Book 1 was actually her announcing new career path as she'll be joining miss sky in the LOTY (Librarian Of The Year) brand new single audiobook featuring Allie X and GFOTY out this fall found in your local bookstores
when yall realize she now has the money to live her cyber retro sci-fi dystopian apocalyptic gaymer girl fantasy and can't be bothered with being a musician except for the random droplet here and there she literally dropped the two songs so she could get label funded extravagant videos for them and fulfill her elon musk revenge plan by becoming the ultimate AI dune warrior cybergirl and now she is doing that thru photoshoots cause the label was like bestie we can't give u anymore $$ if u aren't going to release an album or promote the singles we release for u so she was like whatever im just gonna "work on my album" and tease projects that will never be finished
I might be a bit in a " I am hyped for LDR9 moment" this morning but I really realized I love these lyrics this morning. It still creates a picture in my head. Like she is coming back from grocery shopping & puts the plastic bags on the kitchen counter & somehow she gets reminded of an older relationship & she kinda zooms out of the reality & is thinking about the old relationship. She just stands there infront of the kitchen counter , tracing her finger tips over the plastic bags , maybe starring at the wall or out of the window while thinking about that relationship & how much she wishes she could get the attention from that lover again just for a minute. Maybe after that some anger comes in because she can't get the attention or that relationship back even though she wishes she could.
Idk but sometimes moments like that happen to me too, like I'm doing sth & then for whatever reason your mind zones out of the moment , sometimes I still continue doing the thing but it's like you are stuck & doing the same movements without a progression because the mind is somewhere else. I hope you all know what I mean.
It also reminds me of Barefeet On Linoleum. I always imagine her being in the kitchen , preparing to make stew later but then she completly zones out & get's lost in her own thoughts. I really can imagine that this song could be something like that.