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Ok so I've had Dealer on loop the past 24 hours, I wish we had an entire album of songs like this.
Apparently there was? And it was scrapped.. tragic

Ok so I've had Dealer on loop the past 24 hours, I wish we had an entire album of songs like this.
Apparently there was? And it was scrapped.. tragic

I listened to BB on my way to class this morning and it was such a vibe I considered skipping just to sit in the parking lot and finish the album 

I'm literally skipping work, laying in my bed singing along to Arcadia.
What has my life become

Ok so I've had Dealer on loop the past 24 hours, I wish we had an entire album of songs like this.
Apparently there was? And it was scrapped.. tragic

Ok so I've had Dealer on loop the past 24 hours, I wish we had an entire album of songs like this.
Apparently there was? And it was scrapped.. tragic

Ok so I've had Dealer on loop the past 24 hours, I wish we had an entire album of songs like this.
Apparently there was? And it was scrapped.. tragic

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

Can we talk about how Dealer is SUPREME

me removing BB l-worded zip file from my phone, computer & my memory to pretend to hear the album for the first time on this Friday: 

My father passed away yesterday. To say I'm heartbroken and devastated is an understatement.I cried throughout check-in and luggage check at the airport. Drowning my sorrows in a beer and played the album. I don't even care if it's good. I just want sad Lana songs for the plane ride. The mention of her father on Text Book brought me to tears again. I'm so thankful the album leaked to help me through this awful time, and whether I like it or not later down the line - I'm just grateful she put it out and is as productive and hard-working as she is. We're all blessed.

We're getting QFTC in the television since she has deleted her social media. 

omg I LOVE IT when lana does a live television performance or something like that bc i get to watch it alongside all of my lb friends

the rescore born to die deserved is a 10
don't try to change my mind 

We just talked for a little bit, mostly about my trip to California. She was honestly the nicest. We hugged. I was extremely nervous and stuttery 
Thank you guys for the kind comments. It’s funny bc I usually straighten my hair, but I didn’t this morning and when I left my hotel I had a bad feeling about not doing it and not putting on make up and when I saw her I was like omg of course this is happening today when I look terrible lol 

She is living her truth and not just preaching it.  I respect that. Ig is stupid.  and being a fan is better when u don’t except updates, I’m sure being an artist is better when u don’t have to deliver promises too. LOCK THA THREAD!

She really is getting a deeper form of revenge than we thought with this album. When she first announced it I was expecting something angry, but instead she's telling her story in a really open and honest way, and then retreating from the public before the album is even out. It's heartbreaking revenge and critics will have a harder time trashing her in this new context, without looking even crueler and stupider than they already do. 
 
Lana is one of the greatest artists of all time (the greatest in my opinion, but I know that's subjective) but so much of the conversation around her is about unfair bullshit that's taken out of context and always paints her in a negative light. Most people who don't listen to her don't even have the slightest clue of the level of talent she has, because they wrote her off years ago before giving her a chance. It's so annoying when I mention Lana in certain settings and I can just feel the energy in the conversation shift as if people think it's problematic to love her. I don't understand how anyone can call this move dramatic on her part, it makes perfect sense and has been a long time coming. All we can really hope for is that her art does became the focus the way it always should have been, although even if it doesn't in the immediate future, there is no doubt that long beyond her time she will be regarded as a complete legend.