Kiki de Montparnasse

girl STOP-  i also have a theory that k was mentioned in fingertips 
 
ok so i'm not the most articulated person in english but i need to let these thoughts out:
 
for k, pt. 1/drive-by
 
It was a drive-by Sunday night
Most of us were in bed all right
I turned down the light
Then I heard the sirens
Interrupt the silence
Is this what you wished
To commit a crime?
 
K's a friend of mine
I think about him as he does time
Miss his white wine
Funny I don't feel free
Even though it's not me
Is this what you wished
To leave me behind?
 
for k, pt. 2
 
I like the way you wear your sweater off your shoulder
The way your hair come down, it make you look older
How you get that so handsome, my boy?
Oh, mmm
 
my theory is that k was lana's childhood friend, most likely her neighbour, not much older. she probably grew up with him, at a certain age started developing a crush on him. he was probably her first "love".
 
him being of course problematic, "chasing for that paper", abusing drugs, committing crimes and in general being a bad influence on her during their teenage years (pre-boarding school).
 
pt. 1 to me reads as if the police arrived to arrest him at his place, lana being his neighbour could hear the sirens from her room. she most likely never got the chance to see him again after they took him.
 
she probably had many questions, "what did he do?", "why did he do it?". he was a "nice guy", he was her friend, her first love, why did he leave her?
 
she keeps asking him "is this what you wished...?", questions she never got to make him directly and never got the answers to. imagine then hearing through the news that your childhood friend and first love was found guilty for double homicide and later sent on to death row.
 
are you still with me? i think these lines in fingertips might be about k
 
 
she did say something about explaining everything from the beginning. if k is real then to me it makes sense that she's mentioning him in fingertips too.
 
also, not defending lana's mom, but if one of my daughter's only friends (we know lana used to struggle socially back then) and probably first boyfriend turns out to be a criminal and a bad influence on my daughter, with her developing problems with alcohol and also undiagnosed mental health issues, i mean... not hard to see why she would want to send lizzy away to boarding school.
 
i know those lines are open to many interpretations but anyways thanks for reading my fanfiction  

girl STOP-  i also have a theory that k was mentioned in fingertips 
 
ok so i'm not the most articulated person in english but i need to let these thoughts out:
 
for k, pt. 1/drive-by
 
It was a drive-by Sunday night
Most of us were in bed all right
I turned down the light
Then I heard the sirens
Interrupt the silence
Is this what you wished
To commit a crime?
 
K's a friend of mine
I think about him as he does time
Miss his white wine
Funny I don't feel free
Even though it's not me
Is this what you wished
To leave me behind?
 
for k, pt. 2
 
I like the way you wear your sweater off your shoulder
The way your hair come down, it make you look older
How you get that so handsome, my boy?
Oh, mmm
 
my theory is that k was lana's childhood friend, most likely her neighbour, not much older. she probably grew up with him, at a certain age started developing a crush on him. he was probably her first "love".
 
him being of course problematic, "chasing for that paper", abusing drugs, committing crimes and in general being a bad influence on her during their teenage years (pre-boarding school).
 
pt. 1 to me reads as if the police arrived to arrest him at his place, lana being his neighbour could hear the sirens from her room. she most likely never got the chance to see him again after they took him.
 
she probably had many questions, "what did he do?", "why did he do it?". he was a "nice guy", he was her friend, her first love, why did he leave her?
 
she keeps asking him "is this what you wished...?", questions she never got to make him directly and never got the answers to. imagine then hearing through the news that your childhood friend and first love was found guilty for double homicide and later sent on to death row.
 
are you still with me? i think these lines in fingertips might be about k
 
 
she did say something about explaining everything from the beginning. if k is real then to me it makes sense that she's mentioning him in fingertips too.
 
also, not defending lana's mom, but if one of my daughter's only friends (we know lana used to struggle socially back then) and probably first boyfriend turns out to be a criminal and a bad influence on my daughter, with her developing problems with alcohol and also undiagnosed mental health issues, i mean... not hard to see why she would want to send lizzy away to boarding school.
 
i know those lines are open to many interpretations but anyways thanks for reading my fanfiction  

girl STOP-  i also have a theory that k was mentioned in fingertips 
 
ok so i'm not the most articulated person in english but i need to let these thoughts out:
 
for k, pt. 1/drive-by
 
It was a drive-by Sunday night
Most of us were in bed all right
I turned down the light
Then I heard the sirens
Interrupt the silence
Is this what you wished
To commit a crime?
 
