Blue Ink

Bold of you to consider, seeing how some people reacted to the last set of name drops. 
 
Tomorrow you'll see this headline - "Lana del Rey brings FKA Twigs into her attack on black female artists".

Lana looks like she was a little in tears. You can't really tell because she made the video black and white and blotchy but you can tell she's emotional. It's time for people to leave her alone about this whole race war bullshit that people who can't read properly turned her post into. 
 
On a superficial note: Her face looks so good without fillers. She looks younger and thinner without those damn things on her face. 

 
She was crying. I heard it in her voice, in the beginning of the video too. As well when she talks about the Navajo's. If the video had been clear and in color, it would have been easy to see. She's a smart cookie knowing which filters to use. 

it's 5 AM for me. debating whether i should go back to sleep knowing that i'll have to catch up on 40 pages or refresh this page every 30 seconds

i may not have agreed with her posts and comments but leaking her phone number is uncalled for i just hope she’s safe

I hope that ending the video with fuck off will be representative of the tone of the record because i really crave that TOSTB Noir UV 2.0 angry vibe. NFR is good but it's so calm I want her to scream and shout .mp3

She could say literally anything at this point and still receive criticism from people who are settled on disliking her and her initial post. 
It was nice to see her talk about it on video. She looked a bit emotional about the whole matter.

She just said “my new record CHEMTRAILS OVER THE COUNTRY CLUB”
 
“And the reason why I’m making this post tonight and I know it seems a bit much,right? -licks lips- but... There are women out there like me who- have so much to give... and you know, Dont Quite Get to the.. to the place uhm, spiritually or karmically where they’re supposed to be because there are other women who hate them and try and take them down, whether in my case its CERTAIN ALTERNATIVE SINGERS-“
 
I wonder who she has in mind when she says this.... Lorde?? I mean WHO!!!!!

CHEMTRAILS OVER THE COUNTRY CLUB

‘My new album ‘Chem-Trails Over The Country Club’

someone brought their pikachu to a show and she thought it was a gift for her and took it and also called it spongebob 
 
 

I really want something big again!! Not LFL, but weird, yet stylish. BTD did that and HM did something very similar to what BTD did

Oh wow just woke up to see that insta video and idk what it is but this is the first poem of hers that really made me feel something. I even teared up afterwards, can't even say why tbh. But this seems like it's the most heartfelt poem she's shown us so far...

Oh wow just woke up to see that insta video and idk what it is but this is the first poem of hers that really made me feel something. I even teared up afterwards, can't even say why tbh. But this seems like it's the most heartfelt poem she's shown us so far...

Oh wow just woke up to see that insta video and idk what it is but this is the first poem of hers that really made me feel something. I even teared up afterwards, can't even say why tbh. But this seems like it's the most heartfelt poem she's shown us so far...

I think no matter what this album is gonna be, going in with absolutely no expectations is the only way im gonna enjoy it.

I listened to this last night before going to sleep and I agree, it’s one of the, if not the, best poem she’s written. I’m suddenly genuinely excited to listen to the rest of her audio book, I had almost zero interest a year ago but this did something to me. I hope we can hear them all soon.

Oh wow just woke up to see that insta video and idk what it is but this is the first poem of hers that really made me feel something. I even teared up afterwards, can't even say why tbh. But this seems like it's the most heartfelt poem she's shown us so far...

Oh wow just woke up to see that insta video and idk what it is but this is the first poem of hers that really made me feel something. I even teared up afterwards, can't even say why tbh. But this seems like it's the most heartfelt poem she's shown us so far...

Her voice is so calming and I love to hear it after everything that has happened

Sylvia - 
I knew what you meant when you talked about swimming in the ocean and leaving your patent leather black shoes pointed towards it while you swam
It tickled you to leave them there
It was the thought of a young child or of a lost fairy
It reminded me of who I am
That's why I'm now at this facility by the ocean
& why I go barefoot and why I go calmly
Why I leave my shoes up by the stairway
I do it for you, and I do it for me
Because having learned from others and from you,
I learned there was a missing piece to finding existential calmness and domestic bliss to lead to peace
 
You see, you cant fall in love with a man like Ted or a musician who sings about being free
A woodworker doesn't a good man make if he wants his work to be on TV
You have to separate the wheat from the chaff
You have to be discerning
It takes diligence, consequence, and other things to keep that sea from churning
& to keep yourself from longing to let those painted waves take you under
It isn't just the water black that makes the body plunder from high sea cliffs
I know, my dear, I wish that I had been here or there
I wish that you were here now if you're not now because who knows how these things work?
 
Sylvia, Marilyn, Violet, Diana
All of my kind women who came before me, blonde
I dyed my hair black for you
I turned my back on that black pond
I swear I wont stop 'til I'm dead
& here I am at 34, and what for?
 
To bring my pair of baby patent leather shoes to turn them the other way
Towards the sea cliff stairs, not at the ocean
To bring them back up safe to the facility instead
& I think of you as I walk to the 280 wooden steps dynamited into the cliffs 100 years before
I let myself into room 2 and got undressed
 
I was sunburnt
Contemplative and sore
& as I fell asleep by Gabapentin
I lay my head on the pillow
& stretched my hand out on the cool white linen and sang you a lemon melody
I kept the shoes on the sill by the window seat in case you got restless and wanted to leave
& I hugged you with my baby's breath and sang your spirit to bed
The way I would have if you were my child or if I had children
My Queen Anne's lace heart weightless on your little head
 
 
 

Well, the whole thing is essentially about an existential crisis
 
It's pretty obvious she's been having one for the last year or so

Same. Love that idea!  
Off topic but currently reading a book that larks back to Old Hollywood a bit. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo. You should check it out, v enjoyable.

i really do love this fandom for the most part. some of u are really annoying but most of u are so cool and i love getting to experience these ups and downs together

i know ben is about to turn homicidal

I think our girl is feeling every emotion she’s had and suppressed for the last 10 years in quarantine. I wish I could give her a hug.