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I've had a shitty day today so I played Music To Watch Boys to during lunch break to keep my thoughts away. Then I played Ride on Youtube and I haven't heard the monologue for so long. I didn't look at the video. I just listened. It's so beautiful. Her voice was so soothing and you could hear emotions while she read. Her voice was like a mix of Lizzy Grant and Lana if that makes any sense, I know it probably hasn't changed but it did feel different compared to, say, Burnt Norton.
Anyway. I just listened and interpreted her words into my situation and just felt like things may not go as you hoped for all the time and if I somehow ruin this, there's always a second chance and something else I could do. Imagine just letting things go and start over, somewhere else and be happy. And doing whatever you want to do. Be free.
 
I know it's not realistic, but it did comfort me in a way.

I'd rather have Roses Bloom For You than Yosemite.

HER NASTY FUCKING FEET IN THE ORIGINAL HONEY MOON VIDEO
 
BITCH I AM
EATING     

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i made a cover cause im that bitch who has to have an aesthetic itunes so like here it is if anyone else wants it
 
 

Yes!!!!!! FLAWLESS.

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We are ugly but we have the music.

When I hear her rendition of Blue Velvet I could die, i love how angelic her voice sounds even though it makes me very sad

About the interview MM did with Lana back in Jan of 09... I think they knew each other. 
My theory is that maybe he was seeing her on the DL.. because he was with with someone else. Could explain all the "woman on the side" references we get. It makes sense if he got married not long after they split. 
 
I also have this crazy theory that he was seeing her after he got married. Her tweets on her MissDaytona account seem to be directed (or indirected) to someone on there. I could just be over thinking it.
 
Also, about "Afraid" being about MM... doubtful. I think that song is about the 7 year relationship. I don't think Michael Mizrahi because of the teenagers line.. wasn't he like 10 years older than her? 

Facebook. I have proofs.

I think Old Money is about the 7 year relationship she had. I don't think it was a full on 7 years, maybe that's why she says
"But if you send for me you know I'll come, And if you call for me you know I'll run. I'll run to you"
 
Because he's the love of her life, she'll leave everything behind if he needs her / wants her back. I think West Coast and Shades of Cool are also about him.. any chance that he's cuban? 
 
I cant help but think that maybe k & this guy are the same person. 

Speculation about who WEST COAST is about?
 
Here's a pattern. In American she says "Your skin so gold and brown like an American" West Coast : "He's crazy and Cubano"
 
If they are about K.. then it would make tons of sense since she also talks about jail alot lol. She also talks about Heaven a lot so this is my theory about that. K was doing illegal shit, that got him arrested. Lana was in the middle of it all when it happened, In the past interview I linked "Times were happy but also chaotic." I think he was put on death row.
In my past post, the facebook interview I linked , she mentions something else that caught my eye now. She says "We were travelling between LA and Las Vegas. I can't gamble because Im not good but he was gambling, and I was just swimming"
 
YAYO: It only takes two hours to Nevada
 
Body Electric: My clothes still smell like you,
And all the photographs say that we're still young
 
Off to the Races: Swimming pool glimmering darling
 
Backfire: "My baby blue Be my mafiosi rock n´roll high Back to Malibu" "We’re always taking trips downtown Officer Brown’s always coming around"
 
Tv in Black & White: Prison isn’t going to keep me from you If you get lonely, think of this only
Heaven hasn’t forgotten about you
Though you can’t hold me, pick up and phone me
Use your one phone call on your ex-girl, boo
I won’t tell a single soul, how you spend your nights
In that single cell, holding your pillow tight
 
Young & Beautiful: Dear Lord when I get to Heaven please let me bring my man
 
Bel Air: Roses Bel Air Take me there ( Bel Air Estates is an affluent neighborhood in Westside Los Angeles, California.)
 
Gangsta Boy: I don't care if you're going to prison
 
Blue Jeans: Then they took you away, stole you out of my life
 
The Man I Love: I can't be with the man I love, I can't be if he treats me rough. I can't see him, I can't call him up.
 
Westbound: You didn't think about anyone else You didn't think about any of us When you left that place You didn't want to go anywhere else Nothing could satisfy you till you left So you went away
 
Kill Kill: I'm in love with a dying man I'm in love with a dying man I have done everything I can
 
Born to Die: "We were born to die" She knew from the beginning that he was dangerous and that their relationship wouldnt last. Their relationship was born to fail.
 
Dark Paradise: Your soul is haunting me And telling me That everything is fine But I wish I was dead (dead like you)