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sorry abt that guys x

Okay so maybe I’m going insane but as soon as that notification popped up, i opened Insta and her caption was different   then the app refreshed my news feed, I manually went to her account and saw the “don’t ask why” caption. 
 
it was a longer caption too, at least a couple sentences and the only part I could read before the newsfeed refreshed was “what a serene weekend...” and then whatever else she wrote before editing it. Serene Queen tease 

Okay so maybe I’m going insane but as soon as that notification popped up, i opened Insta and her caption was different   then the app refreshed my news feed, I manually went to her account and saw the “don’t ask why” caption. 
 
it was a longer caption too, at least a couple sentences and the only part I could read before the newsfeed refreshed was “what a serene weekend...” and then whatever else she wrote before editing it. Serene Queen tease 

They probably both sunbathing somewhere not giving a fuck..
 
Ben: So Ed when is Dua’s 10th high budget music video coming out?.. the albums only been out a year it’s not like we’ve milked it enouth right?
Ed: Don’t we have an another artist who might need some attention?
Ben: Do we? I don’t know anybody...do you mean a feature for Dua’s next remix album? 
Ed: No it’s Lana! That album Chemtrails over the birds nest or whatever it’s called is coming out in just under two weeks! 
Ben: Zzzzz
Ed: Ben? 

Guys please remember a LDR8 Pre-Pre-Release Thread will not be created until we have some solid indication that an album is actually in the works! The only reason the LDR7 PPRT was created so soon was because she first announced it the same night NFR dropped. But until we have concrete evidence, I look forward to partying w you all in the COTCC Post-Release Thread coming in less than two weeks  xx

Can we not with the 5th straight day of this  
 
I don’t even get peoples beef, clearly he knows and has information and the only time he acts like a “know it all” are clearly joke posts, so why randomly be an ass to the one person who might give us teases every once in a while because obviously that’s all we are going to get 
 
lighten up 

Remember that if legitimate snippets from Chemtrails do leak (with the exception of snippets from official music retailers such as iTunes), posting them or pointing users in the direction of where to find them will result in a ban  xx

My posts get regularly moved out of here and I've been warned multiple times about being off-topic.
Also, I don't care about what you want 5adboy.

Is it bad that when she brought up dating rappers I thought about ASAP Rocky first?   Not sure if it was ever rumored that they were a thing? 
 
And any idea why Val wasn’t tagged? 
Lana doesn’t even follow the Tatiana girl... Just some odd things I noticed, especially if everyone on the cover are “sisters” to her, I figured she’d follow them all on there 

Is it bad that when she brought up dating rappers I thought about ASAP Rocky first?   Not sure if it was ever rumored that they were a thing? 
 
And any idea why Val wasn’t tagged? 
Lana doesn’t even follow the Tatiana girl... Just some odd things I noticed, especially if everyone on the cover are “sisters” to her, I figured she’d follow them all on there 

Is it bad that when she brought up dating rappers I thought about ASAP Rocky first?   Not sure if it was ever rumored that they were a thing? 
 
And any idea why Val wasn’t tagged? 
Lana doesn’t even follow the Tatiana girl... Just some odd things I noticed, especially if everyone on the cover are “sisters” to her, I figured she’d follow them all on there 

Is it bad that when she brought up dating rappers I thought about ASAP Rocky first?   Not sure if it was ever rumored that they were a thing? 
 
And any idea why Val wasn’t tagged? 
Lana doesn’t even follow the Tatiana girl... Just some odd things I noticed, especially if everyone on the cover are “sisters” to her, I figured she’d follow them all on there 

there's this thing that I've been reading about reactive abuse and it just gets me thinking about how things can be on the internet, especially w celebrities. I understand what she's trying to say past the dressings (yeah a little more in need of refinement, it's just this age it'd be wiser to).
she's always said she's been influenced by hip hop a branch of music pre-dominantly black from earlier on, worked w some (something of course that I'd think she takes seriously, quote how she fights labels). 
she's just trying to say she's with us (LFL, notes from the forum, fan presents in the form of additional music, to a degree her poetry), supportive of social issues, but she has to do it in her own way, not because someone's dictating her on the internet. 

it can be irksome having all these people figuratively breathe down your neck, saying how things should be done, it's like a normal person would say, "wtf, I'm doing what I can, you don't know me and what i've already done?" it just so happens that fame already accelerates that intensity by so-much-fold. how would you react if you were in that position? when ur intentions are good, doing things to support the causes that you believe in and fall in line w what people have been talking about her for (action). to have ur every move picked apart when you're already trying. back to society and trying to be a good citizen can already be so complex enough, I can understand how all that heat can cause her to only stick to her own set of values, especially w how things find her. 