K's a friend of mine
I think about him as he does time
Miss his white wine
Funny I don't feel free
Even though it's not me
Is this what you wished
To leave me behind?
 
for k, pt. 2
 
I like the way you wear your sweater off your shoulder
The way your hair come down, it make you look older
How you get that so handsome, my boy?
Oh, mmm
 
my theory is that k was lana's childhood friend, most likely her neighbour, not much older. she probably grew up with him, at a certain age started developing a crush on him. he was probably her first "love".
 
him being of course problematic, "chasing for that paper", abusing drugs, committing crimes and in general being a bad influence on her during their teenage years (pre-boarding school).
 
pt. 1 to me reads as if the police arrived to arrest him at his place, lana being his neighbour could hear the sirens from her room. she most likely never got the chance to see him again after they took him.
 
she probably had many questions, "what did he do?", "why did he do it?". he was a "nice guy", he was her friend, her first love, why did he leave her?
 
she keeps asking him "is this what you wished...?", questions she never got to make him directly and never got the answers to. imagine then hearing through the news that your childhood friend and first love was found guilty for double homicide and later sent on to death row.
 
are you still with me? i think these lines in fingertips might be about k
 
 
she did say something about explaining everything from the beginning. if k is real then to me it makes sense that she's mentioning him in fingertips too.
 
also, not defending lana's mom, but if one of my daughter's only friends (we know lana used to struggle socially back then) and probably first boyfriend turns out to be a criminal and a bad influence on my daughter, with her developing problems with alcohol and also undiagnosed mental health issues, i mean... not hard to see why she would want to send lizzy away to boarding school.
 
i know those lines are open to many interpretations but anyways thanks for reading my fanfiction  

Roses in my hair Rock n Roll on blare I was in trouble 

PLSPLSSKSKLJLSJK 

listening to this album like 

This album isn’t an album for ugly bitches. Its for hot girls and gays. You aren’t gonna get it if you’re basic: go to the beverly center and listen to miley. This is for artists and dreamers and sexy weird people who are into philosophy and hot sex and being sad and aesthetic. Sexy piano bops arent for ugly girls. If you can’t shake your ass to these you probably just can’t shake your flat ass at all. Anyway this is magnus opus. Sayonara im about to drive up the coast and blast this because Im hot and deep and maybe a little shallow.
Happy streaming

ROCKEFELLA MY UMBRELLA GOD I LOVE U BABY

Cute 

Did anyone else else think that Margaret sounded wayyyy too Taylor Swift (makes sense bc of Jack but still)

a stan! lily allen you will always be famous

I saw Jack Antonoff last night in NYC walking with his friends on the sidewalk by me while I was sitting having outdoor dinner and I asked him for a photo and he was so cute 

Most American cities were founded in the 18th or 19th centuries by immigrants from Europe. They chose names that reminded them of their home. She uses these city names that belong somewhere in parallel to her feeling of not belonging to somewhere and her quest to find her home.

someone said Paris, Texas is so Coraline coded and I literally haven't stopped thinking about how right they are since 

Yeah, with long interludes, pastors preaching and lyrics like "feeling suicidal" and "fuck me to death, it's definitely more approachable than all that "su-su-su-summertime sadness" and "young and in love" shit

paris, texas piano haunts me all day

The entire album is full of mastering issues with audio cracklings. These are not present on the leaked versions and Dolby Atmos which has a different mastering. Can someone who talks to Ben or anyone from her team report these PLEASE they are so bad. It's not streaming specific it's on spotify, yt, digital flac etc.

Let the Light In, Candy Necklace, and Peppers 

needless to say that she stormed the Genius charts
https://genius.com/#top-songs

Candy Necklace stans let’s make some noise!!!

Paris Texas really fucks me up

My trio is Candy Necklace, Paris Texas and Let the Light in 

when u know u know, when u know. it's time- to go 
 

LET THE LIGHT IN (FT. FATHER JOHN MISTY)