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"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

Death Never Came. (This title has probably been suggested before, I can't remember. Although I don't think she would go this dark, I'll still entertain the thought).
 
A track about how one's fame outlasts one's life. Both acknowledging the impact and legacy of the artist but not without a certain aggression resulting from the desire to disappear sometimes, Todestrieb, death drive. Or not as dramatic but simply becoming a face in the crowd and enjoying being anonymous, starting a new life. Love-hate relationship with fame she has always dealt with. But she comes to a conclusion and accepts this time that "death would never come". 
 
I imagine a Blonde Redhead - Misery is a Butterfly type of sound with her own twist on it.
 
I almost never make up songs this way, don't know where this one comes from. 
Donoghue N Courtney. 
 
K, this was bad. Shutting up. 

Death Never Came. (This title has probably been suggested before, I can't remember. Although I don't think she would go this dark, I'll still entertain the thought).
 
A track about how one's fame outlasts one's life. Both acknowledging the impact and legacy of the artist but not without a certain aggression resulting from the desire to disappear sometimes, Todestrieb, death drive. Or not as dramatic but simply becoming a face in the crowd and enjoying being anonymous, starting a new life. Love-hate relationship with fame she has always dealt with. But she comes to a conclusion and accepts this time that "death would never come". 
 
I imagine a Blonde Redhead - Misery is a Butterfly type of sound with her own twist on it.
 
I almost never make up songs this way, don't know where this one comes from. 
Donoghue N Courtney. 
 
K, this was bad. Shutting up. 

Danger Never Ceases

"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

Wordle 348 4/6
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Four songs that I keep playing these days:
 
1. t.A.T.u. - Stars: This is a very magical, atmospheric song, I really like it.
2. Alexandra Savior - Crying All The Time: I discovered this gem so late, so I keep playing to make up for the lost time.
3. Robbie Williams - Love Supreme: I came across this song years later and for the past few days wake up with it playing in my head. The lyrics really speak to me around this time.
4. Lana Del Rey - Cult Leader: It's like watching a long-lost short film.  I can't really put my finger on how she is able to capture such eerie, atmospheric vibe.
 
 

Death Never Came. (This title has probably been suggested before, I can't remember. Although I don't think she would go this dark, I'll still entertain the thought).
 
A track about how one's fame outlasts one's life. Both acknowledging the impact and legacy of the artist but not without a certain aggression resulting from the desire to disappear sometimes, Todestrieb, death drive. Or not as dramatic but simply becoming a face in the crowd and enjoying being anonymous, starting a new life. Love-hate relationship with fame she has always dealt with. But she comes to a conclusion and accepts this time that "death would never come". 
 
I imagine a Blonde Redhead - Misery is a Butterfly type of sound with her own twist on it.
 
I almost never make up songs this way, don't know where this one comes from. 
Donoghue N Courtney. 
 
K, this was bad. Shutting up. 

"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

Death Never Came. (This title has probably been suggested before, I can't remember. Although I don't think she would go this dark, I'll still entertain the thought).
 
A track about how one's fame outlasts one's life. Both acknowledging the impact and legacy of the artist but not without a certain aggression resulting from the desire to disappear sometimes, Todestrieb, death drive. Or not as dramatic but simply becoming a face in the crowd and enjoying being anonymous, starting a new life. Love-hate relationship with fame she has always dealt with. But she comes to a conclusion and accepts this time that "death would never come". 
 
I imagine a Blonde Redhead - Misery is a Butterfly type of sound with her own twist on it.
 
I almost never make up songs this way, don't know where this one comes from. 
Donoghue N Courtney. 
 
K, this was bad. Shutting up. 

Danger Never Ceases

"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

Danger Never Ceases

Danger Never Ceases

Death Never Came. (This title has probably been suggested before, I can't remember. Although I don't think she would go this dark, I'll still entertain the thought).
 
A track about how one's fame outlasts one's life. Both acknowledging the impact and legacy of the artist but not without a certain aggression resulting from the desire to disappear sometimes, Todestrieb, death drive. Or not as dramatic but simply becoming a face in the crowd and enjoying being anonymous, starting a new life. Love-hate relationship with fame she has always dealt with. But she comes to a conclusion and accepts this time that "death would never come". 
 
I imagine a Blonde Redhead - Misery is a Butterfly type of sound with her own twist on it.
 
I almost never make up songs this way, don't know where this one comes from. 
Donoghue N Courtney. 
 
K, this was bad. Shutting up. 

Death Never Came. (This title has probably been suggested before, I can't remember. Although I don't think she would go this dark, I'll still entertain the thought).
 
A track about how one's fame outlasts one's life. Both acknowledging the impact and legacy of the artist but not without a certain aggression resulting from the desire to disappear sometimes, Todestrieb, death drive. Or not as dramatic but simply becoming a face in the crowd and enjoying being anonymous, starting a new life. Love-hate relationship with fame she has always dealt with. But she comes to a conclusion and accepts this time that "death would never come". 
 
I imagine a Blonde Redhead - Misery is a Butterfly type of sound with her own twist on it.
 
I almost never make up songs this way, don't know where this one comes from. 
Donoghue N Courtney. 
 
K, this was bad. Shutting up. 

Danger Never Ceases

Danger Never Ceases

"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

"that call" as in a call from Jeffree Star
 
https://twitter.com/JeffreeStar/status/3895308045
 
 

I would LIVE for an album with the sound of Violets

I'm from the Sacramento area and we call it Sac. I hear "I love Sac so why did I...."

Alternate ending
 
I'm yours if you'll have me
Quietly or loudly
Sincerely, your daughter
and regardless you are mine

I love this poem and how she uses Bob Dylan as a symbol almost, like a personification of masculinity/the quintessential male experience. It’s interesting.