it's a kind of policing that doesn't mean much, but just cause chaos, and for what? brownie points? so u can do ur social justice roll call? I understand how important it is, very much, and to stick for what's right, and especially to defend the people that need help care and love. but doing so isn't just the jobs for those w platforms, it's also up to us as individuals. 

you don't karate chop a drunk friend after a night out. you get them a blanket, you drive them home, you let them rest, get them some carbs etc. yeah you sass em a little for getting so fucked up, be a little proud of em but make it digestable thru honest checks, but lightheartedly. it takes a lot of care and love, and an unfortunate level of understanding that sometimes the other party doesn't deserve, but we do it anyway, bc we can't just keep divided. we're all human at the end of the day, and we need to respect that. lately all i've been witnessing is the karate chopping, and not sticking around to care for the person to make progress, or snapping back. with all relationships and interactions that you're going to flip back from, it's important to make sure that you leave a good impression, and that you're there for them to improve. if given the chance to, to do a job well, not just rushed and expect flowers the very next day. 

we're all healing from different kinds of hurt, but the strong ones are usually the ones who understand, check the other side, and nurture them to a joint understanding and connection. so there's peace love and understanding between them both. you just get more hate with hate. we need to understand that love and following thru together is what we need as people, thru little gestures, acts, nurture. but we also need to learn to accept those and meet someone where they're at, so they can continue growing because everyone's gonna fail, but at least they're trying. and it's not fair, or maybe even right, but we have to at least try and move forward with them. or else nothing's gonna change. 

before anyone tags me. I've gone thru so much in life already, even in my younger age. i've found safety in my life, only just a few years ago, what a family is, even just a lot more recently. and even then. sometimes it feels like a dream. I do what I can to see thru people and figure out what they really mean. statistically me being here? not good. I pushed thru w tears, not because I looked at myself first, and was honestly just confused af bc of personal circumstances i couldn't help before. but we have to push thru with love, that's what kept me going. trauma's only just gonna get worse w each blow.was it fair I ask myself? no. but there hopefully comes a point to when that threshhold of pain is over exceeded. and you decide. you can't be that person that goes into the statistic. you have to do better. for yourself. and to hopefully show others that it's at least possible. bc really, some don't even know that, and I think it's just the most horrible thing. example. thru example. 

hope everyone does something for someone else today. not to get anything out of it, but because we need more of that in this world. not just thru the net. physically. I get her good intentions spiel because it really does do a lot. a nod, opening the door, a little conversation to ease awkwardness.what more, the more refined acts? doing something this cold world might not expect to the point of making it mythology. cold screens won't always do that. 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

I’m just thinking back to that livestream and observing everything
 
When she’s talking about the 16 week delay for COCC’s vinyl process, she says “so in the meantime, I’m gonna give you a digital... (long pause, looks down at food) record of *insert Denny’s coffee cup* American Standards and Classics (looks across table at Clay?) for Christmas.”
 
She didn’t say ON Christmas... but she did say it was a digital, so all she would need is one post saying it’s out on streaming services and boom, done. I’ll wait a couple more days before realizing I’m delusional  
 
 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

I’m just thinking back to that livestream and observing everything
 
When she’s talking about the 16 week delay for COCC’s vinyl process, she says “so in the meantime, I’m gonna give you a digital... (long pause, looks down at food) record of *insert Denny’s coffee cup* American Standards and Classics (looks across table at Clay?) for Christmas.”
 
She didn’t say ON Christmas... but she did say it was a digital, so all she would need is one post saying it’s out on streaming services and boom, done. I’ll wait a couple more days before realizing I’m delusional  
 
 

I’m just thinking back to that livestream and observing everything
 
When she’s talking about the 16 week delay for COCC’s vinyl process, she says “so in the meantime, I’m gonna give you a digital... (long pause, looks down at food) record of *insert Denny’s coffee cup* American Standards and Classics (looks across table at Clay?) for Christmas.”
 
She didn’t say ON Christmas... but she did say it was a digital, so all she would need is one post saying it’s out on streaming services and boom, done. I’ll wait a couple more days before realizing I’m delusional  
 
 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over 

Well she tweeted that she’s thinking of us... super sweet but... it’s over