BoardingSchool

And while we're at it: "I will follow, I will follow for a little pizza heaven"

I'm imagining her as a guest star on a new season of GLOW and it makes me so happy I can't even cope.   I wonder what her character name would be???  
 
 
 
"Route 66" is cute retro Americana, not MAGA stuff, so it's definitely on-brand for her. I think it was a demo version of Queen of the Gas Station where she mentions it in fact.
 
Edit: this is what I meant: 
 
With Slurpee machines and organs playin' And preferably with smokin' inside, if you can swing it Maybe with a post office attached to it With chickens runnin' in and out of it I saw one like that in New Mexico on Route 66

When you walked out that door a pizza me died

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

Baby's stoppin' at 7-11... 
 
(and now DMD will be stuck in my mind the rest of the night!) 

Perched for the NY Post to respond 

Baby's stoppin' at 7-11... 
 
(and now DMD will be stuck in my mind the rest of the night!) 

Baby's stoppin' at 7-11... 
 
(and now DMD will be stuck in my mind the rest of the night!) 

Who am I to love this poem and the way she reads it so much???      

"LA, who am I love you?
A poem from my audiobook that’s out x"

I think it's "Xanax" but pronounced sort of slurred like "zaks", the same way Marla Singer in Fight Club (as played by Helena Bonham Carter) pronounces it when she says, "I've got a stomach full of Xanax. I took what was left of a bottle. It might have been too much." Marla reminds me of Sylvia Plath, and this poem reminds me of both of them. So sad and honestly disturbing. 
 
On a lighter note, do you think she'll ever move back to New York?? (just kidding)

I think it's "Xanax" but pronounced sort of slurred like "zaks", the same way Marla Singer in Fight Club (as played by Helena Bonham Carter) pronounces it when she says, "I've got a stomach full of Xanax. I took what was left of a bottle. It might have been too much." Marla reminds me of Sylvia Plath, and this poem reminds me of both of them. So sad and honestly disturbing. 
 
On a lighter note, do you think she'll ever move back to New York?? (just kidding)

Audiobook version:
I left my city for San Francisco
Took a freeride off a billionaire's jet
 
LA, I'm from nowhere, who am I to love you?
LA, I've got nothing, who am I to love you when I'm feeling this way, and I've got nothing to offer?
LA, not quite the city that never sleeps
Not quite the city that wakes
But the city that dreams, for sure
 
If by dreams you mean in nightmares
LA, im a dreamer but I'm from nowhere, who am I to dream?
LA, I'm upset, I have complaints, listen to me
They say I came from money and I didn't
And I didn't even have love, and it's unfair
 
LA, I sold my life's rights for a big check, and I'm upset
And now I can't sleep at night, and I don't know why
Plus, I love Saks, so why did I do that when I know it won't last?
 
LA, I picked San Francisco because the man who doesn't love me lives there
LA, I am pathetic, but so are you, can I come home now?
Daughter to noone, table for one, party of thousands, of people I don't know, at Delilah where my ex-husband works
 
I sick of this, but can I come home now?
Mother to noone, private jet for one, back home to the Tudor house that borne a thousand murder plots
Hancock park, it's treated me very badly
I'm resentful
 
The witch on the corner, the neighbour nobody wanted
The reason for Garcetti's extra security
 
LA I know I am bad, but I have nowhere else to go, can I come home now?
 
I never had a mother, will you let me make the sun my own for now
And the ocean my son
I'm quite good at tending to things despite my upbringing, can I raise your mountains?
I promise to keep them greener, make them my daughters, teach them about fire, warn them about water
 
I'm lonely, LA, can I come home now?
I left my city for San Francisco
And I'm writing from the Golden Gate Bridge
But it's not going as I planned
I took a freeride off a billionaire and brought my typewriter and promised myself that I would stay but
It's just not going the way that I thought
 
It's not that I feel different, and I don't mind that it's not hot
It's just that I belong to noone which means
There's only one place for me
 
The city not quite awake, the city not quite asleep
The city that's still deciding how good it can be
 
And also I can't sleep without you
Noones ever really held me like you
Not quite tightly, but certainly I feel your body next to me
Smoking next to me
Vaping lightly next to me
 
And I love that you love the neon lights like me
Orange in the distance
We both love that
And I love that we have that in common
 
Also, neither one of us can go back to New York
For you are unmoving
As for me, it won't be my city again until I'm dead
Fuck the New York Post
 
LA, who am I to need you when I have needed so much, asked for so much, and what I have been given, I'm not sure yet
I may never know that either until I'm dead
For now though, what I do know
 

Is although I don't deserve you
Not you at your best and your splendor
With towering eucalyptus trees that sway in my dominion
 
Not you at your worst
Totally on fire, unlivable, unbreathable, I need you
You see, I have no mother
And you do
A continental shelf
A larger piece of land from where you came
And I?
I'm an orphan
 
A little seashell that rests upon your native shores
One of many, for sure
But because of that, I surely must love you closely to the most of anyone
For that reason, let me love you
Don't mind my desperation
Let me hold you, not just for vacation
But for real and for forever
Make it real life
Let me be a real wife to you
Girlfriend, lover, mother, friend
I adore you
 
Dont be put off by my quick-wordedness
I'm generally quite quiet
Quite a meditator, actually
I'll do very well down by Paramhansa Yogananda's realization center, I'm sure
 
I promise you'll barely even notice me
Unless you want to notice me
Unless you prefer a rambunctious child
In which case, I can turn it on, too
 
I'm quite good on the stage as you may know
You might have heard of me
 
So either way, I'll fit in just fine
So just love me by doing nothing
 
And perhaps by not shaking the county line
I'm yours if you'll have me, but regardless
You're mine

Book version:

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.

I think the lighting might be why her hair color has a grey cast here...just a couple of days ago, the closeup of her in the car in natural light, it was a gorgeous light blonde. She looks stunning there, with pink lip gloss and no lash extensions. She looks like grownup Lizzy. So let’s see photos in better light before critiquing the color.
 
As for the rest, part of what’s beautiful about women is that our bodies aren’t meant to stay static. We wax and wane like the moon, babe. Just part of our magic.