Blue Ink

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

I haven't done a cartwheel since I was nine
Haven't seen my mother in a long, long time
I mean look at me, look at the length of my hair
My face, shape of my body
Do you really think I give a damn, well I do after years of just hearing them talking
 
I say I live in Rosemead 
Really I'm at the Ramada
It doesn't really matter
Doesn't really, really matter
 
Call him up, come into my bedroom
Ended up we fuck on the hotel floor
It's not about having someone to love me anymore
This is the experience of being an American Whore
 
Calling up one from calling up another
Forensic Files wasn't on
Watching Teenage Diary of a Girl, wondering what went wrong
I'm a princess
I'm divisive
Ask me why I'm like this
Maybe I just kinda like this
I don't know, maybe I'm just like this
 
I say I live in Rosemead 
Really I'm at the Ramada
It doesn't really matter
Doesn't really, really matter
 
Call him up, he comes over again 
Yeah, I know I'm over my head, but oh
It's not about having someone to love me anymore
Now this is the experience of being an American Whore
 
I mean look at my hair
Look at the length of it there, and the shape of my body
If I told you that I was maimed do you really think that anybody would think it
I didn't ask for it
Didn't ask for it
I'm testifying, already fucked up my story
On top of this
So many other things you can't believe
Did you know a singer can still be looking like a side piece at 33
 
Got a [shhh] who turned on (a bad b / the back beat)
Puts the shower on while he calls me
Seems like a bad time to talk to me
I'm invisible, look how you hold me
I'm invisible
I'm invisible
I'm a ghost
Look at me
 
It's not about having someone to love me anymore
Uh, okay
Now this is the experience of being an American Whore
It's not about having someone to love me anymore
Now this is the experience of being an American Whore
 
Shimmy shimmy ko ko bop
Jimmy, Jimmy ride
Shimmy shimmy ko ko bop
Jimmy get me high
Love me if you live and love
You can be my light
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time
Oooh
Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time
 
Shimmy shimmy ko ko bop
Jimmy, Jimmy ride
Shimmy shimmy ko ko bop
Jimmy get me high
Love me if you live and love
You can be my light
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time
 
Jimmy you should switch it up, maybe light it up
Jimmy if you leave the house, find me in the club, like
Jimmy if you switch it up, you should light it up
Jimmy if you leave the house, find me in the club
Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time
But I don't care, baby, I already lost my mind, mind
Light it up, find me in the club
Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time
 
Shimmy shimmy ko ko bop
Jimmy, Jimmy ride
Shimmy shimmy ko ko bop
Jimmy get me high
Love me if you live and love
You can be my light
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high
Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time
 
 
 
 
Still working on a transcription, could use some help and suggestions!
 
 
 

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

...I don't really like the cover outfit  or the pose
This outfit should've been on the cover omg 

 

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

This is really a song you have to process after hearing it the first time

WHAT EVEN IS THIS LMFAOOO THIS IS HOT

the instrumental is SMOOTH 

Ben and his love for emojis
The only word he ever writes is soon

Ben and his love for emojis
The only word he ever writes is soon

Ben and his love for emojis
The only word he ever writes is soon

This is the first time I'm waiting for a song to drop, and I've been a fan since 2013  ty LanaBoards

is the audio in that tiktok one of the interludes because if it is....

Ben and his love for emojis
The only word he ever writes is soon

Both together, and after that only the song

Both together, and after that only the song

Ben and his love for emojis
The only word he ever writes is soon

Ben really said