BluebirdXO

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

Time to officially come back to the forum 

It took me 48 hours, but I finally read everything.
 
I think this is the right thread to bring this up:
 
I was always fascinated about the interview that she says that she let the lyrics come to her
 
"XL. It requires a lot of self-control, doesn't it?
 
L.R. It's patience. Like letting the lyrics come to me. Sometimes is painful, but it's the only way. I feel that my path was revealed to me, but I needed to be an empty vessel for it to happen. Like an electrical conduit. Electricity does not go through you if you're blocked."
 
Maybe she's describing some sort of psychography (spirit writing/automatic writing)?
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Automatic_writing
 
She have her sun, mercury and mars in the 8th house. Her moon is on the 9th and pluto in the 12th. Her rising sign is scorpio. Those placements suggests mediumship, attraction to themes related to death, the occult and rebirth.
 
It also bugged me why someone like her would attend a church like Churchome. She seems so connect with God and the occult that believing in prosperity gospel would be a joke. But tonight it hit me. According to the reviews, Churchome encourages their participants to speak in tongues. Baptism by the fire is also commonly used in churches that follows the prosperity gospel. Maybe she's seeking a deeper spiritual connection? Not going only because of the church, but the things that she can experience at the church?
 

Mom is back!!!!

I think Clay had a foot fetish and she kinda was into it too because she started posting a lot of feet pictures around that time.

It has its issues; someone who attended wrote this big exposè ages ago. I forget the specifics but the gist was that it's a Hillsong clone, outwardly LGBTQIA+ friendly but in reality, not, tries to get money from celebrities and the founder is sketchy
But anyway I thought she had BLOOD on her shoe til I saw the other one

is backgrid set up!?? every time they photograph her she seems well put together. and i heard a rumor that they are like the scheduled paparazzi? idk maybe i’m guessing but it’s kinda odd considering she posted pics of paps on her story seeming upset with her appearance a while back so i’m curious if her management calls ahead of time or if it’s random 🧐
 
she looks stunning, love her hair/nails

my sources tell me 2 tracks off ldr9 are titled ‘jesus knows i tried’ and ‘jesus and angels’!!

Oh wow we really are getting NFR 3.0 aren’t we 😍 

2019 flashbacks with the churchome sighting threads

no scab & plaster, no miss y and an ugly cover
 
she ruins everything

https://m.soundcloud.com/marinadiamandis/how-to-be-a-heartbreaker?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
 
the cover i… don’t know how to feel
i tbh kinda love that it stays true to the 2012 tumblr aesthetic tho

Within You Without You - The Beatles
 
 
Music to bake bread?

snippets for rehearsals/tour demos(?) not really sure, also leaked
 
somewhere over the rainbow cover
https://onlyfiles.io/f/9f3a07bb2c9347b0aaa5be9ce0bc90d2
 
what makes you beautiful cover
https://onlyfiles.io/f/bb41b48ce56f4a458e8fec80b5637cca
 
treat people with kindness
https://onlyfiles.io/f/1df08b6f20f047a5bae6a568dd780869

Medicine
https://onlyfiles.io/f/f0cb71e623bd4492972af12c1c0a3ed7
 
Anna
https://onlyfiles.io/f/fb87714ec275429e9e9431441eb0483b
 
Trouble
https://onlyfiles.io/f/e2d831bb523d44de93dfe0189bda53cb
 
Without You
https://onlyfiles.io/f/007ef5369e4a416b8c5dbb2fc2fcab77
 
Hunger
https://onlyfiles.io/f/3c990e685f6548a9a0591ab60a92b3d1
 
Baby Honey
https://onlyfiles.io/f/7564ec8e050a4b35b06505d74f8c2605
 
Complicated Freak
https://onlyfiles.io/f/3960a1ae3adb4612bdc096bb3f728e43
 
Already Home
https://onlyfiles.io/f/65e6407c57134caf928379f0553aa3af
 
Lay Down
https://onlyfiles.io/f/d82baf8fce33423488b7a10e33e19b7c
 

this is the worst excuse i've ever seen to not listen to music
 
i have stuff in korean, japanese, vietnamese (thanks to @Whore of Tropico), portuguese, german & french and i cannot understand a single word of any of those songs but that doesn't stop me from bopping
 
 

All that she wants is another baby
 
im SO happy for Britney 
 
 

This made me cry (happiness tears of course)

This made me cry (happiness tears of course)