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I also can't like anything on pc, but I can on my phone

Do you think she lies to him about stuff the way she lies to us about dates and names and shit? 
“Dinner will be ready at 6”
then it’s 8pm
then it’s 10pm
then it’s renamed “midnight snack” and it’s at 12am
 

turning pink champagne into let me love you like a woman 
 
 

cute but forgettable 

One week
I still don't know how to feel about the snippet but I'm really looking forward to the song

It always makes me emotional , truly some of her best work 

I hateeeee how this was never officially released because it is some of her alltime best work
 
I'm always in awe reading/hearing this part:
 
Sylvia, Marilyn, Violet, Diana
All of my kind women who came before me, blonde
I dyed my hair black for you
I turned my back on that black pond
I swear I wont stop 'til I'm dead
& here I am at 34, and what for?
 
To bring my pair of baby patent leather shoes to turn them the other way
Towards the sea cliff stairs, not at the ocean
To bring them back up safe to the facility instead
& I think of you as I walk to the 280 wooden steps dynamited into the cliffs 100 years before
I let myself into room 2 and got undressed
 
I was sunburnt
Contemplative and sore
& as I fell asleep by Gabapentin
I lay my head on the pillow
& stretched my hand out on the cool white linen and sang you a lemon melody
I kept the shoes on the sill by the window seat in case you got restless and wanted to leave
& I hugged you with my baby's breath and sang your spirit to bed
The way I would have if you were my child or if I had children
My Queen Anne's lace heart weightless on your little head

This is probably my favourite piece in all of Lana's poetry work. It's really emotional and hard hitting, especially if you're familiar with Sylvia Plath. I went to visit Sylvia Plath's grave recently and did a deep-dive into her poetry, came back home, read this (and reflected on some other references in Lana's work) and then broke down crying 

I also can't like anything on pc, but I can on my phone

ignoring the 10th anniversaries of BTD and UV

bartender on the setlist for 3 tours in a row but never playing bel air live once

Missing out on having a song in Priscilla bc she procrastinated too long

Unlikely. Seems too obvious and on the nose but you know what...at this point....who the fuck knows 

this is really boring…. thinking of where i was at in january 2024 just makes the whole thing absurd lol. what do you mean she posted 40 seconds from the song over a year ago… what did she even do it for. i know it isn’t worse than it was with happiness is a butterfly but this behavior still needs to stop being normalized, she really can’t get it together and it’s tiring tbh

I'm not usually negative on here but 248 pages on this thread for basically nothing...  it's tiring at this point, all we're doing rn is wishful thinking. I mean lana come on 

I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless you're mine. Beautiful.

I believe in the person I want to become 

Live fast. Die young. Be wild. And have fun. 🤟🏼
I've had this qoute burned into my brain for years 🖤

shut up, it's my day
 
that's a great question, I've been wondering that myself
 
crazy? me? no  
 
song ones:
out of the black, into the blue there's a certain point the body can't come back from im tired of feeling like im fucking crazy, im tired of driving till I see stars in my eyes I fucked up, I know that, but Jesus, Can't a girl just do the best she can?  If this is it, I'm signing off
Miss doing nothing the most of all
Hawaii just missed a fireball
L.A. is in flames, it's getting hot
Kanye West is blond and gone
"Life on Mars" ain't just a song And now my blue banisters are green and grey
Summer comes, winter goes
Spring, I skip, God knows
Summer comes, winter goes
Spring, I sleep, Heaven knows

"Handmade beauty sealed up by two man made walls"
"My life is my poetry, my love making is my legacy!"

I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless you're mine. Beautiful.

I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless you're mine. Beautiful.

I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless you're mine. Beautiful.

I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless you're mine. Beautiful.

I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless you're mine. Beautiful.