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you are annoying 

you are annoying 

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

manifesting ten minutes music video with story line 

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

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honestly who cares about this project when we are getting cotcc

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

im going to sleep tho, i would wait but i dont want to be tired the whole day and be dissapointed because lana sang lmlylaw and got off of stage  hope im wrong. see you in the morning, im keeping my finger crossed for all of us. it might be the day that she’ll say something. 
goodnight 

Question for the Boards:
Now that Elle, Elle, Elle, Elle, Elle and Nicki Minaj have had hit threads about Chemtrails, Lana’s Engagement, American Standards, Summertime (The Gershwin Version) etc - can I please go back to posting about being excited, feeling ready by preparing for the awards even if the ceremony is not perfect, or what categories we have - or whatever I want -without being crucified or saying that I'm glamorizing LanaBoards??????
 
Im fed up with Lana stans and Charli XCX saying that I glamorize LanaBoards when in reality I'm just a glamorous person posting about the realities of what we are all now seeing are very prevalent emotionally abusive members all over the world.
With all of the topics Lana stans are finally allowed to explore I just want to say over the last ten years I think it's pathetic that my minor thread exploration detailing my sometimes submissive or passive roles in my posts has often made people say I’ve set Lana stans back hundreds of years.
Let this be clear, I'm not not a Lana stan -but there has to be a place in stanism for Lana stans who look and act like me - the kind of Lana stan who says no but Allie X stans hear yes- the kind of Lana stans who are slated mercilessly for being their authentic, delicate selves, The kind of Lana stans who get their own stories and voices taken away from them by stronger Lana stans or by Radiohead stans who hate Lana stans.
 
I've been honest and optimistic about the challenging replies I've had.
News flash! That's just how it is for many Lana stans.
And that was sadly my experience up until the point that those posts were made. So I just want to say it's been a long 10 years of bullshit replies up until recently and I've learned a lot from them
but I also feel it really paved the way for other Lana stans to stop
'putting on a happy face' and to just be able to say whatever the hell they wanted to in their posts-
unlike my experience where if I even expressed a note of sadness in my posts, I was deemed literally hysterical as though it was literally the 2012s
Anyways none of this has anything to do about much but I'll be detailing some of my feelings in my next two posts in this thread with the Lipster Categories and How to vote. Yes I'm still making personal reparations with the Lipster Trophies going to their respective members which I'm very happy about. And I'm sure there will be tinges of what I've been pondering in the next Lipsters Awards happening on January 17th.
 
Thanks for reading
Happy quarantining