to get a brand new PR team. Tell her to keep her mouth closed on subjects that she has little to no understanding of and to stop posting on her socials for awhile unless its to do with promo.
 
Her behaviour the last few months has been atrocious and coupled with Lana believing in her own hype after the critical success of NFR, has made it seriously hard to stan her these days. 
 
 

the way some of y'all choose to ignore the things she says is really embarrassing...

She's not unhinged, or unhappy, she's. just. so. Strange. and. Wild.

yeah i wasn't bothered because I'm used to talking to incoherent people, addicts, drunks, and I understand what she was trying to say and a lot of it had truth to it. She was also clearly intoxicated.....

Didn't she just say in that same interview that when things are good at home everything else goes right and the same goes when things are bad? And afterwards she mentions how she's been surrounded by controversy lately. To me she kind of wanted to imply that not everything's ok in her personal life (please tell me if I misunderstood).
Also don't you guys think she used to be way more well spoken in interviews? Maybe she was nervous but I felt bad for her.
Regarding her constant comments about racism, it really is an awful thing to be accused of something you're not/didn't do.

The fact that they apparently where on a video call, imagine being Annie Mac and trying to keep a straight face while talking at her "mmh", "yeah, sure", "that's right", and at the same time trying to decipher what the hell was the idea she was trying to create in her head. Definetly a special interview.

Same sis!
Also I feel like we're missing something. Lana's interview was pretty manic. Almost like it was meant to. Maybe it wasn't, but either way, it came across as a bit manic. 
It reminded me of her iconic video interview with interview magazine. 
Before this video  I'd never seen that manic side of her. I feel like there's more to her crazy interview's recently. 
 

how was she supposed to ask any questions when lana wouldn't shut up