Mels

you don't want to be forgotten, you just want to disappear 

Ever since honeymoon went away... it's been the blackest day

Us after getting four weeks of Lana singles not knowing what was coming….
 

Erm
 
why is she so annoying sometimes like

No one wants to wake up to the news I woke up to this morning. No one. I was preparing my coffee, turning on wi-fi and the first thing I read is: “Lana Del Rey is closing her only social media semi-private account”. I blinked my eyes countless times and I went on Lanaboards just to see more and more posts about it. I couldn’t believe it. My Ocean Blvd dream was over and there I was at 8AM sitting in my kitchen looking at the screen of my iPhone.

She left us with the Happiness is a Butterfly reference and the quote:
"Happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will elude, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder."
 
Maybe this is why she's leaving Instagram, to be less focused on public appearance, and turn her attention to other things to seek out that happiness 
 
Also the oceanblvd account and the accounts her backup singers and dancers made make so much sense now...plus there's the account Chuck and Charlie made too...I have a feeling all of these are meant to replace the Honeymoon account in some way

twitter is so dramatic, as if lana didn’t say she’s more inspired than ever to write music in an interview just a few months ago 😐

Damn this whole family is pissing me off today with the dramatics. Except Rob. Rob you will always be famous 

Hollywood bowl > lost at sea imo 
and I love lost at sea! But nah there’s really no competition to me. HB is fuckin iconic 

clean your ears babe 

omg imagine listening to this stunning voice and thinking Lana has vocal damage. high key embarrassing

Lost At Sea has a better atmosphere but Hollywood Bowl has better vocals and melodies.
 
I think I prefer Hollywood Bowl because it's already stuck in my head.

Maybe some of her best vocals ever honestly 

pls. This ate sweet carolina 1000000x over

omg Hollywood Bowl is out.... I didn't expect that, truly one of her best songs ever!

they promised us nothing and gave us everything  

such a special song, i've listened to it three times and got chills each listen. its just so carefree and beautiful, i love it when she's happy

IT SOUNDS SO FUCKING GOOD WHAT THE FUCK 

When the same three users complain, you realize it's really a good song. 

As Taylor might say, Lana was weird but fuckin' beautiful. She seemed to alternate being sad/withdrawn and suddenly saying certain words or lines really loud and kind of angry (or maybe defiant?). A stalker would certainly explain it. Or something we don't know about. Anyway, she looked great and periodically sounded great, so there's no doubt she's still got it! 
 
Acc to this setlist Bittersweet Anthem is just National Anthem, the end. 

After watching the blue banisters live where she said she cried all day or something like that because of her chickens being disturbed by the paparazzi I honestly don’t think she is used to any of these “famous person” situations… Like she’s a REALLY sensitive person. I can completely relate and I would be losing my shit crying for hours backstage they’d need to put me on sedatives and drag me out to play (and this is even if I loved my fans and loved music).. honestly I feel for her and I’m not gonna hate on her for it. After candy necklace video it seems like she’s giving touring another ~mild~ try to decide the direction in which she wants to go 🤨 The whole “where do we go from here” ending and what not. I could be interpreting the situation completely wrong though 

I’m honestly over the gays, requesting Cinnamon (which doesn’t translate half as well live) and Get Free of all songs as if six years later there’s the majority of Chemtrails and BB that have NEVER been performed. Imagine the collapse if you just heard “I’m on the run, with you my sweet love” or “it’s dark but just a game” even Dealer ffs. 

yes I was just thinking about this, but also I can tell something was really off, like more than the normal amount. you’d think she would be like this during her first show a week ago but she seemed perfectly fine last week (aside from the nerves at the beginning of the show). this time around she was 40 minutes late, sounded nervous, was slurring her speech when she’d talk to the audience etc. I’m guessing this has to do with the stalker situation that happened in rio  and I really do hope she’s okay, I was literally on the edge of my seat because there were a few moments in the show where I thought she was gonna cry

Lana enacting sniffing coke when she sang the line let's go get high in btd then laughing at herself is iconicity
 

(not sure why the person who posted this felt the need to verbalize "check out this cool Lana Del Rey related short before the clip but)

And then they were just your friend