unlluminated

Hey look another album bottoms hate because they heard leaked demos. 

If that song was on Ocean Blvd it would perform similarly bad as NOTG.

BRO I WISH SHE WOULD HAVE PUT FINE CHUNA INSTEAD OF JUDAH SMITH INTERLUDE. FINE CHINA WOUKD FIT SO WELL IMO

this fake leak is such a classic, these song titles are honestly so bad

blue hydrangea, cold cash divine, cashmere cologne n white sunshine & pass me my vape, im feelin sick, i need to take a puff at the same time 
 
she contains multitudes !  so excited tho <<33

When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking I wish I could extrapolate some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention for a minute or two?
 
Will I die?
Or will I get to that ten-year mark
Where I beat the extinction of telomeres?
And if I do, will you be there with me?
Father? Sister? Brother?
 
Charlie, stop smoking
Caroline, will you be with me? 
Will the baby be all right?
Will I have one of mine?
Can I handle it?
Even if I do, they said that my mind
It's not fit, or so they said, to carry a child
I guess I’ll be fine
 
It wasn’t my idea, the cocktail of things that twist neurons inside
But without them, I’d die
They say there’s irony in the music, It’s a tragedy, I
See nothing Greek in it
Give me a mausoleum in Rhode Island with dad, grandma, grandpa, and Dave
Who hung himself real high
In the national park sky
It’s a shame, and I’m crying right now
I didn’t get to you, save you
If I take my life, find your astral body
Put it into my arms
Give you two seconds to cry
Take you home, I
I’ll give you a blanket
Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side
‘Cause baby I
 
Went through a time when I felt you were doing it
I couldn’t handle it, I was in Monaco
I couldn’t hear what they said on the telephone
I had to sing for the prince in two hours
Sat in the shower
Gave myself two seconds to cry
It’s a shame that we die
 
When I was fifteen, naked
Next-door neighbors did a drive-by
Pulled me up by my waist, long hair to the beachside
I wanted to go out like you
Swim with the fishes that he caught on Rhode Island beaches
But, sometimes, it's just not your time, Caroline
 
What kind of ~~~ was she to say I’d end up in institutions?
All I wanted to do was kiss Aaron Greene and sit by
The lake, twisting lime into the drinks that they made 
Have a babe at sixteen, the town I was wed in and die
 
Aaron ended up dead and not me 
What the fuck’s wrong in your head
To send me away never to come back? 
Exotic places and people don't take the place of being your child
I give myself two seconds to cry
Let it crash over me like the waves in the sea
Call me Aphrodite as they bow down to me
 
Sunbather, moon-chaser, queen of empathy
I give myself two seconds to breathe
And go back to being a serene queen
I just needed two seconds to be me

Whew. Fingertips is a lot to handle all at once. This is definitely her rawest, most personal, confessional song to date. It's incredible. It's a musical poem, or a page ripped out of a late-night journal entry spilling out all the thoughts overwhelming you at once. There's a lot to unpack, that I'm struggling to find what to say, except for that I'm so incredibly proud of her for being brave enough to share this so boldly with us. Her storytelling will always be unmatched, even when it's non-fiction. In fact, that makes it even better. She's not afraid to hold back anymore. Let it all out, babe. We're listening.
Now onto Paris, Texas - another instant favourite from the listening party x

Spotify users,
 
You can report clipping issues here, there are lots of them in this album unfortunately:
 
https://support.spotify.com/us/article/report-content/ 
 
The last time, they did return to reports and fixed it after a couple of days.

Candy necklace on my pussy…do you want to open me up?
Candy necklace on my pussy…don’t you want to lick me out? 

album out in two hours for me!!! by some miracle i avoided listening to leaks so i’m very excited 
 
i enjoyed spending another prerelease on here  i don’t post often but i’m always lurking and it’s been……..a journey! 
 
see y’all in the next one 

probably one of my last posts for this pre-release thread, im so grateful that i stopped lurking and got to be apart of this messy pre-release era

I wonder when we will be back😭 I’ll going to miss it here 

This feels like the last day of school
Like, I had fun with y'all, but I need a break 😭😭😭😭

Why is it even censored? What’s going on?!

It really does. I'm rarely overly critical of Lana's choices, but c'mon. Amateur hour to the max w/ that. It takes you out of the song - that annoys me.

I was so confused by that part. Maybe they'll fix it. I still got emotionally destroyed by the song 

I'm concerned..... is the censored version of fingertips the "official one"??? like, the ONLY version we'll have on streaming??😐

I'm concerned..... is the censored version of fingertips the "official one"??? like, the ONLY version we'll have on streaming??😐

I'M GONNA TA-AAAAKE
MINE OF YOU WITH ME

I'm concerned..... is the censored version of fingertips the "official one"??? like, the ONLY version we'll have on streaming??😐

now which one of u

I'm about to have my first listening experience in a minute, wish me luck 
The only thing I've heard from this album is the title track and A&W, no other snippetz and I didn't look at song spoilers. It's gonna be a surprise.