Make me your Dream Life

I’m trying to be optimistic, so I just wanted to express. We go thru life day to day, doing our own thing, coming home to our special ones, our family, our pets. I think it’s incredibly beautiful and a powerful thing. That we’re all joining together, and that first responders and local heroes are leading, and things are being communicated well. It’s bringing people together and the resilience that it’s fostering. Contact your families etc. just to make sure theyre ok. I just got news that it’s been classified as a national disaster, so FEMA’s getting involved which is good for aid and supplies <3 If you’re here too, please be smart, get to safety. We’ve got this <3

I sometimes go to the park real early before anyone goes up to watch the sunrise and hike. and right now it's covered in smoke from an update not too long ago. it honestly feels so strange seeing as to how fruitful these parts of the states can be, but can still get like this. it reminds me of Hawaii in some ways, but honestly, aside from the dryness and lack of rain, it hasn't been this bad since the few years ago. a lot of people are questioning the government/ local authorities, and some places just have no access to water despite the lush.

she's been wanting to leave california for a while now if u go by what her music alludes. nfr opened up a kind of vulnerability to start if u listened in between the lines. lmlylaw's written plain as day. to getting married and living by lousiana(?), fishtails from ob. thematically, at least from her music perspective. this can still pretty much coincide w a potential heavier feeling of a southern gothic, but at the same time, be a completely separate stance. precautions and considerations to be thought of and acted upon, we might see an added thought/song like how Coachella was added during the LFL era. though, and communities aside, I also wouldn't be surprised if she didn't mention this at all.

the flames are close to home, and the smoke even closer, and I just wanted to express how I want it to be over already. I really appreciate your understanding, you're a real one for this, thank you.

thank you. and honestly I do feel a bit genuinely guilty for having part in the thread being derailed, but I just don't appreciate how things can be spun when I just felt the need to exhale, thinking that parts of my homestate and town and life are sizzling right now. I thought that it would've been a step forward in being vulnerable despite past experiences seeing as to how it might expose my living area and just knowing my whole life here, so I didn't think that was gonna be the main thing that'd be taken into account, instead of just what I wanted to let out if even thru comment form. I think it relates, I can feel it in the air. and the digs seem insensitive, and I can see how being understood a lot easier might be construed as agreement w likes, but I just wanted to express this, not make it about having to defend myself. thank you. edit: @Dark Angel I was trying to move past it, but I wasn't going to just take these comments like this, and then have laughter in comment form just like that and at least explain myself. thank you.

be however you are. and at least with this I try to be genuine and civil even. I've met men like you and maybe I won't be able to properly explain, but the energy was the same. and I know how they were truly. i'm here having to compartmentalize, and having to put this out just to be able to speak for myself when I'd rather not have any attention on me. I felt the need to express myself and it blew up with help from you. and now you laugh? that's not fair. that might be a bit cruel even.

thank you. and i'm not in a mood to get into a keyboard session, but from personal experience. it connects bc it'- you know what. nevermind. if that's how it's being seen, I just wanted to let off some steam and express a personal account. but if it's gonna get me painted in some kind of light when I meant nothing of ill will. by all means. I question the friction as if it were the main subject, even if it's not what was being personally been made as the main point. i don't think it's entirely fair that it's been nitpicked by a user that's been nitpicking about their personal lives incessantly but that's not my life, and when I finally want to say something, it's this? does that make me seem a kind of way when I just want to speak on behalf of the experience? i don't think it makes my comment any better or perhaps some worser or wicked thing. that's not fair. and now having to feel like I might have to defend myself bc of some second instance perhaps more sass from someone I find to be annoying to tolerate at times? it feels lowkey like qftc but I honestly just wanted to express how I don't wanna think about it anymore. the bone gets picked, the misunderstanding comes. and I might be the villain when I just wanted to speak? is that all mine to have to bear when I just wanted to express and be simple of it? U guys can think the same or similar, but I have to overexplain and be nitpicked? mm. that's not what I meant, and no thank you. but at least you're a step ahead and actually trying to clear things up so for that, a nod.

that wasn't the main point, and didn't mean to make it about that cus that was traumatizing so i wanted to make a comment about it bc it's here, and felt the need to express something. and why is it that i'm the bad person for wanting to be a bit vulnerable to let off some steam. it was a step towards trying to make nothing out of it, and didn't think that was the main idea. why did it have to be construed that way, or that much more so then the actual experience happening now (the thread). but ok whatever. it wasn't meant to be that way, but if that's how it's being understood. take that.

do I continually have to further explain myself for my comment to be valid? it's so tiresome having to have to validate when I personally dislike having to answer to anyone let alone you. and yes it is valid. enough. and then what. a backtrack? or another lol?

I know it can be a sensitive time rn, and I've been stalked before so whatever. but i went thru the sad phase, shock, and now just plain ass annoyed. hoping for the best, but mentally thru it already. stay safe everyone. <3

I think rbfy shouldn’t be some kind of single. Only because the fans are gonna make it a whole thing about her husband. Just have it on the album

remembering the way we all thought about Lana's album as types of couches to spruce things up and have that thread into this one. that was something

I can see it, like end of Jan for things to start happening. it's still a bit fresh in regards to the holiday season, and lots of families are probably still relishing quality time together so in a way that's quite untouchable to do anything else about. there'll be a pocket of time when things'll begin to get into the actual calendar start. feb 14th might be an opening for something to be released, or before then rather while she enjoys something romantic, probs in private cus the hordes of opinions we all know. Spring does start til mid-March, so here's hoping that the single/ red scarf emoji means something related to winter. nonetheless, strategically and coinciding w the time of year in vibes just give off a nice synchronicity soon after the holidays begin to recede back til later this year. a post-holiday visual might be a good way of reintroducing us to what's coming w/o the pressure of things having to be released since it'll be around Spring if everything's still going according to plan. it doesn't feel like there's anything frictional going on w Jack? so I'm thinking it'll be a soft release then.