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admittedly, most of that was me alone

it won’t be a hit if they keep postponing it 

The video of the snippet surpassed 30 million views on insta. It's gonna be a hit 

Welp… I still have a few hours before my flight back to Toronto! Last night was such a chaotic and memorable, but also amazing, experience. I got back to my hotel after the concert and felt very weird - I think someone else in this thread used the word apathetic, and I would say it’s the most accurate word to describe how I was feeling. After sleeping it off I woke up feeling better, and so so happy I was able to see her live for the first time in 6 years. I have so much love for Lana that I was able to look back on yesterday as a moment I’ll be forever grateful for.

I love piano ballads, but hearing drums in this song is extremely... comforting 

Is it "Is my temperature rising again?"

Past, present, future ([?] only you)
Past, present, future ([?] only you)
 
Jesus saves, and I just break shit
A thousand ways to get fame
Back to the top, back to the basics
Restart the tape, Lake Placid, baby
 
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you ([?] only you)
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you ([?] only you)
 
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you ([?] only you)
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you ([?] only you)
 
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you ([?] only you)
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you
Past, present, future I see in you ([?] only you)

She moved back to New York to pursue her singing career! Fun fact, Ashley was on S9 of American Idol in 2010 and placed within the Top 24 x

ANYWAYS I feel like everyone that was at this show is kin to me now bc that was an EXPERIENCE. I went thru every stage of grief, every emotion. My poor boyfriend was trying to lighten the mood and make jokes and at one point I remember yelling at him to shut up and stop talking when we were all inside bc of rain. But I have immense respect for Lana for still coming out and giving us a show. It wasn’t the show she planned, obviously, but once she was on stage the energy in the stadium was crazy. Everything that happened just amped me up for her performance and I went into it with a new level of gratefulness and a carefree-ness that I’ve never had before at any of the other times I’ve seen her. I’m ngl.. a thought I kept having was “all the merch! For nothing. Didn’t even get to see Lana at Fenway” (when I had lost hope) and the fact that she still came out and fucking brought it…. Yeah. I don’t play about that woman.  
 
Slightly unrelated, but before the show I was joking that it’s always some bullshit with me and Lana shows (last night was my 9th I believe). Almost every time I’ve seen her there’s a horror story or cancellation or insane weather attached. So at the of the day this was so par for the course for me. 
 
THANK YOU LANA. Thank you. After the trauma I’m so grateful I can say I got to see Lana at FENWAY. 
 
I've gotten like 3 hrs of sleep and I’m delirious af but I woke up feeling so grateful and I hope she’s able to reschedule the full show but I can honestly say that might be my favorite Lana concert I’ve been to…. Lmao. 

lmfao yall saw that sugar baby run to barricade right 😂 jesus 
 
 

they HAVE to have made some sort of exception like a 20 minute show is crazy

WE'RE SO BACK (FOR NOW)

i can’t with you guys

well.. this was the last thing i expected after all the hype that the hype would be stopped because of the fucking weather 

The poor people getting pushed by Ricardo and his gang... TWICE!

Also what's with the ricardo getting arrested bit i'm kinda lost

she's paying the free i just know it oh mother we don't deserve you

SHOW IS STARTING IN 30 MINS

When we get a setlist photo when this is all over and see that Bittersweet anthem was once again on then setlist and once again not performed what then

Omg, the show's going to happen
Stay safe and have fun, folks!

I swear if bartender is on that setlist and not the mirror or tough 

And there off to the races…

maybe they’re allowing her to go over without paying fees? or like the stadium will pay for it on her behalf

It's only appropriate now that she sing Thunder